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Re: Person OD's on Ex, and posts it on justin TV and dies on live camera.
« Reply #25 on: November 19, 2008, 06:37:15 PM »
i dont think people even know if he's dead yet.

Some of the people at bb.com had messaged some of his friends on MySpace and they confirmed he was dead.

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Re: Person OD's on Ex, and posts it on justin TV and dies on live camera.
« Reply #26 on: November 19, 2008, 06:40:51 PM »
Roxies = Oxycodone. Stronger shit.  Vikes are hydro.
I just know Ive blown those things before Roxies and they fuck you up----and benzos on top of mad opiates is a death sentance

good point Magoo----he was a kid that was fucked up that still had a chance to change his life

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Re: Person OD's on Ex, and posts it on justin TV and dies on live camera.
« Reply #27 on: November 19, 2008, 06:45:22 PM »
What about this sick video?




Good one!  ;D

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Re: Person OD's on Ex, and posts it on justin TV and dies on live camera.
« Reply #29 on: November 19, 2008, 06:54:05 PM »
2007: 40,000 black on white rapes
ZERO white on black rapes.

of course, its racist to discuss it and you will never hear this on MSM.  need to push white guilt

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Re: Person OD's on Ex, and posts it on justin TV and dies on live camera.
« Reply #30 on: November 19, 2008, 06:55:07 PM »
  there are SOME good black people.  carl winslow etc. who i can tolerate,
LMAO

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Re: Person OD's on Ex, and posts it on justin TV and dies on live camera.
« Reply #31 on: November 19, 2008, 06:55:28 PM »
dont get me started on the jena 6 or the completely zero coverage of black on white crimes.

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Re: Person OD's on Ex, and posts it on justin TV and dies on live camera.
« Reply #32 on: November 19, 2008, 06:57:14 PM »
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from: Theoak* on Today at 06:49:16 PM
He was bullshitting

http://forum.bodybuilding.com/showthread.php?t=112082221

that was some troll who changed their name a little (original was candyjunkie and this troll was candyjunky)from the kid who died, used his avatar pic and he got banned quick----its been confirmed from people on his myspace page that he really died

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Re: Person OD's on Ex, and posts it on justin TV and dies on live camera.
« Reply #33 on: November 19, 2008, 07:00:41 PM »
that was some troll who changed their name a little (original was candyjunkie and this troll was candyjunky)from the kid who died, used his avatar pic and he got banned quick----its been confirmed from people on his myspace page that he really died
look at this though, i messaged one of his frieds who just commented on his profile


Body:
BIGGS AIN'T DEAD I JUST GOT A MESSAGE FROM HIM

----------------- Original Message -----------------

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Re: Person OD's on Ex, and posts it on justin TV and dies on live camera.
« Reply #36 on: November 19, 2008, 07:44:32 PM »

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Bodybuilding.com member kills himself on webcamera
« Reply #37 on: November 19, 2008, 10:32:17 PM »
His treads are here:
http://forum.bodybuilding.com/showthread.php?t=112065561

Apparently he was lying there 7 h dead until somebody saw the cops come in and cover the webcamera,
he was addicted to Lexapro and Oxycodeine.

