Have you ever found someone dead?

[wes]

Yes, my mother died in my arms while i was trying to save her with CPR.

I was trying and trying but it was hard seeing her swell up and become cold and silent.

My mother died in front of me too.........not a good night for me.


She was only 50 years old.

[Brocty]

Yes, my mother died in my arms while i was trying to save her with CPR.

I was trying and trying but it was hard seeing her swell up and become cold and silent.

Fuck bro, that's really sad 

[Stark]

I worked in a morgue for a a year so I've seen a lot of dead bodies but since the question is have you ever FOUND somebody here is a good one - all true.

Worked in a very good hotel ***** stars - Germany - the staff had their extra house with shared apparments beside the hotel a bit on the side, all the staff were living there it was great you could shag all the pretty house cleaners etc. anyways - we had also two of the three dish cleaners living there - one had his own room, these were broken people like the once that would not get any other job and the one living alone was an alcoholic.
A day before he went for his annual yearly 4 weeks vacation he drank himself half to death in the local pub, slipped and fell down the steps to the toilet in the pub hit his head and got right back up making his way home.
Died in his bed the same night.
Door was locked.
Nobody expected him to be back to work the next day.
Summer time (really fucking hot).

First we noticed a strange smell - you know its rotten meat but the place was a madhouse with parties all the time and we all didn't really care too much to clean the place - but after two weeks the smell got real strong and we investigated.
First we thought he must have left the fridge open or something - we called the handy man from the hotel and because we didn't have a spare key and the doors were real thick (old school) he and myself broke the lock.

.....

Never forget it - first the smell hits you so fucking hard your in shock all you do is turn and try to run its so bad.

The guy was on his bed on his back - completely black boated belly and I remember that he had no eyes anymore as far as i can remember - mouth was open as well - AND FLIES EVERYWHERE!!
Window was half open (gekippt)
I went out to puke and dryheave for about an hour.

That room still smells on hot days - they ripped out everything and it still smells.

[2ND COMING]

My mom in her hospital bed......cancer is a motherfuckin bitch!

Thats fucked up, bro. Sorry to hear that.

[Thespritz0]

I was in MANY MANY firefights and as you can imagine saw multiples of hundreds in terms of dead bodies in 7.5 years in the military.  THE WORST was the Battle of Medak Pocket in Croatia, we fought for 3 days to contain the advance of J.N.A. (Yugoslav National Army).  I counted 60(!!!) plus 30-round magazines from my M-16 which I was firing ACCURATELY on semi-auto at the enemy which was no more than 100 meters/yards away, on the first day.
After 3 days, what enemy bodies had been left were in a sorry state, and we had to go on burial/identification detail.  SHIT YOU NOT, we smoked cigarettes non-stop to kill the smell all day.
Not a nice story, I'm haunted by the images some nights.  It also keeps me working out if there can be a positive...

[Stark]

I was in MANY MANY firefights and as you can imagine saw multiples of hundreds in terms of dead bodies in 7.5 years in the military.  THE WORST was the Battle of Medak Pocket in Croatia, we fought for 3 days to contain the advance of J.N.A. (Yugoslav National Army).  I counted 60(!!!) plus 30-round magazines from my M-16 which I was firing ACCURATELY on semi-auto at the enemy which was no more than 100 meters/yards away, on the first day.
After 3 days, what enemy bodies had been left were in a sorry state, and we had to go on burial/identification detail.  SHIT YOU NOT, we smoked cigarettes non-stop to kill the smell all day.
Not a nice story, I'm haunted by the images some nights.  It also keeps me working out if there can be a positive...

Aren't you the fella that raped a girl (during the occupation) but let her live? Cannot remember were I read that - not sure if it was on my page I just remember that it was one of the biggest shit storms ever seen.

[PJim]

Thread of depression for sure

[da_vinci]

I found my turtle dead when I was a teen.. was pretty sad. So I put him in the fridge to think what to do next (maybe keep the shell or smth). Tho' later I found out it was probably just a "winter sleep", so basically I killed it...  


And in case I'd die - I encrypted my HDD so noone would find all the porn and other weird stuff.. (well I encrypted it in case it'd get stolen, but it good for being dead too)..

[Growth NOOB]

Geez...


Wes and Kwon, I can't even fathom how hard that must be.

I have been haunted by the death of people close to me.  My uncle (FDNY) died on 9/11, along with lots of people from my town.  The first woman I truly ever loved died in a car accident.  I no doubt planned on marrying her.  My best friend since kindergarten was killed after being hit by a car while riding his bike to work.  He was clean and sober for 8 months at that point.

