I'm interested in the answer to this as well...PIP is it because your family is mainly Christian?
Do you believe in Christ as Savior?
I think many people have crises of faith...even John (the Baptist when in prison) later questioned if Jesus was the Messiah when before he knew he was (when he baptised Him).
I think reading and studying the bible more can strengthen your faith...and praying and hanging out w/believers....going to a Bible-believing/teaching church. Hanging out at place like getbig where you are constantly confronted w/unbelieving mockers might be having an impact on you.....
Again, show me a Christian who hasn't had a crisis of faith, and I'll show you a LIAR.
Go down the list:
- Abraham (he doubted that God would keep his promise; hence we have Ishmael....the rest is history and we have the Middle East to prove it).
- Sarah (see above; it was HER idea. Can you imagine if Hagar looked like Beyonce. "Abe, I want you marry Hagar, and keep sexing her until you get her pregnant").
- John the Baptist, as Butterbean mentioned earlier ("Are you the One who was promised; or do we seek another?" This was only Jesus' cousin, who baptized Him personally).
- Jacob (His father, Isaac, wouldn't honor God's word; so he and his mother plotted to trick him).
And, that's just the short list.