Again HRT is not drugs it is bioidentical hormones and our entire environment is contaminated with estrogenic pollutants you want to be an idiot and age rapidly and have your hormones dictated by the environment have at it. I am going to use modern science to delay the aging process and combat estrogenic pollutants. 20 years from now half the population over 40 will be on HRT it is the way of the future.
HRT/TRT is synthetic hormones. Not natural.
You are visibly aging rapidly in case you don't know it.
If you want to avoid estrogenic promoting things change your diet.
You are eating all the things that raise estrogen levels.
You did not address the issue of your mental weakness and insecurities in needing to take synthetic hormones to build your ego.
Also you have not made any gains in 25 years despite taking all kinds of hormone drugs non-stop. In fact you are declining.
It's obvious your receptors have shut down.