SOUNDS LIKE YOU ESCAPED FROM YOUR RAGE CAGE
i have no other options my friend
i probably have dormant aids , hepatitus and other diseases all sleeping and dormant, because if i take just one day off i get litterally sick like vomiting, sore throat acne, headache . when im training im eating a shitload and i get better everyday and everyweek little by little
its like i have to manually produce my white bloodcells so i am healthy! its truly a madness, its like god will punish me if i dont fulfill my potential, he doesnt want me to sit around insulting people on getbig, he wants me to be the master of mind and body!
i swear when i took that day off and tried weed wich i havent smoked in about a month my whole face was red , and immediately saw acne and got a sickness.
thankfully i realized how foolish i was to be ungodly and partake in ungodly events like taking a day off from working out and smoking like ungodly non superior people.