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i couldnt imagine going out of the house without being stared at, usually by young lads hu shout either fukin hell hes stacked or roidy.
women dont seem to care as much. u do get the sluts who all grab each other as you walk past ect.
comments from my girlfriends friends.....god is that your boyfriend he is huge, ive never seen anything like it in my life!!!
i think some of us are lying if we say we do it to challange our selves and become better.
if all we cared about was getting better we would do long distance running or sprinting, or a sport thaty didnt envolve how you looked........ and only improving how you looked.
i iwll go to pretty much any length to get bigger and leaner.
i stoped rec drug use, which is a good thing even though i know alot of bodybuilders who a narcotic addicts, for me going on benders and then not wanting to train for 2-3 days fuks your growth up, let alone tren + narc = pysophatic paranoid fool seriously.
its no different than being addicted to fashion as a lad, before bodybuilding i used to spend 1000s on clothes outfits ect to stand out in a club ect....now a tight v neck tshirt and some tight jeans do me.
coz bodybuiilders look good in everything - we make the clothes. now im addicted to steroids and hgh to look better.
not i dont even go clubbing i may go bars once a month, and only if im pumped and looking big, if not forget about it.
just a warning to people - the bodybuilding game can be a lonely, definately is an expensive lifestyle that once you start the mega dosing, will change your personality it will.
for the better? i dunno i used to be a huge attention seeker in my actions a loud mouth hated by many, called an attention seeking arrogent wanker.
now im pretty quite keep myself to myself - could just be growing up .
but there are days i feel trapped inside my own head im a deeop thinkier anyway.
i think gear - espesially tren exsasobates this.
what are your guys thoughts, from those DEEP IN THE CULT - to those who just use drugs and how has it changed you if atall..
remember i am mega dosing, gear at low doses is pretty harmless mentally and physcally
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Well, I think everyone builds their identity around something. A billionaire would buy private jets, yachts etc., a rock star would tour the world with his band make albums etc. So a bodybuilder builds their identity around muscles, nothing really wrong with that. Only thing is that if one day you have to stop the drug use you'll lose your identity, and it'll be ridiculously depressing. Whereas another endeavour like aiming to be a rich guy, you can be billionaire until you die haha. Maybe you can try working on another hobby, like music or art or something and distinguish yourself in that endeavour, so that bodybuilding isn't you only life.
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What's your current stack bro? Curios to what kind of doses you run. I know what you mean about not wanting to go out if you don't look pumped feel like you look good. I use one of those bands to pump myself up before I go out. Sometimes I feel like an idiot but it has become an addiction. Sometimes at work I go in the bathroom and take my shirt off and stare at myself for awhile. I have developed a serious body dymsorphia issue. If my arms aren't veiny and pumped it bothers the bell out of me.
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What's your current stack bro? Curios to what kind of doses you run. I know what you mean about not wanting to go out if you don't look pumped feel like you look good. I use one of those bands to pump myself up before I go out. Sometimes I feel like an idiot but it has become an addiction. Sometimes at work I go in the bathroom and take my shirt off and stare at myself for awhile. I have developed a serious body dymsorphia issue. If my arms aren't veiny and pumped it bothers the bell out of me.
that is seriously fucked up... But pissingly hilarious to read.
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that is seriously fucked up... But pissingly hilarious to read.
Lol I know it's a real sickness.
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Lol I know it's a real sickness.
But... I was dieting this summer and was checking my abs (I NEVER do this...) and a guy walked in the bathroom where I was having dinner and felt like such a fuckin douchebag, lol!
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But... I was dieting this summer and was checking my abs (I NEVER do this...) and a guy walked in the bathroom where I was having dinner and felt like such a fuckin douchebag, lol!
I only do it in big one person bathrooms that you can lock the door. Still gay but no one sees.
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i take pics of my abs in bathrooms at university when the lighting is good
when someone walks in quickly put shirt down and pretend ur texting lmao
sometimes not a single fuck is given and i take pics of myself while someone else is pissing behind me lol
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Thanks now you've all made me realize I have a problem as well since I do the same shit
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I do.
im a pro bodybuilder yes, why because i love competition always have.
but on the outside of it
i couldnt imagine going out of the house without being stared at, usually by young lads hu shout either fukin hell hes stacked or roidy.
women dont seem to care as much. u do get the sluts who all grab each other as you walk past ect.
comments from my girlfriends friends.....god is that your boyfriend he is huge, ive never seen anything like it in my life!!!
i think some of us are lying if we say we do it to challange our selves and become better.
if all we cared about was getting better we would do long distance running or sprinting, or a sport thaty didnt envolve how you looked........ and only improving how you looked.
i iwll go to pretty much any length to get bigger and leaner.
i stoped rec drug use, which is a good thing even though i know alot of bodybuilders who a narcotic addicts, for me going on benders and then not wanting to train for 2-3 days fuks your growth up, let alone tren + narc = pysophatic paranoid fool seriously.
its no different than being addicted to fashion as a lad, before bodybuilding i used to spend 1000s on clothes outfits ect to stand out in a club ect....now a tight v neck tshirt and some tight jeans do me.
coz bodybuiilders look good in everything - we make the clothes. now im addicted to steroids and hgh to look better.
not i dont even go clubbing i may go bars once a month, and only if im pumped and looking big, if not forget about it.
once you become ADDICTED to this game - where bodybuilding almost comes before everything, hell ive thought about ending my relationship, and moving back to my parents to save £500 a month to spend on gear.......hell i did move home, told the gf that i needed to start saving money instead of burning it on rent - MONEY NOT SAVED MONEY GONE TO HGH.
just a warning to people - the bodybuilding game can be a lonely, definately is an expensive lifestyle that once you start the mega dosing, will change your personality it will.
for the better? i dunno i used to be a huge attention seeker in my actions a loud mouth hated by many, called an attention seeking arrogent wanker.
now im pretty quite, known as the good looking huge Ita***an
but there are days i feel trapped inside my own head im a deeop thinkier anyway.
