I've had a lot of fun with G, speed mostly but am living my worst in a sense now realizing those days are now done. Went out friday and have yet to eat. I just slept 12 hours (off/on) pillow was all gross and wet on one side. NOthing but shakes and am drinking one now. Actually only took a sip like 20 min ago and don't even want it anymore. I drink pure pinneaple juice with iso until I can eat. Was sure my appetite would come back by now.
I don't feel so terrible but take this as a bad warning sign that has been getting worse every time I take speed. By the time I get to bed the day after it's 1-3am and my wrists,foreams,shins, calves are so sore, I was limping on my way to bed. Could not put any weight on my right leg, hardly.
I use to live such euphoria off speed but now it's all synthetics from china and surprisingly not the same. I stopped taking E years ago for the same reason, the recover was just impossible. Could not eat for 2-3 days after.
I did make a big dent in the 1kg jelly belly bag I opened yesterday and usually my desire for food comes back, just not this time.
Man this sucks...
When in moments like this, you don't think of the good, just the bads so won't get into that. But still smoke at least 3 joints a day, more like 5-6 and those are a must, never got bad sides from that, keeps me nice and calm.