Derek Anthony - kidney transplant was delayed

[TrueGrit]

It's too bad he won't live, but then again, who does?

[Natural Man]

he didnt want to be just normal as he claims.

he wanted look jacked, inject oil into arms and everyfucking where and now its crubaby time.

he should seriously just off himself.

that cancer will come back in other places if its jnot cut out physicaly, he might aswel apply for new liver transplant.

this is the point where suicide should become an option.

sorry, but him saying he just wants be normal is so hypocrite diarhea from his mouth, it makes me want to vomit for 1 hour straight

I believe him when he says he wishes he could have been a normal guy. Dude has so many psychological issues...it was ok as long as he was able to camoflage them behind tatts, gay porn and oil/steroids, but now it doesnt work anymore... Now he s probably asking himself where did he go so wrong, when all of this started, why etc. The guy had ego, even when he was on dialisis and not diagnosed with cancer he was still playing tough. Fascinating. Now obviously the cancer is diagnosed, there's no more bragging anymore at all, that's the final blow. You can admire his "strenght", if only it was channeled toward more respectable things I guess we can agree on that. Fact is he had talents, but no moral guidance or a very, very twisted one to make anything good out of it. And this moral guidance, or lack of it, especially for a man, often comes -or never come- from a strong stable father figure.

I'm certain he wishes he was a normal -functioning- guy RIGHT NOW instead of having cancer.

Crazy also that it's no other than vince goodcum who brings the news with a large smile on his face without a doubt, probably thinking God is on his side.
God probably prefers dumb ignorant people even if they are homosexuals, to people like derek it appears. Or maybe, there's no God, and people, life forms just live and die, randomly. Have you ever thought of the amount of human beings who have died since man exists? The number of lives that existed before us. All these billions of humans who did most of the same mistakes we did, have known the same "joys", used the same strategies of survival, spent their existences struggling to insure their survival, and who all, died one day. And what they left behind them is..us. Those who survived and reproduced left their genes in all of us, and we re doing exactly the same things they did, every single day. We inherited their strategies of adaptation, of survival, and we have nothing else to do than learn old ones, create new ones, teach them to others for a living etc.

[Danjo]

It's too bad he won't live, but then again, who does?

4 year life span if he's lucky..

[The Showstoppa]

Big words. "responsible for". So is the guy who was raised by caring parents, who studies, play sports, has a place in the firm of his father reserved, drives a nice big car and date a top model , is...responsible for  it? How did DA choose anything of his genes and upbringings? How is he responsible for noone in his family, to tell him he should do something better of his existence? How is he responsible for probably having shitty fathers and grandfathers?


Mmmmh. Sorry but i believe we are preprogramed, predeterminated by what, who, precedes us, spawned us, raised us, conditioned us. When you come from such a family, you are programmed to end the way he ends, as simple as that, just like people coming from other families are programmed from the getgo to end the way they do. One thing is sure tho, one day it's the end for all of us.

Complete bullshit.  At some point a person chooses their own path.

[Natural Man]

Complete bullshit.  At some point a person chooses their own path.

No. We follow paths that are already embedded in us, we might "choose" between what we have inherited, acquired, but the choice is very limited. Also what do you choose when you know you re diagnosed with cancer? Fact is we dont choose anything. Would you want to come to life if you had the choice? We dont choose to be spawned, and our only freedom is to struggle for survival against other lifeforms who were spawned as blindly as we were. "Choices" ? Seriously? The only thing we can choose is what strategy of survival we ll pick to adapt/face a life threatening situation. We only choose to kill, instead of being killed, some choose to cooperate, to be assimilated, to submit, to flee... and some choose to end their lives. These are our only "choices", and all lifeforms have the same choices whatever their level of "development"; kill, get killed, kill yourself, cooperate, submit, flee.

See, when all is said and done, tomorrow we ll have to kill instead of being killed, and we ll kill, because we ll think our own existence has to prevail. And all lifeforms "think" the same! So war, violence, which are life itself, will never, ever cease. If you want to end violence, war, suffering, you have to end life itself as life generates violence and inequality constantly.

[dustin]

Big words. "responsible for". So is the guy who was raised by caring parents, who studies, play sports, has a place in the firm of his father reserved, drives a nice big car and date a top model , is...responsible for  it? How did DA choose anything of his genes and upbringings? How is he responsible for noone in his family, to tell him he should do something better of his existence? How is he responsible for probably having shitty fathers and grandfathers?


Mmmmh. Sorry but i believe we are preprogramed, predeterminated by what, who, precedes us, spawned us, raised us, conditioned us. When you come from such a family, you are programmed to end the way he ends, as simple as that, just like people coming from other families are programmed from the getgo to end the way they do. One thing is sure tho, one day it's the end for all of us.