WOULD I CHANGE IT ......... NOT UNTILL I REACH MY GOAL..........
what are your guys thoughts, from those DEEP IN THE CULT - to those who just use drugs and how has it changed you if atall..
remember i am mega dosing and going for trophies, gear at low doses is pretty harmless mentally and physcally
I'm not even a IFBB pro or anywhere near close to it by USA standards, but I do agree it really does change you whole mindset, If I were a pro man! I don't know what I would be doing to get all my off-season prep money an then comp season money.All I really want for christmas is some more inprov,ents in mt delts and wished I had lower lat insertions!
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Great replys guys.
the comment about being rockstar or being rich yeah ive often thought if i put as much effort into business as i did this.......but then id want to be stacked and rich lol cba to get out of a ferrarri at 11 stone haha.
My other passion was used to be in a rock band i play guitar and used to be awsome at using music production software cubase, pro tools ect. also used to sing and play bass - but havent picked up the guitar since bodybuilding, doesnt really interest me now.
the question about current stack - just changed today
140mg prop ed ( dont jab wednesday and saturdays mainly coz i cant as sites are sore)
200mg tren ed
140 mg mast ed
100 mg NPP ed
test 400 3ml a week
hgh 5ius a day
slin worked up to 20 ius morning 10 ius pre workout 4 times a week.
150mg naps day ( will stop this soon as effecting appitite )
25mcg t3
ghrp2 and mod grf x3 a day
weekly aas
1000mg tren week
700- 800 mast week
700- 800 prop week
1200mg test mix long and short week
npp 500-600 week
i almost always check my abs in any private toilet.
i think if i gave up bodybuilding i would submerge myself into something else.
Ps. my mrs asked me what i wanted for xmas - straight up said hgh please. lol
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You definitely have mental problems as you keep claiming your a pro, yet all the british guys know no 24 yr olds have wone the british overall since flex lewis, and youdont sound welsh.....
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im not 24 you bellend which i said right at the begining, if you look at any of my first posts it clearly says, no ages, nationalaties or location in the uk is real. if i didnt want to be identified why on god green earth would i post my real age narrowing it down to....no one. how u can read from thids im not welsh from this is beyond me either.
i also said im not mazfit the fitness guy all over the internet i just picked this name for shits
it dunt matter what you believe, just know the shit i say is comming from a young pros angle. couldnt give two flying fucks what you or you 'pro mates' which i probably know all of anyway think.
if im going to have shits n giggles with a female on here whos 25 im gna say.....yeah you got it.
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Great replys guys.
the comment about being rockstar or being rich yeah ive often thought if i put as much effort into business as i did this.......but then id want to be stacked and rich lol cba to get out of a ferrarri at 11 stone haha.
My other passion was used to be in a rock band i play guitar and used to be awsome at using music production software cubase, pro tools ect. also used to sing and play bass - but havent picked up the guitar since bodybuilding, doesnt really interest me now.
the question about current stack - just changed today
140mg prop ed ( dont jab wednesday and saturdays mainly coz i cant as sites are sore)
200mg tren ed
140 mg mast ed
100 mg NPP ed
test 400 3ml a week
hgh 5ius a day
slin worked up to 20 ius morning 10 ius pre workout 4 times a week.
150mg naps day ( will stop this soon as effecting appitite )
25mcg t3
ghrp2 and mod grf x3 a day
weekly aas
1000mg tren week
700- 800 mast week
700- 800 prop week
1200mg test mix long and short week
npp 500-600 week
i almost always check my abs in any private toilet.
i think if i gave up bodybuilding i would submerge myself into something else.
Ps. my mrs asked me what i wanted for xmas - straight up said hgh please. lol
So youre touching 4g a week in total...
Do you ever take time off?
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I do.
i love competition always have.
but on the outside of it
i couldnt imagine going out of the house without being stared at, usually by young lads hu shout either fukin hell hes stacked or roidy.
women dont seem to care as much. u do get the sluts who all grab each other as you walk past ect.
comments from my girlfriends friends.....god is that your boyfriend he is huge, ive never seen anything like it in my life!!!
i think some of us are lying if we say we do it to challange our selves and become better.
if all we cared about was getting better we would do long distance running or sprinting, or a sport thaty didnt envolve how you looked........ and only improving how you looked.
i iwll go to pretty much any length to get bigger and leaner.
i stoped rec drug use, which is a good thing even though i know alot of bodybuilders who a narcotic addicts, for me going on benders and then not wanting to train for 2-3 days fuks your growth up, let alone tren + narc = pysophatic paranoid fool seriously.
its no different than being addicted to fashion as a lad, before bodybuilding i used to spend 1000s on clothes outfits ect to stand out in a club ect....now a tight v neck tshirt and some tight jeans do me.
coz bodybuiilders look good in everything - we make the clothes. now im addicted to steroids and hgh to look better.
not i dont even go clubbing i may go bars once a month, and only if im pumped and looking big, if not forget about it.
once you become ADDICTED to this game - where bodybuilding almost comes before everything, hell ive thought about ending my relationship, and moving back to my parents to save £500 a month to spend on gear.......hell i did move home, told the gf that i needed to start saving money instead of burning it on rent - MONEY NOT SAVED MONEY GONE TO HGH.
just a warning to people - the bodybuilding game can be a lonely, definately is an expensive lifestyle that once you start the mega dosing, will change your personality it will.
for the better? i dunno i used to be a huge attention seeker in my actions a loud mouth hated by many, called an attention seeking arrogent wanker.
now im pretty quite, known as the good looking huge Ita***an
but there are days i feel trapped inside my own head im a deeop thinkier anyway.
