how i came to America...it ws on an L2 business visa. within 1 yr of us having that visa my dad has spent around 700k in cash and bought a (surprise) gas station. Who am i engaged to...to yes an American girl although if i tell her she is white she gets pissed....thats just how Greek people are. Contrubute to making America a better place...yes ...hiring Americans since 1993 and paying tonnes in taxes has made America a better place. I teach IT classes and i have had the privilidge to teach govt ajencies ..and from the ones i CAN mention are the FBI,DISA,Military...so i've helped educate these folks (some of whome r still friends of mine) and they went on to 'places' to serve.
what you described is what YOU WOULD do in desperation to get intpo this country 
Let me see if i can put this correct.
My point is there's a difference between a native American, American born and people like you."naturalized citizen"
You call yourself American. can you run for president? no.Do you have the " America genes"? no. only the native Americans have. even eyeball said that. even the Americans know that.
When you despise your home country "like you did" you despise your own people,culture,roots and your family.basically you despise yourself. now... not being proud of yourself how sad is that?
Two of my best friends are Americans they have a Brazilian citizenship they live in Brazil, they love my country.but they tell me all the time my heart is American. you can't change that.
Do they hate Brazil? no, do I hate them? no. do they despise America? no.
And i'm not desperate to move to America. I have a dual citizenship. Hokahey.