The fuck? Did you forget that Derek drinks, does every recreational drug known to man, has unprotected sex with whores, shoots copious amounts of oil into every body part all with wreckless abandon?

So if I rob a bank or push an old lady down and break her hip, my parents are responsible? I'm exonerated no matter what I do, because the environment I was raised in dictates my actions and not myself? Jesus Christ... I'd better go do some bad shit then. I always thought the onus was on myself!

Thanks for letting me know about the get-out-of-jail-free card. I've spent my whole life meticulously contemplating my actions and trying my utmost to be a good person. If I had known it was this easy I'd shoot gallons of oil into my arms and let horny old men jack off to my naked dance moves for their dirty money.

[The Showstoppa]

No. We follow paths that are already embedded in us, we might "choose" between what we have inherited, acquired, but the choice is very limited. Also what do you choose when you know you re diagnosed with cancer? Fact is we dont choose anything. Would you want to come to life if you had the choice? We dont choose to be spawned, and our only freedom is to struggle for survival against other lifeforms who were spawned as blindly as we were. "Choices" ? Seriously? The only thing we can choose is what strategy of survival we ll pick to adapt/face a life threatening situation.

You are way over reaching.  Choosing to better ones lotbin life is accomplished every single day many people.  Health is a different issue, but who is to say how much longer it would take or if at all DA would have developed these health problems if he hadnt taken every compound known to man, both PED and rec. 

[bebop396]

It's too bad he won't live, but then again, who does?

Bladerunner....Ok, if he deserves to die, how is he different from any pro or amateur bodybuilder? do we say on here, wow they look freaking awesome, a comic book character...but when they get sick we say, fuck  him, he did it to himself? Anyone that refutes my arguement, fuck you, you are a hypocrite on this forum...DA does have a shitty personality, but god damn, he does not deserve to die..We will all die though someday, from something...DA made a lot of cash in his life, banged a lot of hot women...In his defense though, even though he had all that, why stop now? Fuck he is still so young, and could do more, make more money, bang more women...Is he going to win the Nobel Peace prize? No, but shit man, fuckers on here are fucking demented, see a fucking shrink for christs sake..

Yes, this is a meltdown...For a good reason

[Natural Man]

The fuck? Did you forget that Derek drinks, does every recreational drug known to man, has unprotected sex with whores, shoots copious amounts of oil into every body part all with wreckless abandon?

what if you learn he got buttfucked by dady or granddaddy when a kid? What if you learn his mother told him he would never be a man, just like his father? what if you learn his parents had low IQs  and as a result he had an even lower IQ himself? how did he choose any of that? And still, all of these preprogramations are indeed what led him to do the "choices" among the very limited amount of "choices" he had access to.

Prisons are full of guys like him. Who had even worse upbringings. And you, had problems in your life, overcame them, and as a result consider these people "deserve" what they got. But that's pure non sense. Reality is you re just LUCKY you had what you had, genes included, which often determine one's mental toughness, and they werent as lucky. And you feel all good, right, mighty powerful to say "he deserves/deserved" it. Just like you d say someone who rapes a baby he "deserves" to die.
But you only tell that to yourself to hide the fact all of this, is absurd. There is no good or evil. Just sheer absurdity. People, animals, who survive better than others, who are smarter, better prepared, educated, who have higher odds of survival, of adaptation. That's all we do, we adapt to survive. The way we adapt, survive tho, the moral principles we use to justify our acts, is what matters to most. But again, some people are designed for success, while others are designed for pain. And none of them chose any of it.

[bebop396]

Uberman, you have very insightful posts, but damn i cant read all that shit, i usually speed read a post here and there...Can you try to shorten and be more precise?

[Natural Man]

Uberman, you have very insightful posts, but damn i cant read all that shit, i usually speed read a post here and there...Can you try to shorten and be more precise?

No.

[dr.chimps]

It's too bad he won't live, but then again, who does?

Blade Runner. You''re a good man, TG.

[dustin]

what if you learn he got buttfucked by dady or granddaddy when a kid? What if you learn his mother told him he would never be a man, just like his father? what if you learn his parents had low IQs  and as a result he had an even lower IQ himself? how did he choose any of that? And still, all of these preprogramations are indeed what led him to do the "choices" among the very limited amount of "choices" he had access to.

