You know better than me what is going on. You are a hero. A true patriot. Without people like you, our nation would be a mess. You deserve the best equipment, and battle strategies. However, If you die in battle, no one will know. The public is blacked out on miltary deaths. Each soldier deserves to be imortalized for what they are doing. A good soldier follows orders, otherwise nothing would get accomplished. The problem is that many generals who did not agree with the war plans were either shut out or forced out of the planning. The strategy is one sided. A good leader listens to all sides and makes a decision. I wish you the best and I hope this ends sooner than later.