If you think I am some kind of meek beta man come say hello. Come test your theory and say something rude to me. It won't happen as you will quickly realize I am different. My energy is different. There is nothing wrong with fear. Fear does not make a man weak. Capitulation to Fear is weakness. I seek out my challenges and conquer them. But I also make people nervous you would change your mind you would pick someone else.

Being agoraphobic doesn't mean I am not capable of violence. But I am a nice guy no one in real life messes with me I don't need to be tough or violent. I am as friendly as can be because no one disrespects me.

Not hating here Hank, but you are making a fool of yourself competing. Train, enjoy life, but for the sake of God, leave competition for the ones who have the body for it.