WOULD I CHANGE IT ......... NOT UNTILL I REACH MY GOAL..........
what are your guys thoughts, from those DEEP IN THE CULT - to those who just use drugs and how has it changed you if atall..
remember i am mega dosing and going for trophies, gear at low doses is pretty harmless mentally and physcally
Wow man thats brutal. I understand what you mean though. I get compliments (from men) of course and yeah it almost starts to become your identity. Like you want to keep it up for the positive reinforcement. I try to not let it define me though. I take times off from really going hard in the gym. I practice guitar, play with my dogs, fish, yardwork, study interesting things, etc. you NEED another hobby. Even if its small.
I am curious though.
1. Do you have a career?
2. Insurance?
3. Family know what you do? Do they think your insane?
4. Bloodwork? And dont lie and say its always good. 25 HDL is not good, no matter what bro science online tells you.
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Wow.....You are a fucking savage props to you I was going mentally insane just running 500mg tren ace a week I can't even fathom that much tren and all that other gear on top of it
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im not 24 you bellend which i said right at the begining, if you look at any of my first posts it clearly says, no ages, nationalaties or location in the uk is real. if i didnt want to be identified why on god green earth would i post my real age narrowing it down to....no one. how u can read from thids im not welsh from this is beyond me either.
i also said im not mazfit the fitness guy all over the internet i just picked this name for shits
it dunt matter what you believe, just know the shit i say is comming from a young pros angle. couldnt give two flying fucks what you or you 'pro mates' which i probably know all of anyway think.
if im going to have shits n giggles with a female on here whos 25 im gna say.....yeah you got it.
No italian looking pros at all in the past few decades... you lot are a bunch of mugs if your swallowing this shit
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Great replys guys.
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your weekly dosages are way off from what you stated when you numbered every AAS
does your week only have 5 days? :D or do you not inject on weekends?
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I do.
i love competition always have.
but on the outside of it
women dont seem to care as much. u do get the sluts who all grab each other as you walk past ect.
comments from my girlfriends friends.....god is that your boyfriend he is huge, ive never seen anything like it in my life!!!
I have never refused the request from any woman who asked, "Let me see your MUSCLES!"...not once...ever. I have flexed my biceps in bars for girls who asked. I have taken them out to parking lots and stripped to the waist for them. I love it when it happens.
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No italian looking pros at all in the past few decades... you lot are a bunch of mugs if your swallowing this shit
What don't u get about any thing I say about my nationality isn't real
And actually there are quite a few under 30 ifbb pros in Great Britain with Italian in them
Is this all because u want everyone to think it's all about training and diet
Pros don't take this much. If so don't lie to everyone coz that's BULSHIT.
You know theese dosages are legit - hell my hgh and insulin are a fraction of what some use.
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Wow man thats brutal. I understand what you mean though. I get compliments (from men) of course and yeah it almost starts to become your identity. Like you want to keep it up for the positive reinforcement. I try to not let it define me though. I take times off from really going hard in the gym. I practice guitar, play with my dogs, fish, yardwork, study interesting things, etc. you NEED another hobby. Even if its small.
I am curious though.
1. Do you have a career?
2. Insurance?
3. Family know what you do? Do they think your insane?
4. Bloodwork? And dont lie and say its always good. 25 HDL is not good, no matter what bro science online tells you.
Yeah buddy I have a degree and work using my degree 9-5
free health care in the uk
No they don't they questions me on it due to size
Bloodwork no specific numbers - have been to hospital a few times for various things
Liver and heart are good
Kidneys are working hard however this could be due to the constant protein breakdown of being large has
I tell the truth about everything
If local hero doesn't wants to question that's up to him
If you want to take my experience take it if you don't that's no problem
But everything i say is 100% the truth to the T - except specifics about my details.
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your weekly dosages are way off from what you stated when you numbered every AAS
does your week only have 5 days? :D or do you not inject on weekends?
I take two days off due to site sourness
Would be better to dose every day tho
my posts states that doses changed yesterday, tbh sometimes i stick 3ml in sometimes 4ml as long as i hit around those numbers?
oh hes lying about his doses he doesnt take this much hes not a pro it would be to expensive
to quote local hero - you lot are mugs if your believing this
well here is the gear. looks the same to me TO THE FUCKING T SIR TO THE ABSOLUTE FUCKING T
(http://s21.postimg.org/r80ktxilj/image_3.jpg) (http://postimage.org/)
windows print screen (http://postimage.org/app.php)
fFOR THE LAST TIME I DONT LIE ABOUT DOESES, BRANDS, THAT IM A PRO,
i lie about everything else do do with my details.
if it starts getting to personal here a- i will leave - even though i enjoy the banter its not worth getting found out just so i can give an insight into the life its not benefiting me in any way.
this is month worth
how can u afford it - like ive said before coach guru whatever u want to call him gets it - sorts me out - as a student. - no G4P No drug dealing
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I have never refused the request from any woman who asked, "Let me see your MUSCLES!"...not once...ever. I have flexed my biceps in bars for girls who asked. I have taken them out to parking lots and stripped to the waist for them. I love it when it happens.
lmao
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So youre touching 4g a week in total...