When I was 20, I was a full blown junkie and hooked on heroin.  I copped at this dudes house where you could just phone him when you were outside and he would open the door and let you in.  It wasn't the projects, just some shitty neighborhood in Queens.  I showed up and called.  No answer.  I tried calling about 5 more times over the next 20 minutes.  He was always around or one of his people would be working the house.  It wasn;t even a question that no one was there to serve you.   Anyway, so I go to the door and try to investigate a little as I was starting to feel dopesick and was worried.   I noticed the door was slightly ajar so I called his name a few times with no answer.  I opened the door and entered the house to see what the deal was.   It was a door to the kitchen.  As I walked in I saw his body on the ground with a blood drenched white t shirt, strewn with bullet holes, probably 5-6.  The creepiest part was his eyes were still open.  There was probably (im guessing) a quarter pound of dope on the table with baggies and little spoons and scales out.  I panicked and ran from the house, not even thinking to grab any of the dope.  I went to a pay phone on the corner a few blocks down and called the cops.  Before I got off the phone, I could see 4-5 NYPD cars swarm the house.  I ended up copping from someone else because I still needed to obviously get well lol.  This was in early 2000s and there was a few articles about it online for the past few years.

Seeing that body fucked me up though.  You could almost see how scared he was how he had his eyes wide open and a look of fear and anguish on his face.  Definitely haunted me these past few years.  The thing I didn;t understand was why didn;t the killer take the dope.  I guess maybe it was just a hit.

[wes]

I was in MANY MANY firefights and as you can imagine saw multiples of hundreds in terms of dead bodies in 7.5 years in the military.  THE WORST was the Battle of Medak Pocket in Croatia, we fought for 3 days to contain the advance of J.N.A. (Yugoslav National Army).  I counted 60(!!!) plus 30-round magazines from my M-16 which I was firing ACCURATELY on semi-auto at the enemy which was no more than 100 meters/yards away, on the first day.
After 3 days, what enemy bodies had been left were in a sorry state, and we had to go on burial/identification detail.  SHIT YOU NOT, we smoked cigarettes non-stop to kill the smell all day.
Not a nice story, I'm haunted by the images some nights.  It also keeps me working out if there can be a positive...

Rough stuff my friend........that would haunt most people.

[PJim]

I found my turtle dead when I was a teen.. was pretty sad. So I put him in the fridge to think what to do next (maybe keep the shell or smth). Tho' later I found out it was probably just a "winter sleep", so basically I killed it...  


And in case I'd die - I encrypted my HDD so noone would find all the porn and other weird stuff.. (well I encrypted it in case it'd get stolen, but it good for being dead too)..

Sorry dude but LOL, that's some fucked up logic you used in your panic ha.

The latter I have often thought about whilst bored trying to sleep, but then you realize; who gives a shit?

[wes]

Geez...


Wes and Kwon, I can't even fathom how hard that must be.

I have been haunted by the death of people close to me.  My uncle (FDNY) died on 9/11, along with lots of people from my town.  The first woman I truly ever loved died in a car accident.  I no doubt planned on marrying her.  My best friend since kindergarten was killed after being hit by a car while riding his bike to work.  He was clean and sober for 8 months at that point.

When I was 20, I was a full blown junkie and hooked on heroin.  I copped at this dudes house where you could just phone him when you were outside and he would open the door and let you in.  It wasn't the projects, just some shitty neighborhood in Queens.  I showed up and called.  No answer.  I tried calling about 5 more times over the next 20 minutes.  He was always around or one of his people would be working the house.  It wasn;t even a question that no one was there to serve you.   Anyway, so I go to the door and try to investigate a little as I was starting to feel dopesick and was worried.   I noticed the door was slightly ajar so I called his name a few times with no answer.  I opened the door and entered the house to see what the deal was.   It was a door to the kitchen.  As I walked in I saw his body on the ground with a blood drenched white t shirt, strewn with bullet holes, probably 5-6.  The creepiest part was his eyes were still open.  There was probably (im guessing) a quarter pound of dope on the table with baggies and little spoons and scales out.  I panicked and ran from the house, not even thinking to grab any of the dope.  I went to a pay phone on the corner a few blocks down and called the cops.  Before I got off the phone, I could see 4-5 NYPD cars swarm the house.  I ended up copping from someone else because I still needed to obviously get well lol.  This was in early 2000s and there was a few articles about it online for the past few years.

Seeing that body fucked me up though.  You could almost see how scared he was how he had his eyes wide open and a look of fear and anguish on his face.  Definitely haunted me these past few years.  The thing I didn;t understand was why didn;t the killer take the dope.  I guess maybe it was just a hit.

