i do cycle off but my bloodwork when on is the same as off, it helps me recovery wise i still love to train and can 5 days per week on hrt as opposed to 3 times per week without it. But it feels nothing like years ago, but i cleaned out for 4 years before coming back and trying HRT. I have done extensive bloodwork post bodybuilding and i can say, whilst i dont feel i abused in comparsion to most i honestly have had issues with my test levels being low even after using HCG and clomid, im not talking 4 weeks later, months later, i would love to hear more opinions from other guys and how their test levels recovered.