I was in the Walmart walking the aisles in a fog of depression and anxiety. I was collecting unemployment and felt as if I were made of lead. I realized at that exact moment that I was severely depressed and that 1. I could never work again and 2. I would require daily marijuana just to keep from falling apart. Now I'm on Prozac and marijuana and I get by. Sometimes something like a frozen pizza or a movie from Redbox will brighten my day.