I find wisdom in much of what you post about religion. I admire your ability to give leeway to some religions and wonder why when you declare some religions absolutely false but then say an obscure statement that might lead us to believe you think some religions might be ok. I also like that you admire how Jesus lived and taught and recognize that few actually follow his teachings. I wonder, are you atheist or agnostic after reading your posts and I ask this with all due respect.
I was a genuine born again Christian for several decades and then one day, lost my faith. I am now an Atheist. Outcast from all save my immediate family. But I could not believe that God would so love the world that he would allow mankind to muck it up so. Pretty much every evil that can be thought of has been done in the name of religion and I despise "religion". Faith I admire. But I have no faith in man and I could no longer believe that which I could not see nor hear. Men do evil and call it "God's will". FTN. It is man's desire that fuels the flames of hell on earth.
For those that do have a living faith, I admire them. MoS and Butterbean are two good people here or at least as they present themselves. I have never had a problem challenging pastors or people of other beliefs. If you are strong in your faith, you should be able to, not so much defend it, but instead, live it. And that is the key.
The Nazarene put it so. "Go, and sin no more". Never did he say, "Go and sin some more". It is difficult to live as we should, but it is criminal to tell others how to live and ignore those guidelines ourselves. I became more and more disgusted with the behavior of christians (such do not deserve a "C") and atheists are just as bad. John (Reeves here) taught me that Atheists can also be atheists and as he said, assholists too. Being an asshole is normal to a degree but being a whole ass is just plain uncalled for.
I am going way off topic again and need to take my medicine and get some rest. I hope I have made some sense and if not, I will try again some other time.
Have a good one, brother.