Do you ever take time off?
a few weeks here and here on low tes and tren maybe 400/400 longest has been a month at 400/400
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I take two days off due to site sourness
Would be better to dose every day tho
my posts states that doses changed yesterday, tbh sometimes i stick 3ml in sometimes 4ml as long as i hit around those numbers?
oh hes lying about his doses he doesnt take this much hes not a pro it would be to expensive
to quote local hero - you lot are mugs if your believing this
well here is the gear. looks the same to me TO THE FUCKING T SIR TO THE ABSOLUTE FUCKING T
(http://s21.postimg.org/r80ktxilj/image_3.jpg) (http://postimage.org/)
windows print screen (http://postimage.org/app.php)
fFOR THE LAST TIME I DONT LIE ABOUT DOESES, BRANDS, THAT IM A PRO,
i lie about everything else do do with my details.
if it starts getting to personal here a- i will leave - even though i enjoy the banter its not worth getting found out just so i can give an insight into the life its not benefiting me in any way.
this is month worth
how can u afford it - like ive said before coach guru whatever u want to call him gets it - sorts me out - as a student. - no G4P No drug dealing
Some of those are UK domestic UGL.
Do you not use pharma grade HGH?
Hyge is shite
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Some of those are UK domestic UGL.
Do you not use pharma grade HGH?
Hyge is shite
Some of those are UK domestic UGL.
Do you not use pharma grade HGH?
Hyge is shite
Hyge is shit on what basis?
Real hyge from the right place is not shit. Or are you selling other hgh brands that's why ? Or are you just regurgitating online garbage? What tops have u used to warrant such a strong opinion
The uk forums have black tops with GH readings off the chart
You think I have the money for pharma grade hgh at 5-6 ius a day
Yeah right.
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Ugl yes and?
Where are you going to get a pharma blend with tren in it a pharmacy? Lol
Used pharma test no different from this test
Getting NPP pharma yeah good look with that
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mazfit i think i saw your facebook page and you look nothing like a pro bodybuilder
are you sure you arent fantasising about all this ?
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How many times man
That mazfit isn't me! He is some fitness lad nothing to do with me
Fuking hell Jesus Crist do you not read my posts!
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Hyge is shit on what basis?
Real hyge from the right place is not shit. Or are you selling other hgh brands that's why ? Or are you just regurgitating online garbage? What tops have u used to warrant such a strong opinion
The uk forums have black tops with GH readings off the chart
You think I have the money for pharma grade hgh at 5-6 ius a day
Yeah right.
You need to chill out.
I only use pharma grade HGH. Too many variables with generic and no generic I have used compares to proper HG hGH.
I have tried a few generics hence my opinion.
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Ugl yes and?
Where are you going to get a pharma blend with tren in it a pharmacy? Lol
Used pharma test no different from this test
Getting NPP pharma yeah good look with that
Whats with the sarcastic replies?
Youre not speaking to someone who has only just began in this.
(HG Durabolin was last seen in the 90's)
I merely commented that its UK domestic and thats it.
One is Dhacks and not sure what the other is, can you tell me?
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I feel alot like this bro even tho i am not a pro.
I was NUTS about bb from age 15-24. Moved to amsterdam at 21. Just did one contest in my original country at age 17,,,after not even a year of training lol. I came in 4:th. Kinda regret that comp but the experience was great. Did 2 other comps on Netherlands where i looked better. Placed 6:th out of 18 in the the light heavys at 22 and 3:rd in the light heavys at age 23. My comp weight was never more than 200 pounds (88,7kg) to be exact and i am 5.9. In 2004 i met and trained with Dorian Yates at Ballys in amsterdam. He was smaller then but still nasty he said he was 113 kg around 8%. Myself was at my biggest/leansest ever then (still smaller than him though lol) at 107kg and 6-7%. He told me I could make it if my mentality was,,,to bad my body was'nt...
After this i was involved in some serios accidents, one which sent me to hospital for over 1 year. Rehab time after they let me loose was 2 years. No way of even thinking about going to the gym in those years. I was in a wheelchair most of the time.
Since I was in so much pain they put me on 200mg morphine (i.v) 180mg oxycodone, 40 mg valium, 8 mg xanax,
So even after recovery I was now a hardcore junkie. I stayed like this until jan.1 2012. Then I got subutex and stopped most benso use completly. I now use maybe 1 xanax bar every 10 days and that is it.
Jan,1 2014 i started to hit the gym hard again. And thank god for muscle memory because almost all muscle I lost are back now. I just need to get my fat levels down from 14% (at 106kg) to atleast 8% (i have done a transfer like this before and ended at 95kg). I usually gain some muscle during diet because i'm much stricter with everything then. Really need to adapt my onseason strategy to my offseason dietplan more or less.
I will start with today. I am 33 now and I would like to compete agian. But then I will do some masters show just for the fun of it.
I should not be alive now cause dotors said I would die in 1 year because of my wounds. Afterwards they say my body saved me. I lost from 107kg to 73kg in that one year.
I anyone care about wgat i took:
When I placed 3:rd at dutch nationals in 2004 i took:
900mg EQ ew
500mg test prop (would def be lower now) . Took 100mg e weekday (not sat/sun)
Last 4 weeks 50 mg anadrol ed
Last 8 weeks 50 mg winstrol ed
Where is the gh? sorry did'nt have money for it...Tren was not so easy to get (atleast for me) back then. I use it today and i love it!
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I have a problem and an addiction yes. Im 5'7.5, 96kg/212lbs 12-15percent bodyfat. Ive posted pics before, not arsed digging them up. Im nothing spectacular by pro or top amateur standards but I look impressive to most people. I always use moderate doses, 2.2g is the highest I ever touched, that was for only a week or 2. Currently using:
900mg test enth
300mg deca
200mg tren enth
Been on gear for 2.5 years without a break now. 25 years old, training and eating since I was 16, first competition at 16 and competed in 5 shows, winning 3 of them. I havent competed since 2011, I have quit competing as I just dont have the desire or drive for it anymore, but I always want to be a big guy, as said it becomes part of your identity. I would be suicidal if I couldnt have kids, thats my only concern with gear use. I would love to come off and be happy just working out for fun and fitness, not chasing numbers on the scale, not ever "feeling small", but I am not that mentally strong.
