Brutal steroid user rationalizations.
You use drugs because you FAIL to achieve anything great on your own.
The end.
Man up, make some real gains, then come see me in a year.
Simple facts of lifting, MOST people can't hack it without drugs...bottom line. Feel better knowing you're in the majority. Making solid gains without drugs is not easy, if it were, everyone would be doing it.
Rationalize drug use as much as you like, just know, you're a hack. I personally, dust 90% of juiced up physiques I see at a major Gold's Gym. Not national level competitors, but gym goers who consistently FAIL themselves. It's fun to watch these rats on the roid wheel, plugging away like they're going for the next Mr. O, meanwhile, can't even attain a decent physique with drugs...it's a sad site.
Every conversation I have with someone on heavy drugs come off the same way, insecure about their drug use. "I'm not on now." "I don't take that much." I've heard it all before. These guys just can't do much on their own, period. Gain 40lbs on your own, then come talk to me. I have no respect for it.
Hey Spic midget. I gained 70lbs naturally before using anything steroidal. I tried a designer steroid, gained lots and lost even more, and went back to the drawing board.
I've doubled my weight since I started lifting. I don't plan on gaining more weight, just quality muscle. 5'8" and just under 200lbs lean is fine with me, I don't want to get bigger and put strain on my heart. Lifting using a small amount of synergistic drugs is fine for me. I'm not trying to justify anything you hypocritical f*ggot. I've already justified everything, years ago. I've put in the hours in the gym, eaten hundreds of cans of tuna, pounds of oatmeal, truckloads of chicken breasts and steak, schools of fish, shit tons of vegetables and all of that. I know what I'm capable of, and I know that my capabilities are exponentially greater with PEDs.
What am I trying to justify? Nothing. It has already been justified. My only concerns are my health, which I take extremely seriously. I keep detailed logs of everything. I do not want to lift my entire life before I look good. Just hitting the point where I looked like a normal male my age was great. No more looking like a trans gender Asian anymore. Great!! I'm pleased. Now I can take it one step further, small steps at a time. You act like I'm a raging junky on grams of test and every drug under the sun, desperately trying to justify my next drug injection.
I also cycle off drugs and get constant blood work. I'm not an idiot. I've put in hundreds, if not thousands of hours researching as well. I put in more time in the kitchen and dining room table than in the weight room. I'm not just going to my local steroid dealer, asking for all the drugs he can get and jabbing them without a thought in my mind. Any time I have a concern, I can go to Bill Llewellyn and cross reference with him, I can go to steroid vets on message boards, I can visit my doctor and make sure I'm doing well. I'm happy with my progress, both on and off PEDs. I can and do make progress off drugs too. I'm not delusional, jaded and in denial like yourself. Go sit on a golf club you old homo.
I'm comfortable in my skin "Crotch". How about you?