KB, I miss you so much. I waited so long to have you and I thank God for the 19 plus years I had with you. As of next month you would've no longer been a teenager. You would've entered a new millinium. I guess you entered it earlier and a different one. I love you so much my son, my only son. I hope you find the peace that you could not find here. As much as I miss you, I can go on knowing that you have been released of the private hell that you were living in.
Mental illness truly is a silent killer, especially when it is not easily recognized.
With all my (broken) heart.
Mom