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I have a problem and an addiction yes. Im 5'7.5, 96kg/212lbs 12-15percent bodyfat. Ive posted pics before, not arsed digging them up. Im nothing spectacular by pro or top amateur standards but I look impressive to most people. I always use moderate doses, 2.2g is the highest I ever touched, that was for only a week or 2. Currently using:
900mg test enth
300mg deca
200mg tren enth
Been on gear for 2.5 years without a break now. 25 years old, training and eating since I was 16, first competition at 16 and competed in 5 shows, winning 3 of them. I havent competed since 2011, I have quit competing as I just dont have the desire or drive for it anymore, but I always want to be a big guy, as said it becomes part of your identity. I would be suicidal if I couldnt have kids, thats my only concern with gear use. I would love to come off and be happy just working out for fun and fitness, not chasing numbers on the scale, not ever "feeling small", but I am not that mentally strong.
If the benefits outweigh the risks than keep doing what your doing..I use to blast and cruise heavy doses for years and decided to come off for good.. Might possibly use trt in the future when I absolutely need to..I had a great time and wouldn't change any of it... I came to a point in My life where the risks didn't outweigh the benefits of heavy cycles.. It took a few years to come back to normal but I feel good now
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I have a problem and an addiction yes. Im 5'7.5, 96kg/212lbs 12-15percent bodyfat. Ive posted pics before, not arsed digging them up. Im nothing spectacular by pro or top amateur standards but I look impressive to most people. I always use moderate doses, 2.2g is the highest I ever touched, that was for only a week or 2. Currently using:
900mg test enth
300mg deca
200mg tren enth
Been on gear for 2.5 years without a break now. 25 years old, training and eating since I was 16, first competition at 16 and competed in 5 shows, winning 3 of them. I havent competed since 2011, I have quit competing as I just dont have the desire or drive for it anymore, but I always want to be a big guy, as said it becomes part of your identity. I would be suicidal if I couldnt have kids, thats my only concern with gear use. I would love to come off and be happy just working out for fun and fitness, not chasing numbers on the scale, not ever "feeling small", but I am not that mentally strong.
you're gonna look very old ahead of your time. At least you don't do orals though.
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I have a problem and an addiction yes. Im 5'7.5, 96kg/212lbs 12-15percent bodyfat. Ive posted pics before, not arsed digging them up. Im nothing spectacular by pro or top amateur standards but I look impressive to most people. I always use moderate doses, 2.2g is the highest I ever touched, that was for only a week or 2. Currently using:
900mg test enth
300mg deca
200mg tren enth
Been on gear for 2.5 years without a break now. 25 years old, training and eating since I was 16, first competition at 16 and competed in 5 shows, winning 3 of them. I havent competed since 2011, I have quit competing as I just dont have the desire or drive for it anymore, but I always want to be a big guy, as said it becomes part of your identity. I would be suicidal if I couldnt have kids, thats my only concern with gear use. I would love to come off and be happy just working out for fun and fitness, not chasing numbers on the scale, not ever "feeling small", but I am not that mentally strong.
TBH bud, your doses are pretty low/ moderate tren is very low.
if you came of to have kids ect youd more then likely be fine.
you could always lower your dose even more, and run hgh with it
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Whats with the sarcastic replies?
Youre not speaking to someone who has only just began in this.
(HG Durabolin was last seen in the 90's)
I merely commented that its UK domestic and thats it.
One is Dhacks and not sure what the other is, can you tell me?
other is Muscle @ Pharm - ive seen it being made - hence my descision to use this brand. It is properly dosed.
in terms of Hyge - yes many many many fakes, it is a mine field.
but the hygene pharma with counterfit codes are real hgh and it is currently overdosed. , has been tested on other sites with very high serum and Igf1 ouput hence why i feel so rough on just 5 ius full muscles, great fatloss, water from within the muscle. Although very tired hung over type feel tight hands, joint pain at anything over 8ius.
was not trying to be sarcastic. probably all the tren.
dhacks - its the other gear of choice in the UK very good price. only one vial as muscle @ pharm do not to a high test blend.
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other is Muscle @ Pharm - ive seen it being made - hence my descision to use this brand. It is properly dosed.
in terms of Hyge - yes many many many fakes, it is a mine field.
but the hygene pharma with counterfit codes are real hgh and it is currently overdosed. , has been tested on other sites with very high serum and Igf1 ouput hence why i feel so rough on just 5 ius full muscles, great fatloss, water from within the muscle. Although very tired hung over type feel tight hands, joint pain at anything over 8ius.
was not trying to be sarcastic. probably all the tren.
dhacks - its the other gear of choice in the UK very good price. only one vial as muscle @ pharm do not to a high test blend.
I feel amazing off pharma gh although I havent ventured above 7iu.
Heard good stuff about muscle@pharma as well.
I tend to stick to pharma grade where available and then AP and Baltic.
Whats your take on running gh in higher doses but shorter bursts?
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I don't believe i have mental issues, but i am addicted to vagina, which kind of goes hand in hand with being big and lean all the time. For some reason, no matter how hot the girl is, after 4-6 weeks I'm seeking a new vagina to penetrate. I will often rotate back to old girls when i remember something special about their maneuvers.
This drive for the great vag seems to be more intense while using Tren.
