Alti, the problem lies with you! You enjoy a negative public perception because you come across as a negative person.
Alti, the world owes you nothing! You chose to be a part of this sport. A sport which has zero respect and credibility within the mainstream....deal with it!
Alti, as long as your attitude remains bitter and negative you will continue to be chastised for who you are.
People will start respecting you when you show modesty and humility.
Alti, time to work on the bitterness and frustration. Time to stop laying blame! Start taking responsibility for the person you want to be!