@ witewidow- you dont fucken realize there is a big big difference between an older guy like hazbin or groink etcetc who has been training for 20 years who has dense lean tissue on em, vs a guy like me who blew up quick on peptides. Never underestimate the power of insulin...., it takes whatever happens on anabolic steroids and multiplies it by three. When you take large shots of insulin at the right times it increase water and growth potentiating nutrients in the muscle cell and its like increasing the amount of air in a balloon, cause the muscle to swell...its not real muscle.... thats why the naturals who dont know shit about bbing will tell you how great phil is, the ones who know whatsup and do it hands on themselves wont even use phil in the same sentence as a levrone.
Buddy you domnot have to tell me that. I know how insulin works! why did you abuse your body like that at such a young age? you better of competed otherwise you had no reason to use such powerfull anabolics. insulin is the most powerfull /anabolic substance you can use! you also have to be carefull. I never recommend insulin to anybody who does not compete. that is for competitors! not just for gymrats.
So I do not get it? you do not even like lifting weights? It sounds like you need a break from the AAS/HGH/slin. I can tell if the muscle is blowen up from within using slin or if it is solid muscle. Insulin /HGH users get that bloofy look. All I am saying is you should not diss on natural bodybuilders some of them work their asses off without drugs and nail their diets and have imazing physique's! I have seen guys look like top amateur bodybuilders just using supplements(mainly african americans) but some white. Bro you just need to take a break,get FULL bloodwork done! and just chill out for a bit.
I hate going to the gym and lifting light weights myself but honestly nobody in my gym gives a fuck how much somebody is lifting. sometimes it is all about just getting in the gym! sometimes it is nice lifting light weights and doing alot of reps. take it easy on your body and joints and tendons for awhile. You are young enough where you will regain your natural Test level in time! It might take a year but it will come back! just make sure you get some sort of excersize! wether you want to continue to lift weights or take up MMA or boxing do something active that will get your natural Test level going.
I hope your body recovers and your bloodwork is fine! you must of done a number on your HPTA! I cannot imagine you have a normal libido of a 20yr old. If you were not competing why did you do this to your body? I could only understand it if you were going to compete in the teen nationals. whatever you do good luck! I do not know what you are going through or how you feel because I waited alot longer before I started using AAS/HGH/Insulin.
My first year I was on for 10 months and had a little burn out and needed a 7-10 day rest from the gym. But I know how lifting weights goes! you work a year to put on 15lbs of muscle and it can dissapear within weeks if you do not keep hitting up the gym even if you drop your cycle,keep hitting up the gym otherwise all your hardwork goes to shit!After I learned what the pros did at a young age I wanted nothing to do with the amount of drugs they used. I knew the chances of going pro were slim! so I was in no rush to start using AAS.
I let my body develop naturally and many thought I was on steroids when I was just natural! It was because I stayed consistent and dieted real hard! plus I worked out with older wiser bodybuilders. eventually when I plateued out I did start juicing! but I was 25yrs old. guys keep growing till their mid 20's. but I understand using if you are trrying to do teen nationals or really are trying to go pro! Now lets see a picture!I want a picture where you are holding up a sign with screenname and date. some of what you say I find hard to believe without a guru or trainer most kids your age do not abuse AAS/Exotics as you claim.