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I am also addicted to the vag on tren my mrs just has to bend over n i turn into a rapist.
catch her getting dressed fucking hell.
ive never ran pharma actually mate, ive heard good things about pharma hgh going around the UK but tbh even at cut prices that i get everything for i dont have the cash
even though this is an addiction i try to have a balanced life, going out with mrs doing different things all costs money.
if i hasd an extra 200 a month it would go on pharma lol
im finding greater fatloss with ghrp2 and mod x 2 -4 a day with 2iu hgh dosed 20 mins after so it piggy backs the dose. your getting around 3.5 ius of hgh per shot
noticed though last few times ive mega dose ghrp2 i cant hear out of my ear lol
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I am also addicted to the vag on tren my mrs just has to bend over n i turn into a rapist.
catch her getting dressed fucking hell.
ive never ran pharma actually mate, ive heard good things about pharma hgh going around the UK but tbh even at cut prices that i get everything for i dont have the cash
even though this is an addiction i try to have a balanced life, going out with mrs doing different things all costs money.
if i hasd an extra 200 a month it would go on pharma lol
im finding greater fatloss with ghrp2 and mod x4-4 a day with 2iu hgh dosed 20 mins after so it piggy backs the dose. your getting around 3.5 ius of hgh per shot
noticed though last few times ive mega dose ghrp2 i cant hear out of my ear lol
Don't rape your wife. She might come back at you one day for that. Goddamn that Tren you get must be strong. I'm fucking with you I have been there b4. I got raped once by a chick! No joke! she got me when I was high on my pills!
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id love to be raped by a chick even a 5/10 chick there would be no complaints atall
id point her to the MT11 in my fridge if i couldnt get hard n tell her to jkab it in my cock
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id love to be raped by a chick even a 5/10 chick there would be no complaints atall
id point her to the MT11 in my fridge if i couldnt get hard n tell her to jkab it in my cock
I know it sounds like a joke but I took my oxycontin and alot of xanax. This was after my carwreck a few years back and I was loaded on oxycontin, 6mg of xanax and i took 4 somas and this chick friend of mine stopped by and I didn't remeber shit! little blurs. I kind of remeber her giving me a blowjob and then I was past out and I would wake up and she would be riding my cock so I did know what was going on so I wouldn;t call it rape but she took advantage of me wehn I was real high on drugs.
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I get a vial of test for less than $15 and I consider 9ml a week and some Orals megadosing
But when you throw in the anabolic compounds and of course gh then you start spending more
But back to addiction: females and alternating benzos to sleep, luckily have reduced alcohol to once a week
I think my biggest issue is just the fear of losing what I have gained and unfortunately my identity has become the big intimididating muscular guy. Except anyone like coworkers that knows me finds out soon I am fun loving and easy going. I'm not huge, but I work in a luxury gym chain and in my area the main demographic are middle aged parents so I am definitely the biggest and leanest %99 of the time
Of course you know that the bigger you get the more male heads you turn. But when I cut for 3 months on 350mg test and 300mg tren and dropped down to 190lbs single digits bf at 5'10 (monstrous! Jk) I turned more female heads. Mainly because my bloated test double chin was almost gone. I still have the double chin even with abs
It's all about balancing everything in your life, never permanulking, and also believing In yourself that you have more to offer than your physical appearance. For me I rely on my schooling/certifications, own experiences, and believing in my own judgment to keep me moving forward and successfully progressing clients....which in turn makes me successful at what I do
Fuck it time to up the dose!
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I get a vial of test for less than $15 and I consider 9ml a week and some Orals megadosing
But when you throw in the anabolic compounds and of course gh then you start spending more
But back to addiction: females and alternating benzos to sleep, luckily have reduced alcohol to once a week
I think my biggest issue is just the fear of losing what I have gained and unfortunately my identity has become the big intimididating muscular guy. Except anyone like coworkers that knows me finds out soon I am fun loving and easy going. I'm not huge, but I work in a luxury gym chain and in my area the main demographic are middle aged parents so I am definitely the biggest and leanest %99 of the time
Of course you know that the bigger you get the more male heads you turn. But when I cut for 3 months on 350mg test and 300mg tren and dropped down to 190lbs single digits bf at 5'10 (monstrous! Jk) I turned more female heads. Mainly because my bloated test double chin was almost gone. I still have the double chin even with abs
It's all about balancing everything in your life, never permanulking, and also believing In yourself that you have more to offer than your physical appearance. For me I rely on my schooling/certifications, own experiences, and believing in my own judgment to keep me moving forward and successfully progressing clients....which in turn makes me successful at what I do
Fuck it time to up the dose!
I knew I wasn;t the only guy using benzos to sleep properly. It sucks but I rather take benzos and sleep then be up all night and feel like garbage all day. How can you train if you don;t sleep. Why some of us need benzos to sleep? My guess is some of us have more stress in our lives plus gear/stimulant use can make it tough to sleep.
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If you bodybuild that means that you inherently juice (because lifting without juicing is just lifting weights, you can't bodybuild without juice!). If you bodybuild, you're probably a masochist. But who cares? If you put in the time and effort, it's your decision. Are you mental? lol... probably. No one does this shit without being a little mental.
At least we can go to bed knowing that we're relatively disciplined psychos... who else has the balls to stick needles in themselves and kill themselves in the gym? Not many people. Glad we've got our little esoteric circle of fucked up psychos to shoot the shit with. I know a handful of guys in real life who juice too but it's nice to go online too and shoot the shit with other psychos across the globe lol
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Doesn't matter where your from, get two juice head bodybuilders together and you have the same conversation only in different accents...
Since I've stopped bulking up and dieting down for shows my mental addiction is almost gone... In clothes I don't look that much different off or on anymore as I never get out of shape anymore, I spent 12 yrs between 18 and 20st, and it is hard not to be known as big so n so anymore, now im a fit healthy 16st, who does a little course in the summer with the rest of the year off
But im also settled down with 2 kids, I think it depends on your priorities and where you are in life, altho it still irks me when people ask if I still train anymore....
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Doesn't matter where your from, get two juice head bodybuilders together and you have the same conversation only in different accents...
