When I took three rips from the joint - it was at that moment that I realized that consciousness is not as it seems. And I then realized that 15-45 minute paranoid period on Marijuana would last FOREVER when I die.
It scared/scares me very much, and I don't feel that I did anything to deserve that punishment, which I will be getting, for eternity - only much, much worse. More like taking 100 rips from 100 joints!
Utterly terrifying.
Who wouldn't be scared of this?:
"Forever and ever and ever and ever. Shall I go on?"
This is utterly terrifying!
I can't even fathom being on THC forever. I would feel like I am dying, and want to die - but be unable to!