You may not be shrinking weight wise, but your fat to muscle ratio has surely increased. You are carrying a pretty good deal of fat and look really soft. As I said months ago, you need to take it down and get lean to see where you REALLY are. You are confusing your fat for muscle and until you lean down you will be wandering in the dark so to speak.
If you juice before then, consider your experiment completely voided as you will again have no clear value of your "natural" physique. I think you need to lose about 40-60 lbs easily.
While there's no doubt that I need to lose weight to see my lean natural weight/physique, I question how important it really is
TO ME.Right now, I'm happy to not be either terribly fat, or terribly skinny. My eating and training is inconsistent, I've not used a single supplement, not even a vitamin or protein powder, in about a year. Basically, I'm working out when I can and maintaining a pretty decent physique while doing so.
I give you props for having leaned down for the Mr. Getbig, but I've not seen any real evidence that you remain in condition, nor do I believe that you are a lifetime natural (due to pictures showing some bloated physique/facial edema), and I think that's discredited somewhat your opinions, at least as far as your online persona is concerned.
But I won't disagree that I could stand to be a lot leaner, and also that introducing AAS while at my current BF% would be foolish.
I'm moving into a new home this week. I hope to be settled and training hard by mid/late July.