Since I've stopped bulking up and dieting down for shows my mental addiction is almost gone... In clothes I don't look that much different off or on anymore as I never get out of shape anymore, I spent 12 yrs between 18 and 20st, and it is hard not to be known as big so n so anymore, now im a fit healthy 16st, who does a little course in the summer with the rest of the year off
But im also settled down with 2 kids, I think it depends on your priorities and where you are in life, altho it still irks me when people ask if I still train anymore....
Is it the fullness you have lost now at 16st?
I find its that fullness which I lose when off, that fill that it gives.
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Yeh, you look flat for sure, in the gym all pumped you still look amazing, on a good day it even looks like your still on,out of the gym you have no pop and look nothing special..im 6'1 so 16 st doesn't look big bigot just looks athletic
If I go on gear ( moderate doses ) im a stone heavier and a few % leaner, in normal clothes you can barely notice, unless you wear paint on tshirts... The key is staying lean when off, keep your abbs,bicep veins etc..look like a bodybuilder, if you get fat when natty it looks like you don't even work out, you turn into a 'stocky' man
In my mental illness days id eat extra food to keep above 18st, I would never allow my weight to drop under unless I was specifically dieting for somthing..
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Yeh, you look flat for sure, in the gym all pumped you still look amazing, on a good day it even looks like your still on,out of the gym you have no pop and look nothing special..im 6'1 so 16 st doesn't look big bigot just looks athletic
If I go on gear ( moderate doses ) im a stone heavier and a few % leaner, in normal clothes you can barely notice, unless you wear paint on tshirts... The key is staying lean when off, keep your abbs,bicep veins etc..look like a bodybuilder, if you get fat when natty it looks like you don't even work out, you turn into a 'stocky' man
In my mental illness days id eat extra food to keep above 18st, I would never allow my weight to drop under unless I was specifically dieting for somthing..
TBH mate a lot of it comes from experience.
I sit around 16-17st when on and about 15.10-16st when off.
Even at 16+ its too heavy IME. I am 5'11" and thats too much at my height.
I try to get the full look without the additional weight gain.
When I go off my abs come out and everything because I lose the water etc.
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Are you using less and less as you get on then... I think after this summer ( wedding )I might keep off for good, turn 34 next year, im struggling for reasons to carry on using... I'm quite happy with how i look in the gym, never enjoyed jabbing that much
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Are you using less and less as you get on then... I think after this summer ( wedding )I might keep off for good, turn 34 next year, im struggling for reasons to carry on using... I'm quite happy with how i look in the gym, never enjoyed jabbing that much
Yes. Although this time I have gone quite heavy at 700mg deca and 30mg dbol (heavy for me) this time round.
All pharma btw and the results are quite drastic.
TBH I love the full shapely look that gear gives.
You not thought about TRT?
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I think I'll play it by ear... My training and physique are ok clean, if that changes in the future I might weigh it up... If the UK was like America in regards to dishing out meds for fun id def go for the nhs route, i think you'd have to be almost be a eunoch before you'd get a test script here tho..
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I think I'll play it by ear... My training and physique are ok clean, if that changes in the future I might weigh it up... If the UK was like America in regards to dishing out meds for fun id def go for the nhs route, i think you'd have to be almost be a eunoch before you'd get a test script here tho..
I dont know anyone on prescribed TRT from here.
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I know a few lads who've tried, one gad near zero levels for a year and he still never got owt, not even the shitty gel
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Bro I struggle with that regularly. I don't get to use hgh though:( wish I did. I just use my test tren combo all the time ugh I'm so addicted to that look I have years and years and years of that stuff saved incase something happens to me I still have my gear :) and my drol that is my compounds. I didn't get to move home though I had a kid when I was 17 and just married his mom five years later. We're happy but it's kind of like living a secret life. Sounds like you can relate to that. You like can't talk about how into it you really are. Hell I've gotten to a point where I have to hide it. However I have become very efficient at finding bare minimums on what you really need in the sport. It's hard to explain why your broke when your kid has what the fuck ever and needs meds and you can't buy your what the fuck ever supplement. So that was a challenge I do think I figured out what I need to atleast maintain an amazing physique.
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Bro I struggle with that regularly. I don't get to use hgh though:( wish I did. I just use my test tren combo all the time ugh I'm so addicted to that look I have years and years and years of that stuff saved incase something happens to me I still have my gear :) and my drol that is my compounds. I didn't get to move home though I had a kid when I was 17 and just married his mom five years later. We're happy but it's kind of like living a secret life. Sounds like you can relate to that. You like can't talk about how into it you really are. Hell I've gotten to a point where I have to hide it. However I have become very efficient at finding bare minimums on what you really need in the sport. It's hard to explain why your broke when your kid has what the fuck ever and needs meds and you can't buy your what the fuck ever supplement. So that was a challenge I do think I figured out what I need to atleast maintain an amazing physique.
I've never hid it, all the women knew what they were getting with... The girl im with now is cool about it all, if it took money away from the house or the kids shed be in the right in giving me shit.. But as a dad you should put your family 1st all the time
Fuck supplements, protein powder, food and gear is all you need for a good physique, everything else is a waste of money, even protein powder is'nt really needed
I even eat frozen cod several times per day as its the cheapest protein source, big bags of rice works out cheap as fuck, I get eggs cheap from local shop, budget tuna etc etc...dont look any different from when I was eating chicken and steaks all day
All I need to look good is 1ml of prop & 1ml tren 3 times a week...that will have be at 17 odd st at very low %, or take nothing and look ok with no steroid bills at all...
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Are you using less and less as you get on then... I think after this summer ( wedding )I might keep off for good, turn 34 next year, im struggling for reasons to carry on using... I'm quite happy with how i look in the gym, never enjoyed jabbing that much
i stopped using (last shot was in early May) and was surprised how much I kept.
i've beat the addiction so I'm only going to do maybe 2 short 3-4 week low dose oral cycles a year for an added boost. Orals only because getting back into shots could escalate things.
