Sorry, but you've got it all wrong, cause you are assuming a lot of things that aren't true. I don't like any sports and the thing with girls isn't something I will go into here. I was way more anti-social back then than I am now - always been a loner. So it's not as simple as you make it.
Tell me about it 
You know,
The people who worship Satan are anti crist?
Think about it.
Their mind are full of God, thats why they need demon to seek for the liberty.
Since I saw lots of dirty scandals in school and society in my really young age like 10yrs old, I was totaly giving up the hope with society and school.
And even an atomic bomb kill many people once again, i didnt care about it at all. And I thought it deserved.
So I was a total egoist and just i thought about enjoying myself.
Now, even worse, I am not even anti society. Just dont care. Thats the reason why i am not a patriot like others.