I think you should pray on this before you make any rash decision making
There were two carpenters. Both build house. One sits down, the other starts working. 2 days later, the one is still sitting, the other is still working. Then on the third day, with the other still working, the sitting carpenter stands up, and builds the house perfectly in one minute
While the work work work carpenter's house sucked as much as a Shinzo post
The lesson is think and plan, then strike with accuracy
I suggest you apply these lessons to your fanny pack recovery
Sit for three full days on the hammer press at your nearest golds gym
Then Jehovah willing
And if the gods of Pip are on your side
The final solution will come to you