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i stopped using (last shot was in early May) and was surprised how much I kept.
i've beat the addiction so I'm only going to do maybe 2 short 3-4 week low dose oral cycles a year for an added boost. Orals only because getting back into shots could escalate things.
Nice man good to hear. If i was a real man id come off even my TRT but i dont know if im ready. Orals can mess up lipids bad tho
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Eh training without juice sounds just awful. From my experience Im starting to think a lot of guys really overshoot. Local hero hit pretty much everything on the head fish rice and eggs. Lol I'd like to state Im not poor. I work very hard. I am into efficiency. Tren and test is the way to go. I know a couple guys this year who did very very well on the competition level I was happy for them and am happy I get to talk to them. One went pro but looks like that's as far as he'll go he's a nut job. The other just runs test and tren and is a high level national competitor. The other just won a big show I actually mentored him and he won his weight class and is doing nationals this year. Now it's my turn lol. All these guys never shoot over 400mgs of test either.
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just 400mg test fair play to him if thats true
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400mg of test not combined gear bro... Like they run some gear just not very high test
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ahh ok makes more sense
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I don't know if we're still on the subject of addiction but even if I'm kind of new to that scene, I can see a potentiel for addiction. Testosterone makes you feel like a god so it might be tempting to overdo it....
I have a very addictive personality, bordeline obsessive compulsive and I have to talk to myself not to inject more than what was originally planned :-\
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Umm ya bro not like it's an i over did it thing. It's more like you find what works and just continually do it. Like rain man. You'll get a routine you'll have your meals you'll have your workout schedule. And when you get a good combo you do a lot to always keep that in place. It's not like fn heroin or crack where you keep plugging more and more. While some tardos do that most quit when they get sides and back it down. The addiction is more of a inhave to constantly get better and better and better. The strive to be the perfect human being. However Imo I think mentality needs to be worked in on that as well.
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i agree - with rec drugs the addiction is to feel high its to ESCAPE from the world
with gear you get addicted to the bodybuilding life, addicted to improvment seing numbers on the scale go up - or seing how shredded you can get.
when you have been on a while, that 'god' feeling goes away, infact you dont feel any different atall really all the sides dissapear.
like above, you get addicted to routine, eating, training, jabbing - if your sesible it can easily fit aroundyour current life, unless your current life is partying
unlike rec drugs, it wont effect work ect, it may make you slightly more short fused, but tbh that goes away when you blast and cruise aswell - after a certain amount of time, almost like your body excepts the hormones as natural now.
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Bro I struggle with that regularly. I don't get to use hgh though:( wish I did. I just use my test tren combo all the time ugh I'm so addicted to that look I have years and years and years of that stuff saved incase something happens to me I still have my gear :) and my drol that is my compounds. I didn't get to move home though I had a kid when I was 17 and just married his mom five years later. We're happy but it's kind of like living a secret life. Sounds like you can relate to that. You like can't talk about how into it you really are. Hell I've gotten to a point where I have to hide it. However I have become very efficient at finding bare minimums on what you really need in the sport. It's hard to explain why your broke when your kid has what the fuck ever and needs meds and you can't buy your what the fuck ever supplement. So that was a challenge I do think I figured out what I need to atleast maintain an amazing physique.
when you talk about a secrete life, eg, i see my gf , wed, fri, sat,sun stay over fri - sund
if she asks me to come round another day i just say i cant, why? coz ive got to train will mess up my whole scheduel other wise. - she doesnt understand its just the gym to her so what if you miss a few days....but to us it drives you crazyyyy if you miss sessions.
same with grear - she like you dont need gear when you cam off ( for 3 weeks ) you looked the same - which was bolllocks as i lost 20 lbs lol.
its almost like they dont understand and its hard to convey how we feel about bodybuilding without sounding like a fuck up haha
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Every show I did I ended up dumping the girl at the time, was just too hard work dealing with there shit and getting everything done... That added to the fact that every girl that passes you becomes a potential fuck as your ego is huge, you look the best you've ever looked in your life
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I've always been OCD, but AAS haven't really made me feel much different. I don't get any sort of euphoric feeling from them and i've used over 5g's of combined AAS a few times. They do make me feel more confident and a little more aggressive. Typically i have more energy throughout the day as well.
I've done a lot of rec drugs in my life, but AAS have never really given me that indestructable "God" complex many people get. However, you get enough whiskey in me it's a little different. ;D
I honestly think getting into gear helped me become more strict with my diet and daily lifestyle. I'm more structured now and have been for the past 10 years. When i take time off from gear, which is rare, i usually feel a little depressed for a few weeks, but it goes away quickly after a few weeks. Now that i'm older, i tend to blast and cruise, feel great year round and i never go over 1g of combined AAS. Focus on health a lot more these days as i have found that getting older my body reacts differently to AAS.
It is interesting to hear everyone's with gear. I think it's been a great choice i made in life, such a shame it's illegal. Always have my TRT dose and script, but i like to run around 600-800mg most of the year of combined AAS.
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yeah i dont get the god complex effect anymore.
doesnt effect me too much only thing is the paranoia which creeps in from time to time and have to remind myself its the high tren.
im suprised ive stayed with my mrs as long as i have tbh... shes the typical idiot GH15 type he suggests to avoid, nails with the squared false tip always square haha, fake hair, fake tan. but suprising deals with me quite well. Aanother analysis he made which was incorrect, some girls just like to look good, doesnt mean there whores lol.
she costs money though and gear costs money this is usually what makes me want to end it lol spending money on her when i could up my GH dose lol