Is that why heroin is part of your daily stack?
Never really tried natural narcs. Only pharma, the milder ones, without a script. Now just got an oxy shot a couple of hours ago at hospital, trust me, not what I wanted at all nor where I want to be. Total personal health disaster, gallstone issue resurfacing, they probably want to take it out

No high really, just subdued pain at the moment. Experienced no high in the same situation about 7 months ago either, just a dulled feeling. Maybe gallstones could have some relation to my "drug lifestyle," don't know really... they always tell patients, "here's some morphine to help you" so they can relate somehow, morphine is natural, oxy is only 'semi-natural"

But Burroughs claimed some junkies seemed to have slowed aging visually, I know not what "we" think at all but thought it was an interesting obsevation on his part. Maybe some aging processes are arrested during use, I don't know...
Reminds me of something I read decades ago, haven't found the reference again. But the paper talked about "testicular hibernation" for example due to roid use, the testicles of aging animals appeared younger if they were taken "offline" for a period of the animals life. Maybe I could have healthy offspring as a pensioner?
