I think the novelty wears off after a while. I stayed in top shape for a little under 2 years, never eating over 2000 calories and my hormones and mind paid the price. Now I have a couple of cold ones every night and say fuck it.
yep thats it exactly, it takes a while or a WHILE to realize this. we are all equal in this sense ... its much healthier i think to keep more size along with the fat your more likely to survive a heart attack statistics do show this..., that is if you even want to survive one
being super skinny and having a cocaine habit means no sex drive. my girl talks about an ex who liked coke but hardly ever wanted to fuck, and one of my good friends does coke here and there and says he rarely jacks off he's got tons of porn mags too,......too much cocaine and not keeping on size wether its fat or muscle=no sex drive and probably depressed
luckily i always had my sex drive even when dieted down and smoking weed i would always atleast bust a nut a day. now that im fatter around 270 i bust 2-3 times a day