Are you truly addicted? Or is this just a habit? Big difference between the two. I smoked weed off and on throughout college and at times it became a bad habit, but i could drop it easily and i might feel bored for a few days or have trouble sleeping, but that quickly passed. It never really messed with me too much and i only smoked it at night.
An addiction is different, many say you cannot get addicted to weed, but there are forums out there and when you read some of these people's stories you can tell they are addicted mentally, but not like benzos or coke where it physically consumes you.
From what i know about addictions in general, just putting weed aside and speaking in terms, once you stop you can never use it again or you will fall right back into the addiction, that's what an addiction is. I've seen this time and time again with people who drink or use coke/meth.
Weed may be the one you can use on occasion, but once you are true addicted to something you should never use it again once you are clean.
Just my .02
Oh my god the outpouring of support is incredible, Lik dis if u cry evrytime.
Perhaps I am a pussy, Although i cold turkeyed benzos and still saw patients at the hospice, so I think Im a boss. I was literally shaking and my eyes were wide open like I just caught my father hot loading on my moms tats.
I was addicted, I stayed high, day and night. I actually functioned better, I still function quite fine, but I just miss the lack of daily dysphoria.
My issues aren't really solvable by drugs, I'm on the spectrum as such I'm just wired differently. I don't have social issues per se, I just have to calculate eye contact, social distance, meaning (literal vs metaphor) and it just wears me down.
Perhaps I should just die, any advice on how to do that best? I looking for something that won't take me alot of time, I have a busy schedule to keep.
