It's pathetic the lengths that you guys will go to. You are lucky I am not the webmaster of this site. I would have deleted this shared account long ago. It gives cowards too much power.
You just admitted you would abuse power if you had it, the very thing you accuse others of doing.
So add that to the list now.
What happened was that you thought you would get tons of attention when you started drinking again and announced it. When the thread was appropriately shuttled off the G&O, you had to try something else. So you blew a guy, posted about it, then tried to recant.
This is part of getbig history now.