Prisons are full of guys like him. Who had even worse upbringings. And you, had problems in your life, overcame them, and as a result consider these people "deserve" what they got. But that's pure non sense. Reality is you re just LUCKY you had what you had, genes included, which often determine one's mental toughness, and they werent as lucky. And you feel all good, right, mighty powerful to say "he deserves/deserved" it. Just like you d say someone who rapes a baby he "deserves" to die.
But you only tell that to yourself to hide the fact all of this, is absurd. There is no good or evil. Just sheer absurdity. People, animals, who survive better than others, who are smarter, better prepared, educated, who have higher odds of survival, of adaptation. That's all we do, we adapt to survive. The way we adapt, survive tho, the moral principles we use to justify our acts, is what matters to most. But again, some people are designed for success, while others are designed for pain. And none of them chose any of it.

One of us has an absurd worldview, uberman.

Take a gander at whom the fucked up one is.

[Van_Bilderass]

Some good stuff by uberman. I may not agree with everything, and many things I don't know and
don't pretend to know, but much of what he writes is something I've considered.

There may be no free will, or it may be extremely limited. We may be nothing but puppets pulled on by invisible strings.

[dr.chimps]

One of us has an absurd worldview, uberman.

Take a gander at whom the fucked up one is.

It's usually the one who talks least/less. I'll be waiting by the luggage carousal. Total homo.

[Natural Man]

You are way over reaching.  Choosing to better ones lotbin life is accomplished every single day many people.  Health is a different issue, but who is to say how much longer it would take or if at all DA would have developed these health problems if he hadnt taken every compound known to man, both PED and rec. 

I'm just saying if one day something real bad happen to you, or loved ones, if you lose everything, ill come by and say "haha look, he deserved it, it's obvious". Fact is many people lose everything, some have ressources , things to sell so other will "buy them back" , if someone needs you once you lost everything, well, you might have a chance. But some people really have nothing, they re just alive because other people are paid to keep them alive, that's the only reason why they re alive. Look at all the people who work in hospitals, caregivers , retirement homes etc.

We re all linked to each others by interests, nothing more. You ll say, well nothing bad will ever happen to me cause im smart and will prevent anything from happening... well... let's hope you re right. Let's hope you never face the cold hard absurdity of life, and you ll always stay in the reassuring flow of believing
"this is justice, this is normal, because it makes me feel better about my own life". We tend to think that everything that goes our way -allow us to survive- is Good and that everything that goes against our way -our survival- is "bad". One day you ll realize we all think the same! The ultimate irony. And it's all fun and games until someone else wins and you lose.

[DanielPaul]

My wife is a registered nurse and is the DON at a home hospice company and yes based on the little he has told about his prognosis he is fucked, he will die and likely in the next two years or less.  When you go from having a body that filters out waste 24/7 to one that only does it 4 hours for 3 days a week and on top of that you take substances that promote rapid cellular growth and have a specific negative effect on the liver when the body can't filter out the waste and then on top of that you slam God knows how many mls of an unknown oil into several areas of your body, you end up fucked, even if he gets rid of the cancer he'll never make it back on the transplant list if he ever even was, what doc can look at him and say he is a good candidate and still be upholding there Hippocratic oath, the answer is none.

[dustin]

Some good stuff by uberman. I may not agree with everything, and many things I don't know and
don't pretend to know, but much of what he writes is something I've considered.

There may be no free will, or it may be extremely limited. We may be nothing but puppets pulled on by invisible strings.

Some of what he says is good stuff, however he's not seated in reality and he's far too forgiving. After almost making a point that everyone can agree on, he completely veers off course and onto a huge tangent.

We are products of our environment, but if I pull out a gun and start spraying lead it's a fault of my own and I am the sole person responsible. Every interaction we have with people and our environments is contributory in a small way, but we ultimately make the decisions we carry out. Derek is the strongest mitigating factor in Derek's life. Not some feeling of inadequacy from 20 years ago that manifested into a runaway train of havoc and drug abuse. Derek is the conductor and can pull the levers at a moment's notice. He's the one who drove himself into the ground and no one else.

[Natural Man]

One of us has an absurd worldview, uberman.

Take a gander at whom the fucked up one is.

Your life is as absurd as everyone's else, but you dont know it/ or want to accept it. Yeah, even atheists can be as brainwashed as believers; fact is none of us want to acknowledge the fundamental absurdity -lack of sense, meaning- of life itself.
  Dont worry tho, as we age, we all realize it. But when we re old farts, we dont want to talk about it with younger people -who insure our survival by taking care of us- or we wouldnt be able to survive. So that's how we all keep pretending we re not animal, we all pretend to be nice to each others "because we love each others", never understand that by love, we mean shared interests that allow us to insure each other survival.

