I apologize if anyone feels like I’m pushing shit in you or I’m so much better than you - fck no , I’ve been in really shitty situations , fckd up a lot - got arrested , did drugs , banged the wrong girls , met some fckd up ass people , I’ve been really hurt and really down but always went back to the gym , I even went when I broke my ankle falling asleep driving and smashing my moms Subaru , but I never drank so I never got in too much trouble - I lied and became a bouncer at 20 to bang girls , all I saw was fckn drunk people and all it made me want to do was blaze - why that plant is ....maybe at a later date , but it’s not a person that can ‘enlighten’ you or ‘change’ you
Ok here’s a story I’ll leave you with and think about this shit when you think some fckn drug make you ‘feel’ any better - it’s not shit
- woke up in ICU once from taking too much of a party drug - I woke up and the Dr was asking me why I had ‘anti-e’ drug in my stash box my dad had grabbed cause when I went to the Ymca I was taking to an old friend , all these people there cause of Memorial Day weekend ,I’m in a wife beater fckn OnSWOLE , gased up , and that and the ‘party drug’ that I took to only make my music sound better to me cause I like to lift by myself and I can push more shit —
Well I was talking to dude and my face started to tingle and then it was 2 days later , I woke up and had to piss when the nice Asian Dr bro had finished telling me he want LE, as I get up to piss the nurse says ‘oh you can’t walk’ and I couldn’t feel my gdamn legs - they had performed a spinal tap to see if I had fckn meningitis cause they had no idea what I took - they particular drug I employed that day after being metabolized by your liver is then untraceable (this was like 9 yrs ago)
SO, they have a nice big healthy 28yr old 275lb fckn beast in the meat wagon having INTEnse grand mall fckn s seizures - it freaks everyone the fck out
Ok , I know I sound all weird and all that especially on this forum
my work is done here