Coke 7 years then opiates 4 years had to go on methadone to clear that up now my only addiction is roids ....alcohol would always bring that demon out before ! Unfortunately addiction is something I will always struggle with!
Just keep trying bro...i should be going to NA meetings but can never stick with it....perhaps you can give your bank card to girlfriend or family member and they help monitor your spending! I might have too go that route eventually.