I don't see the appeal. Not to get all psych but having sexual urges which aren't outwardly directed strikes me as pathological. Fine, maybe they think about some chick while hanging themselves and jerking off but I doubt it.
Looks like classic parochial 'o gawd I'm so dirty' guilt thrill. Which is kinda girly. Maybe it's something else, idk. But those who go that way are so issue ridden that they prefer having wild, uninhibited sex with themselves. No other participants. No witnesses. It's downright odd.
No bash, safe space etc, but between the missus and the ex-m flirting and now this, Dr Tape diagnoses a dissatisfaction and a yearning. The trick about sexual rabbit holes isn't to measure how much you want to go down it when deciding whether or not to proceed. It's far more edifying to ask yourself precisely why something piques your interest so keenly. Some things are fine. Knock yourself out... so to speak. But every person ever, with all the wild and warped shit people are in to, will eventually have to conclude that some fantasies just need to stay fantasy, whether for practical reasons of immediate safety or more 'it doesn't work in reality' kind of reasons. Do your thing but please don't hurt yourself, even by accident. Nothing hot about that, bro. And in b4 "dude, chill" but I really enjoy your thoughts here and find you one of the ballsiest dudes we've got posting.
Don't get me wrong. I'm a legendary onanist. Love a good shakeweight. But one does not light candles when eating alone. Am I rite?