You have issues.
And you've "fallen in line", hook, line and sinker, with what the propaganda has pursued: a total acceptance and belief in a fake narrative and false history. A ... again ... "meddling" of the truth. Twisted to conform to a perpetual mandate that aims to destroy nationalism, freedom and, indeed, white culture.
For decades I bought the lies. From birth, they were simply presented as fact. To even consider them perhaps untruthful wasn't contemplated.
As with Roman Catholicism, and religion, in general, my evolving intellect and mind could no longer just accept what I was expected to believe. So I set out to discover, educate and find the hidden truths.
Plainly, we're fed lies and horseshit from birth.
Most haven't the strength of mind to escape the indoctrinations.