That`s fucked up bro!!

My mother died in ICU from cancer,but it was a long time ago.


I`m glad my heroin,cocaine,and booze days are all behind me.........seen some pretty crazy shit out there back in the day.

[Stark]

That`s fucked up bro!!

My mother died in ICU from cancer,but it was a long time ago.


I`m glad my heroin,cocaine,and booze days are all behind me.........seen some pretty crazy shit out there back in the day.

Both of my parents were hard core heroin addicts, left me with 2 years locked up in the house for weeks - I survived by eating crackers and drank what ever water I could get.
Got taken away after a long drug stint and the police asked were I was - lucky me - I really should have died.

Now I look at my son sometimes and cannot fucking understand how they could have done that to me, I mean I look at him and imagine that he would be all alone and were he would sleep and nobody would be there when he cried.... even now I get real emotional...

[da_vinci]

Sorry dude but LOL, that's some fucked up logic you used in your panic ha.

The latter I have often thought about whilst bored trying to sleep, but then you realize; who gives a shit?

Yeah, little did I know about the turtles at that time...

In regard to hdd, well I have some valuable information on it, that could be used for no good if it would get stolen, so just in case (and I generally don't like the idea of someone creeping into my hdd, even if just for fun.).. TrueCrypt is a great soft.

[Thespritz0]

Aren't you the fella that raped a girl (during the occupation) but let her live? Cannot remember were I read that - not sure if it was on my page I just remember that it was one of the biggest shit storms ever seen.

No, not me.  And you can check out any comments by me by clicking on my name, I was one of the 'good guys" in the airborne.  Got my honorable discharge and reserve status as Warrant Officer 2nd class.

[wes]

Both of my parents were hard core heroin addicts, left me with 2 years locked up in the house for weeks - I survived by eating crackers and drank what ever water I could get.
Got taken away after a long drug stint and the police asked were I was - lucky me - I really should have died.

Now I look at my son sometimes and cannot fucking understand how they could have done that to me, I mean I look at him and imagine that he would be all alone and were he would sleep and nobody would be there when he cried.... even now I get real emotional...

That`s rough bro.......had two little cousins whose mother did the same shit to them.


They`re both doing great today though thank God.

[YngiweRhoads]

Wife killed herself in the room beside our bedroom while I slept. I found her in the morning when I woke up and cut her down as per the 911 dispatcher's request.

[Stark]

No, not me.  And you can check out any comments by me by clicking on my name, I was one of the 'good guys" in the airborne.  Got my honorable discharge and reserve status as Warrant Officer 2nd class.

Listen sorry I wasn't implying.

[wes]

Wife killed herself in the room beside our bedroom while I slept. I found her in the morning when I woke up and cut her down as per the 911 dispatcher's request.

GEEZUS,that had to be a rough one.

Don`t know what else to say bro.............sorry for your loss.

[Stark]

Wife killed herself in the room beside our bedroom while I slept. I found her in the morning when I woke up and cut her down as per the 911 dispatcher's request.

FUUUUCK!!

Serious question, were you still in love with her at that time? If so I cannot even imagine....

[Dr Dutch]

Only professionally: also suicides, we found them when the police opened the door. One has been dead for a few weeks, I can still smell it....

[Thespritz0]

Listen sorry I wasn't implying.

No problems mate...

[Stark]

That`s rough bro.......had two little cousins whose mother did the same shit to them.


They`re both doing great today though thank God.

Well the problem here is and I dont want to say too much because I am recovering - a childs most important times are from birth - 3 / 4 years old - that's when a lot of the basic stuff like trust and all is build (baby cries you go over baby learns I have something somebody comes and helps) that is never build of course.

I have all kind of issues with myself - HUGE temper - I can see litteraly red and go berzerk (or rather it happened when I was a kid) I am very egoistic with my time love to spend time by myself and shit loads of other things.

What I am trying to say here I have meet a lot of other kids with similar abuse issues and they all show the same symtoms, we are great in hidding it playing laughing and being the good guy, but when you have somebody open you up you look inside of you, most of us are real fucked up.
I know now that I will never be able to change myself and I will never be normal - and the older I get the madder I get at my parents.

[YngiweRhoads]

FUUUUCK!!

Serious question, were you still in love with her at that time? If so I cannot even imagine....

Yeah, I was. Shitty to go through for all involved, but it was almost 8 years ago and life goes on. I'm currently engaged to be married again next year.

[Tapeworm]

I wasn't sure if a particular woman had passed away right before I started fucking her.