The name of this site says it all, GETBIG!! That's the hardest part of bodybuilding, because you have to INCREASE the calories.
It's quality and quantity. Eat too much of the wrong food or not enough of the right food (for your particular body) and it's futility personified.
I came to terms with that over 25 years ago. Steroids or no steroids, I'm not putting more muscle on my bony frame unless I'm downing calories and protein......LOTS OF THEM!! That's how weight gainers became my best friends in my quest for swoleness.
My biggest challenge over the years is putting on size WITHOUT THEM. Whenever my gains stall, my first inclination is to grab a bucket or bag of gainer and go to work (especially since the ones today are of much better quality). But, I'm not in my teens or early 20s anymore. I can't put away 5000 calories the way I once did, back in the day.
I'm of the mindset that no one really gets anywhere training naturally. Probably a natural who is 6'3" can maybe hope to be 210-lb without being too fat.
I think the difference comes down to body composition - I could be 200-lb at 25% body fat, no doubt. If not even a bit heavier at that body fat percentage, or be that weight and a bit leaner.
But if someone is 200-lb at 20% body fat, that does not mean they can be 170-lb at 5% body fat. That is where hormones come in.
A natural could have the same LBM as a juiced competitor who weighs less, but it's not the same thing.
Jason Blaha once said he had the same LBM as Sergio Oliva or Serge Nubret or something. He was using it as an example to show why LBM doesn't matter. And that's one thing I don't think you understand: steroids radically improve your body composition. I've been 200-lb before, but I had a 35" waist. This time, I was 200-lb with a 32" waist. Steroids gave me a totally different look.
Furthermore, MCWAY, if steroids didn't offer some benefit, WHY THE FUCK DO YOU THINK ATHLETES IN EVERY SPORT ON THE PLANET USE THEM?!
If it matters so much to you, I will be going on a natural strength building program now. I always train for strength if I'm not getting sufficient calories - as I can always make progress, even if I'm barely eating.
But I can GUARANTEE YOU, even if I do get my diet and training on point, I will still not look like I did this summer using juice, when I wasn't remotely counting calories.
Steroid training is in fact so much better, that I don't get how so many steroid junkies can ignore it as a factor. I remember one local Strongman [who gave himself a HEART ATTACK from abusing Cheque Drops in a contest] would trash me for my training. I had to explain to the dumb fuck that I bench more than he does, and I do it WITHOUT TAKING ENOUGH STEROIDS FOR THREE MEN.
What a fucking moron. Just the audacity of these steroid junkies to pretend like steroids aren't a major element. Look at what just happened to me, barely using - I shot up nearly 30 fucking pounds! If I had actually ran the Sustanon, I would have looked like a totally different person. It just blows my mind that steroid addicts could criticize the progress of someone not using.
Although it's unlikely, part of me does want to run a REAL cycle next time, just to get to 220-230 or more, just to show that the only thing preventing me from doing that is my health consciousness.
But at the end of the day, I just don't want to compromise my health. So who knows where I go from here. All I know is that I will be training for strength.