There's nothing necessarily wrong with escapism, as long as you're not fooling yourself and know that this is what you're doing. As a Satanist you should know this. 
When you're drinking you're escaping reality no matter what you say. And if you did take cocaine the confidence boost and the other emotions would not be "real". It would be illusory. Don't fool yourself. 
Lol, moron
. I know america is selling anti depressants even if you are sad from your breake up, but in the real world people deal with feelings... ever dealt with feelings? You should deal with them.
Once you deal with your emotions you become very strong individual even if you might be bitter, you are never depressed. You're maby angry, but not depressed. You're maby vengefull but not depressed.
I like the buzz alcohol gives, in a good company, it's a party drink but not to escape emotions
, nothing is. Cocaine is an "image" thing... I want to snort in my nose when I see the scene in "American psycho" when they take it, something makes me want to do it... not because I'm depressed
. never tried it, but this march if i go to venezuela my friend told me i can get it as much as i want, wopeee!
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Bullshit..You tried coke and liked it.
I will like it next march when I go to venezuela if i go there
... but not to escape any "feelings", any substance I take is because I want to know how it feels.
If I want to fix my problem, I will go to the root of my problem and fix REALLY fix it in this reality, not in drugy hallusinate reality
That's the frustrating thing about it, is that there are many times when things are fine, good family, job, money, good friends but still overwhelming anxiety/depression, and logically know that things are good.
yeah so what's the truth then, tell me
you got every posession of the world and you have loving friends and a good sex life.... and you are depressed.... what is the truth?
lier.
