Alright, little update.
So with the brazilian chick i'm kinda in a weird situation. It's been longer than a week since i've seen her. I invited her over a couple of times but there's always something (or she's really tired, or she's working, now she has her period and doesn't feel well).
She has to take a long busride though to come here. We're chatting a bit on msn, and everything seems fine there. She's apologized for this and says she misses me.
Anyway, i was a bit fed up with this, i mean, in one month she's gonna leave so i don't wanna have a "relationship" solely on msn. I went out , got a bit drunk and i kissed another girl.
She's a nice girl and somebody i can have fun with for the next months. I feel a bit weird cause i cheated in a way on the other chick, even though i don't know if you can consider it a "relationship". We'll see how it works out, i'm not stressing about it that much.
About my ex: I'm taking you guys advice and trying not to think about her at all. Its working reasonably. Sometimes i can't help it and i feel like shit for an hour. But everyday its a little better and i am just trying to keep my mind focussed on the present moment and not on the past. Going out and doing stuff, like flirting with girls
, definately helps to keep my mind off her.