Btw, "why don't you get onstage just once, now?"...
Because I don't really have any desire to. I'm 37. I started training on my 14th birthday, and trained 5-6days a week and never missed a session. Started anabolics on my 17th birthday (100mg test [1amp of Sten] a week for 12weeks, started insulin around week 7). 12 weeks off then back on 1cc of Schien test cyp 200mg/wk for 14wks) then about 6months off before I figured out I could just go to Mexico every week and do my shots down there instead of having to smuggle drugs back across the border, having already been caught by u.s. customs once and Mexican police once. (And multiple times in the years after).
That's 23yrs of training with 20 of those yrs never missing a workout whether if was bodybuilding or powerlifting from 07-'11 including bad shoulder and neck injuries.. even trained through kidney stones and pissing so much blood it looked like hot sauce, not to mention I followed bodybuilding and read everything I could from age 7,and 20yrs of anabolics.
That's 30yrs of following bodybuilding, 23yrs of training. As of now, I'm done, and I use the knowledge of training, nutrition, and PED's to train others.