being 56 I can understand that you don't want to be alone. That being said, you haven't experienced heart and soul love. I dunno. My dad died over 10 years ago, lung cancer. My parents were together for 30 years, and my mom hasn't had any man after him and she doesn't even want one. No she's not a hoe, she's been by herself and she's happy the way it is. She told me the thought of another man is unnatural, and I agreed.
In fact, I find it odd that middle age plus people are searching for love, or "just someone" to die with, I find it kind of sick in a way. But I get it, people get lonely.
Is it impossible to be single for you?
Hmmm, interesting post.
I'll give it the serious reply it deserves.
I dearly loved my 3rd wife and we had 8 yrs of marriage.
When that ended , I felt like part of me was gone forever.
I met my current wife, a few months after that divorce.
We dated for a year , but I wasn't emotionally ready for another relationship at that time.
I stayed single for the next 4 years and we started dating again.
I actually enjoyed my years being single and went to a lot of baseball and hockey games

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I'm very attracted to my current wife and we share a deep emotional connection.
The way she looks at me with loving eyes of adoration just melts my heart.
Like me she never wanted kids and has a good stable career/ profession.
We currently own a home in the Ga Mts and live a relaxed life with our 3 dogs.
NOW, if I could just stay on a damn diet and get lean again...
