Not sure what you're getting at.You're natty and your first cycle you want to do 3 even 2 grams of test? LOL good luck with that.
I've used 2 low dose hrt cycles in the past. It was magic for me in some ways, like a missing ingredient for a middleaged lifter - strength, growth, fat loss, pep, optimism - but I didn't like other effects - decreased sex drive, risk of long term sterility and other health consequences, lack of empathy, snap judgements.
I'm frustrated in the gym at the moment and shitty about the holidays so the temptation to say fuck it and fix all of that with a syringe pops up, but I don't buy into the 'juice ain't bad for ya' school of thought so I'm going to eat piggy and lift hard until I get back to work.
I'll almost certainly opt for a long term hrt cocktail at some point though. Probably test, growth, and hcg or hmg, with an eye on estrogens and prolactin.