im pretty screwed up mentally,thats what years in prison,homelessness,drug addiction ect can to to a man,im getting pretty stable now,i have no choice cause i have a 2 year old son and a wife to support.sometimes the best way to get over something is to be put in a position where you have no choice but to,my son being born made me more normal and responsable cause he shouldnt have to suffer for my problems.ive been a great dad to him,i go to work everyday,put food on the table for him,hes got nice clothes on him and im putting money away for his college fund,i spend tons of time with him and hes happy.my dad was a alchoholic and beat me pretty bad when i was young,i never lay a finger on my son cause after all that beating my dad did to me i still turned out a screw up.only by the grace of god could a person like me make a 110 degree turn around like i did the last few years and my wife also staying by my side the last seven years