LOL...I'm 51, why in THE fuck would I want to take that much shit at my age for a plastic trophy? Haha, you don't get it, you don't need that much. You've been brainwashed in thinking you do.
I don't get what? That you need AAS to be successful in bodybuilding? And I don't mean less than a gram a week. And brain washed by whom? The successful competitors that have been a lot more forthcoming in recent years regarding the role of anabolics and peptides in bodybuilding? That after you reach a certain level it because the most important aspect for success. Trumping both training and diet.
If you are competing to show that you can "hang with the big boys" on just a cc of Sus and Deca, then more power to you. If your goal is to win then that's something else. I am of course assuming this is not a show for beginners and novice but one fairly advanced. Maybe this is a small time local show and you're right that you don't need much or present much to win. That's for you to determine. But I have a feeling you will be using a lot more than you will admit to. You have consistently proven yourself to be a man who doesn't keep his word.