FUCK IT!! I APOLOGIZE!! I have one problem and one problem only - this is where my anxiety stems from. My test is low! My doc put me on androderm and then that was it. It did nothing. So, I want to do this part on my own. I went out and got some eq and some cyp. My number one fear is training instense and eatiing my ass off, but not going anywhere cause my test is so damn low naturally that number one I'll make noi gains in the gym and number two, my body wont put the cals to use and there be stored as fat. I know my mind is fing with me, but if I can someway manage to sub in some test for the time being, I will crank the cals, crank the intensity, and not post anything esle other than my results when I'm back to my 200lb fram!!!
here's a story:
Well, last night my bro and I took a drive out to this gym to pick up a 10lbs bag of dextrose. Met up with the owner who seems pretty knowledgeable in all training aspects and also competes in the Npc level. He’s 31, prob. About 5’6, and a jacked 195. He described my history to a tee. He said one day he was benching 365 for 4-6 and then noticed a decline. Then a few weeks later, he was struggling was 275 and so on.
He went to his doc and they put him on 100mg of cyp a week or 225 every 2 weeks. He claims all this as done was put him in the normal range at around 600, but his strength, feelings, etc are all back up and full peak. No bloat no nothing, just enough to keep him normal ( I think he tested around 200 went he went in) but he’s on for life.
He said the androderm I was prescribed could be my problem. I haven’t used them for a good 6 months, but could I still be shut down from the use? All I did was stop cold turkey. I am sure it’s because my caloric intake was so low for so long, but who really knows. I want to talk to you guys about this. If I took his advice, would that be ridiculous? Would it just shut me down completely forever? Could I ever come off? My diet right now is around the 4k mark, a big change from my previous 2,500 cals. Mt training is more intense now, but I am not doing am cardio, or anything more than 10 minutes. I eat every 2-3 hours, 40g Protein, 60 carbs, 7-8 times increasing them pw and decreasing prebed…..If I did what he said and took the 100mg/week for say 10 weeks, kept my calories at the very high end, kept my training intense 4x a week, will this allow me to make some nice clean gains, then come off with a proper pct of clomid and nolva, continue the diet and just keep growing? I am just afraid that I am not going to make any gains right now no matter how much I eat or how hard I train because I have ZERO test production.