Some , having busy, easy or hard lives, only start realizing the sheer stupidity of life in their 60s or 80s when they finaly take some time to look at it from a distance, some who for some reasons are very smart and badly treated, realize this  a lot sooner. Some are badly treated but dont care and dont have the intelligence to understand the absurdity of life, they just enjoy what they can have.
 Many who come from happy confident upbringings, realize it but dont care and simply benefit of their position of power to crush the others without a second thought all life long. All receipes exist, but in the end, we re all animals hoping to get something that doesnt exist; eternal life, power, domination, constant pleasure etc. We try our best during our lives to reach the highest ranks of our specie's hierarchy, we all want to be Gods. God the almighty eternal man who created and manipulate everything is just our desire of ultimate might we can never attain on earth. God is probably the last human on earth who knows everything his countless ancestors learned, who can recreate life after reverse engeenering it, God is probably the last man on earth who flees it to create life somewhere else.
But maybe it will never happen, maybe we ll all get extinct one day, for one reason or another. Will a solar explosion, meteor rain, supervolcano eruption, or our own mistakes definitely end life on earth before we can even settle on another planet?
And...if it ever happen, if we re ever able to reach another planet...what would be our daily task there? Survive, adapt, struggle against each others and other life forms....to insure our survival, and so on, again, and again, and again and again and again and...

[BikiniSlut]

Reason for the delay in his transplant:

Derek Anthony
November 6 via mobile
Well one of the main reasons the kidney transplant was delayed my thyroid was elevated they fixed that with medicine. And they saw a tumor in my liver they biopsyed it and it was a localized cancer tumor. It can be fixed with radiation not chemo. So no transplant for me another battle I have to fight why can't I catch a break am I that bad a person. Dialysis now cancer ? Ill try to stay optimistic but this is killing me inside I just wanted to be normal

This is fucking karma.

Maybe he will finally learn a fucking lesson.

Throughout all of this though, he has still managed to treat people like complete pieces of shit.

[Disgusted]

HCC is commonly treated locally with radio frequency or cryo ablation. Multi focal HCC w chemoembo.
This of course is a temporizing measure to liver transplant for cure.

Derek is in a word, screwed. His renal disease prevents treatment of his HCC and his HCC prevents his renal transplant. I'm sorry to say it but he has probably less than 5 years on this good earth.

In healthy livers, HCC is very rare. In Derek's liver, not so much. He probably has Hep C ( needles, unprotected anal sex ).

Good luck DA.

If I remember correctly and I could be wrong it's something like 1% of the population gets it and there are tons of drugs addicts plus he is young so it prop is even more rare for his age. Also, it depends on the size of the tumor as to whether they can do the ablation.

[Fortress]

I always say, you get what you get. When one clearly abuses his body in such a fashion as this guy so obviously has, it's a good bet he's gonna have some issues, at some point. It's sad that he's dumb/ill to an extent that has pushed him towards this inevitable end, but fact is, what's coming isn't such a shock.

A human life isn't something necessarily valuable, in truth. We have seven billion of us on this here planet Earth. DA rolled the dice in a careless and idiotic way and will now pay the price.

 

[Natural Man]

Maybe he will finally learn a fucking lesson.

Well, what lesson ? All he is left with is regrets, remorse, and pain. What s the point of a lesson if you re gonna die soon after you learned it anyway?

I am sorry to say, but derek will die "surrounded by loved ones -who are in a big part responsible for his death one way or another-", not understanding anything and having tons of regrets about things he will never know, wasnt able, capable, conditioned to perform. Family will cry a little, then finally they ll be happy will feel "relieved" of a weight and will go on. Newsflash, that's what humans/lifeforms have been doing for countless millions of years; learn from those who failed, how to not reproduce their mistakes to live longer and stronger.

Whatever the way you look at it DA is just a mistake and we re all learning from it. He makes us feel good about our lives in his suffering.
The irony still, is that in years, decades, centuries from now maybe, other humans will follow exactly the same path, just like many died the same way countless times in the past. At the moment there are probably millions of DA , declined in various forms , shapes, of all kinds. At the very moment, there are kids taking the first step to go the exact same path.

What is the meaning of this?

There is none.

It just happens, strategies of survival, confronted to each others, sometime one lifeform wins, sometimes it's the other, and it keeps going on, again, and again, and again, and again , etc

[BikiniSlut]

Derek has been on his deathbed before, and continued to inject himself full of shit, mistreat his body, mistreat others, etc.

He doesn't care about anyone except for himself.

[Palpatine Q]

Derek has been on his deathbed before, and continued to inject himself full of shit, mistreat his body, mistreat others, etc.

He doesn't care about anyone except for himself.

So what.

Half the members here are absolute pieces of shit....do they "deserve" to die.  And not internet die...really die.