adrain,
we have had this discusison buddy.
You're now wearing the "tankini" to cover up the gyno.
Just get the surgery! If you have time to post blogs on myspace, you have time to work part-time nights at a gym for 3 months and save up the $4k for gyno surgery. You'll be a great bodybuilder when you do.
PS... is it getting worse from that one M-1T cycle you did 5 years ago?