Sami, you are what they call in the States as ''living large''.
Sami, the trappings of wealth and fame obviously play heavily on you? And so they should, you are a bodybuilder after all!
Sami, it is obvious from your posts that you are proud of all your achievements. You have crafted a physique through blood, sweat and chemicals. You continue to remind all of us 'anonymous posters', how happy and self-fulfilled you are....Good luck to you.
And i hope that your dream of becoming a Pro one day is actualised. Being a Pro is obviously very important to your sense of worth. Gee, what amazing aspirations you have!