you look good. steroids are not as magical as people like to make them sound.
im a high dose guy myself. i dont really notice any "differences" from high dosing test etc
for example i dont notice much from test, not much strength, libido, water retention or whatever. more hair growth, yes. well being, yes.
i still use 1g most of the time cuz its cheap.
i only really "feel" strong orals like superdrol or methyltrienolone. and tren. these are the only steroids that i can "feel" being on.
on tren i can actually feel a difference on a measly 250mg a week in terms of strength etc.
most important thing is staying on high dosages for a long time, training consistently, eating consistently. youll get big as fuck this way, but it takes A LONG TIME.
its not like you can bulk up for a year, then cut for 16 weeks and be IFBB pro material. just doesnt work that way, no matter how high you push your dosages.
i like to blast on 1g test 1g npp and that doesnt make me feel much different.
i feel very well, i gain well, but i also get no side effects whatsoever. blood work also comes back rather good.
but i dont really "feel on" unless i add a strong oral or tren with it.
maybe we need higher dosages because effects AND side effects dont hit us as hard.
or maybe some other guys are just hyper responders to effects and side effects.
anyway, blast in the 2g range, stay consistent and you WILL see growth.
your body definitely does warrant staying in the 1-2g range if you ask me.