Charlotte Convention Center whatever it was a massive venue with a ton of people 2 day pro am event with booths set up and everything

I realize over 40 classic Physique is not the Open Bodybuilding Division. I get that. However, that is still my division and, in that division, I have a great physique. Do I need to work on my posing yeah. Going out alone for the night show I was doing everything I could just not to have a panic attack there were 1k plus people out there. I am agorophobic it was terrifying I didn't hit one pose right. I was on and off the stage before they even had my music going. The prejudging was a lot better as it was slower and I wasn't alone. Do I need to dial it in better the last couple days yeah absolutely. It was almost as if I deliberately tried to mess up my physique the last 48 hours before the show. But I still had enough to win a regional level Pro Am show in my division.

Do I have the right structure and enough muscle to win a National show in the over 40 Classic Physique Division?  I think I do. Obviously I would need to get diced up and learn a posing routing. But that is a lot easier to dice it up a little than to add muscle. I have enough muscle my arms and shoulders are big I am the right size for classic.

Of course if I get a pec repair that takes a year to recover that may change the time frame but I do think I have the size and shape to win a National Show in classic over 40 if I dial it in.


If I win Nationals will you all still call me delusional? Would I be considered a bodybuilder then? I doubt it. You would all say I cherry picked my class. That it was a sign the NPC had fallen. That I got lucky the other guys didn't even lift.

lmao.. what a pussy

I`ve competed in contests at high school auditoriums,swanky hotels,and convention or Civic Centers.......it means absoulutely jackshit if the competitors suck,and the amateur portion of "THE CUP    ....especially Brians class, was fucking terrible.

They could have held it at Yankee fucking stadium or on the fucking moon,or in Asgard,but a turd is still a turd no matter where its location,and Brian,you are the king of all turds.

OK....bye now! 

The only real way is microdosing test but if they want to they can still see if the test is natural vs synthetic. T

Not sure that is correct. I believe you can get bioidentical test, GH and insulin. And so the issue then is simply the levels being outside norms. And so you can take bioidentical supplements, just in a daily or numerous times daily amounts, but always below the upper max threshold permitted and then even if they come right after a microdose taken, if done right you are still under. This is how the Chinese are doing it.

I was on and off the stage before they even had my music going.

What song?

my neighbor and his friends, when i was young, had a saying when they were talking trash...  "he's a legend in his own mind"...  applies here...

I realize over 40 classic Physique is not the Open Bodybuilding Division. I get that. However, that is still my division and, in that division, I have a great physique. Do I need to work on my posing yeah. Going out alone for the night show I was doing everything I could just not to have a panic attack there were 1k plus people out there. I am agorophobic it was terrifying I didn't hit one pose right. I was on and off the stage before they even had my music going. The prejudging was a lot better as it was slower and I wasn't alone. Do I need to dial it in better the last couple days yeah absolutely. It was almost as if I deliberately tried to mess up my physique the last 48 hours before the show. But I still had enough to win a regional level Pro Am show in my division.

Do I have the right structure and enough muscle to win a National show in the over 40 Classic Physique Division?  I think I do. Obviously I would need to get diced up and learn a posing routing. But that is a lot easier to dice it up a little than to add muscle. I have enough muscle my arms and shoulders are big I am the right size for classic.

Of course if I get a pec repair that takes a year to recover that may change the time frame but I do think I have the size and shape to win a National Show in classic over 40 if I dial it in.

If I win Nationals will you all still call me delusional? Would I be considered a bodybuilder then? I doubt it. You would all say I cherry picked my class. That it was a sign the NPC had fallen. That I got lucky the other guys didn't even lift.