So doctor Erik, an LDL of 190 is fine?
High cholesterol is because of inflammation caused by eating carbs, sugar and starches. Your refeed day (cheat day) is going to exaggerate the inflammation that your body responds too, by creating more cholesterol rapidly. Easy to jack up serum cholesterol levels, when you pig out big time on carbs, on your cheat day. PEDs can also cause inflammation, and therefore higher serum cholesterol levels, too.
It's been what, about two months, and 4 or 5 threads now, about the alleged anabolic, keto, low carb diet, that you were supposed to be doing, and you haven't lost an ounce of fat? You should have lost at least 20# of body fat by now, at a minimum, if you were really doing anything close to an extremely low carb, keto type diet. So, in reality you didn't do the keto right, and it doesn't seem you want to do it for real, either. So just forget about it, and do, and eat, what ever you want, without aggravating yourself about pretending to be on a diet, that you're not really doing anyway.
Count calories, eat small, and get Huge, (not really) like the dopes were telling you to do.