Idiot?
Please explain.
okay, no problem.
First, IMO, you're an idiot for taking roids, then for starting with 500mg + 5 weeks of d-bol.
then, you say the netherlands have the best UG in the world...
Which ones do you mean? I'm german, so i actually know a lot of people from german boards that had problems with dutch UGs.
Dutch UGs are as dirty and far far far away from a human grade medical drug factory than evry other UG lab too.
IF you take roids, invest into legit stuff, not that cheap shit. Test is fucking cheap in europe, and you can get german, greek, russian or whatever.
You are really going to inject stuff into your body that someone has put together in his bathtub? Without actually knowing what and how much of it is in it? Stupid.
and i'm not even talking about all the other sides, i bet you are willing to get acne, hair loss, small balls, depressions when coming off and so on...
just my 2 cents.
better to have patience and be natural.