James Hollingshead Knows - iirc it was he who found him.
I’ve heard from a few that know James & knew Luke That he was a woman beater & had beat his
Girlfriend/ wife that Night & Then Took his own life.
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I cannot recall the late bodybuilder that spoke about the nights in some hotel prior to a show, shooting unbelievable amounts of drugs into his body and for what? A
"schmoticipation brophy"?
He felt awful about that reality and perhaps this fellow felt even worse and in a moment of despair decided if he couldn't end the cycle, he would end his existence. At least he harmed no one else and by that I mean physically harmed. I was not mentally harmed by my brothers suicide but our mother was.
You can blame the temper, the anger, the anti-social behavior on the drugs but who took the drugs? Bigorexia be a mofo.
I have known friends that took steroids and they said that physically
and mentally it felt like they could move the world. Like they could accomplish anything. And when they went off (as they so wisely did on multiple occasions throughout the years) they felt mentally and physically depleted. Wrung out if you will and it took a while to get out of that pit. I cannot imagine what these men feel like after years of megadosing. Well, actually Dorian gave an idea in one of his interviews online.
It isn't always so but I do think that moderation is the key to health when taking PEDs. But the call of the vial is strong as it is also the siren song of possible victory.