I agree somewhat....you don't strike me as being insecure at all. You seem totally balanced, and have good perspective in regards to missing a single meal, or the amounts of supplements you use. However, most are not like you.
What I'm asking is this : does the IFBB (and the industry) target that insecure male willing to do ANYTHING they can to get big, and why does the IFBB reward guys who kill themselves on stage? Chick, for a guy like King there has got to me some reason thet literally kill themselves for nothing. Are they searching for that justification of " you the MAN' from their peers, and the judges?
In other sports, their is millions of dollars and world wide fame at stake, I don't see that currently in bb.
The IFBB doesn't "target" anyone...the BBers target the IFBB as it's the best/ most prstigious BB federation in the world. The judges reward what is the culminative score/ opinion of who is deemed the best on that day...most of the time, it pretty accurate, sometimes it's a mystery. For most BBers, it's not the money, etc....it's winning thats important...thus, the numbers of BBers in the amateurs looking to turn pro. They're not being deceived, or duped..they know perfectly well the payoff (if any)...
No one in the history of BB, got into BB for the money...EVER.
Being a very personal sport, as individualized as it gets....it's most often a very personal achievement and goal thats the real contest.