Hahahhaha, I like that very good.
well listen pillowtalk I am glad you responded. At least we are getting somewhere. My grammar was not very good, but I was rushing..and the fact that you tried to deflect attention from you on to me is more evidence that you are avoiding and blocking out any kind of self reflection.
Your need to build walls around you (the muscles, the guns, the fortress of hostile posts), is something you need to take a closer look at. Sometimes we put up armour on the outside because we feel weak and small on the inside.
It must be tough being married to a women that is the financial provider. It can be emasculating and I can understand your need to build yourself up on the outside (the guns, the muscles, the wall of posts), but you know this is only a facade.
Although your beautiful wife married you because you were the opposite of her father, someday she wiill grow up(women usually do before men) and she will want you to act more like her father and expect you to get a job and stop playing with guns, and drugs, and acting like a playboy.
BTW monster admition of doing LSD on a public forum. It must be nice up their in the hills high as a kite, with the sun on your face, I can only imagine, but it is more evidence of your monster avoiding life and responsibility.
I like you pillowtalk, so I hope this analysis helps. 
Where to start
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‘Hog shit’ would not even cover it...............
If you are for real !!, and you genuinely want to help a lost soul in the valley of darkness................
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Blessed is he who shadows the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brothers keeper, and the finder of lost children !!, and i shall strike down upon thee with great vengeance, and furious anger, those who would attempt to poison and destroy my brothers, and you will know my name as 'ANU' when i lay thy vengence upon thee....................
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Author ( unknown ) - thanks to the translation into Roman text, and the council of Mycia etc etc...................
That quote is from Ezekiel 25:17. ( an old thestament patriarch ) Ezekiel was said to have a life span more in line with that of the Gods, although his earthly 'DNA' shortened it somewhat to just over 490 years, but the Nephilim ( or Annunaki ) are said to have life spans into the 1000's of years, according to the Summerian text’s.
When men began to multiply on earth and daughters were born to them, the sons of 'ANU' saw how beautiful the daughters of man were, and so they took for their wives as many of them as they chose. Then the LORD "ANU' said - "My spirit ( DNA ) shall not remain in man forever, since he is but flesh".
His days shall comprise one hundred and twenty years.
At that time the Nephilim appeared on earth (as well as later), after the sons of the God's had intercourse with the daughters of man, who bore them sons. They were heroes of old, men of renown ( Achilles
being one of the semi-devine beings ).
Also, the phrase ( as well as later ones ) stated above is a reference to the Book of Numbers 13:33, how the Israelites likened the tall aborigines ( Anakim ) to the Nephilim, possibly due to seeing the megalithic structures of Canaan ( the stones of Balbek etc.....) that appeared to have been built by a race of giants, whose superhuman strength was attributed to semi-divine origin.
The Letter of Jude draws upon the statements set forth in Genesis, referring implicitly to the paternity of Nephilim as heavenly beings ( sons of 'ANU' ) who came to earth and had sexual intercourse with women.
Like i said......
"If you are for real !!, and you genuinely want to help a lost soul in the valley of darkness”..................
Reply and we will start again, but at the moment i think you are just taking the piss !!...................
'BTW' - over use of the word 'MONSTER' !!, try and change it up a bit, it will make you sound more intelligent, and thusly - more believable !!................
PT -- SAIDA.