His death confirmed:
http://forum.bodybuilding.com/showthread.php?t=112086241

Here is is fair well note:
 The Note
To Whom It May Concern,
I am going to leave this for whoever stumbles across my bookmarks later on.
I hate myself and I hate living. I think that if someone who knows me
reads this they will know who I am. So I will leave this unsigned. I am
an a@#hole. I have let everyone down and I feel as though I will never
change or never improve. I am in love with a girl and I know that I am
not good enough for her. I have come
to believe that my life has all been meaningless. I keep trying and I
keep failing. I have thought about and attempted suicide many times in
the past. I used to think of my failure as some mystical way of telling
me that I was really meant for something meaningful. The only thing I
dread, besides the pain, is the way my family will suffer. I do not want
my mother or father to think that it was anything they did that lead me
to kill myself. I never really had any plans of leaving a note. I
thought that I would not be able to describe why I want to do this and I
am right. There is no way to tell you or anyone else why I dread every
new day. My father had such high expectations for me and tried to give
me every opportunity to improve upon myself. I let him down. I think
that I am a major disappointment to him. I have a job but I?m always broke
and I am in college but barely, I show up to class but that?s about it.
I want my life to end. I am tired of f@#$ing up everything. I
am tired of people always telling me that they do not like me. I am
tired of trying to be decent. I hope that someone finds this post and I
hope that my parents know that I f@#$ed up not them. It is my fault I
screwed up my own life.
The hate that rages within me, rages not for those I love so dearly or
those who have crossed my path.
This hate rages full force towards me and only me.
I have long forgiven those who've hurt me, but I have not and cannot
come to terms to forgive myself for the things I have done to myself, and
the things I've done to hurt those in my life.
You have all touched my life in one way or another,
especially those whom I call family.
I cannot tell you how sorry I am for ending my life the way I did. I
hope that you can all find it in your heart to see it as way for me not
suffering anymore and that I am finally at rest with myself, for being at
rest with the guilt that constantly ate at me for so long.
Please forgive me all for taking my own life so early. I tried so hard
to fight against this strong battle. I have reached out for help so many
times, and yet I believe, I was turned away because of the things I did,
that it is a punishment I am willing to take, for I know that being who I am
has only brought myself and others pain.
I love you all and will forever live within the memories we created.
Forgive me.
Love always and forever,
As for my signature I will leave you with a quote so that if anyone
reads this they will know it's me, "Can?t feel pain if your dead? Just Saying"

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Re: Bodybuilding.com member kills himself on webcamera
« Reply #38 on: November 19, 2008, 10:47:54 PM »
and i believe that note was something he copied off the net

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Re: Bodybuilding.com member kills himself on webcamera
« Reply #39 on: November 19, 2008, 10:51:34 PM »
mental health is no joke...let this be a lesson to everyone

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Re: Bodybuilding.com member kills himself on webcamera
« Reply #40 on: November 19, 2008, 10:54:16 PM »
and i believe that note was something he copied off the net

I'm surprised he didn't use Kurt Cobain's note....
HAHA, RON.....

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Re: Bodybuilding.com member kills himself on webcamera
« Reply #41 on: November 19, 2008, 10:57:25 PM »
What a drama queen!

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Re: Bodybuilding.com member kills himself on webcamera
« Reply #42 on: November 19, 2008, 11:04:55 PM »
Couldn't live with the thought that he was a failure to his parents, to those that he loved and was sick of trying at the game we call life and failing, in his eyes.

P.I.P.

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Re: Bodybuilding.com member kills himself on webcamera
« Reply #43 on: November 19, 2008, 11:09:35 PM »
Don't feel like reading his final wall of text, honestly I couldn't care less about this tool.  ::)

Sorry for the family, but I have no respect for anyone who offs themself, there's always other ways to deal with problems.

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Re: Bodybuilding.com member kills himself on webcamera
« Reply #44 on: November 19, 2008, 11:10:51 PM »
What a drama queen!

That's what I was thinking..... :-\
HAHA, RON.....

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Re: Bodybuilding.com member kills himself on webcamera
« Reply #45 on: November 19, 2008, 11:13:00 PM »
Don't feel like reading his final wall of text, honestly I couldn't care less about this tool.  ::)

Sorry for the family, but I have no respect for anyone who offs themself, there's always other ways to deal with problems.

hahaha bro.. why did you delete your "skinny tool" post, I was cracking up ;D

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Re: Bodybuilding.com member kills himself on webcamera
« Reply #46 on: November 19, 2008, 11:14:35 PM »
Massive calves.

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Re: Bodybuilding.com member kills himself on webcamera
« Reply #47 on: November 19, 2008, 11:16:51 PM »
The guy killed himself. I like the jokes on here, but this wasn't funny.

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Re: Bodybuilding.com member kills himself on webcamera
« Reply #48 on: November 19, 2008, 11:18:23 PM »
I can't believe some of you are cracking jokes.

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Re: Bodybuilding.com member kills himself on webcamera
« Reply #49 on: November 19, 2008, 11:20:11 PM »
hahaha bro.. why did you delete your "skinny tool" post, I was cracking up ;D
LOL, I bitched out, deleted my first post, then decided to repost something a little less insensitive because no one else seemed to agree with me.. :-\

Brutal self ownage on my part, should have left it as it was.  :-X