being happy...do we wanne be happy all the time. Kids are happy dogs are happy most stupid creatures are happy. Just give them a present or a toy and they will become happy. I mean happy is low brain activity, easy to manipulate. Unhappy is advanced brain activity hard to stimulate.
I have been struggling depression and axienty many years. But taking a pill and become stupid happy, that's not my thing. I like to see what most people who feel great really cant see. Its a gift. Creative mind! Awake. Not in a fucking bubblegum. U can great some really fucked up thoughts far far away from normal schooling without pills. I like that
I don't like to hang out wit stupid brain watched people. Just sit on a fucking chair for some years isolate yourself and you will experience awakening abow everything u ever seen and experienced before. The main problem is u cant hang out with normal people after that ha ha.