Damn, the father of this dude failed him.
He‘s right about a lot of things, you just need to look objectively at it. People hate on guys like him because they don‘t want to hear the cold hard truth.
Cooper himself, from a looks standpoint is about a 3.
this is a perfect explanation. All of this is true, however, people always justify their position. ''raising someone elses kid is great'' lol ya right
Damn, the father of this dude failed him.Matt, Rich or both?
Thank you for posting this, FitnessFrenzy.
As for helping me spiritually...nah. I'm spiritually dead right now.
I don't mind sharing every story, but my friends tell me not to.
I've been lied to so much, I'm just spiritually defeated. Not dead - but in some way it's worse than being dead.
I'm reminded of Vanilla Ice in 1994, and how he wanted to commit suicide. He had $25 million in the bank - yet wanted to commit suicide.
I'm not suicidal, luckily. I'm spiritually defeated, which makes me hesitate to start new projects.
Seeing a White female police officer in town get assaulted by an Indigenous woman...and for the COP to be reprimanded...it just makes me want to avoid people.
In Georgia, a police officer [last name = Rolfe] was fired for shooting Rayshard Brooks, who punched his partner, and shot a taser at the head of Rolfe [he missed].
Is this the world we live in?
I have some potential, even still at 39. I could throw my hat in writing [non-fiction], I could start another website or YouTube channel [non-bodybuilding], I could exceed all my previous top lifts...I could do some things.
But again, I'm spiritually dead.
Probably 1 of 2, or 1 of 3 times I go out without a mask, some paranoid hysteric gives me a scowl. I'm surrounded by overweight, opioid-addicted alcoholics here in Canada, who are condemning me for not being sick.
It's just depressing.
And that's just COVID.
How does one rebuild trust after being lied to so much?
Today is another day on the couch for me, watching TV in my empty house.
There's a lot I can do...but I take things personally more than most people. And when I commit to a project or help someone, it's not casual - I go "ALL IN". So if I get treated poorly, I tend to resent it deeply, and not want to try again.
On the plus side...my physical health and home workouts are going well. My medical tests have all been good.
I'm blessed. Don't ever let me tell you otherwise. But I am spiritually defeated. We live in a world where stating observable facts can get us in trouble.
And every time I want to commit to a project, I stop and think...do I want that to be me?
Again, thank you for posting Richard Cooper. I went to high with a Richard Cooper. I also like and recommend Better Bachelor:
Matt what is your relationship like with your father?
heres a question Matt
do you have friends in TB?
Do you want me to move there so you have someone to hang with? I couldnt give an eighth of a shit where I live, I have total freedom.
Im actually serious. Ask hazbin, I moved to Calgary on a couple days notice to hang out with him
My dad had TDS, but would never admit it.
I think growing up when liberalism was more rational and stable has prevented him from seeing how the extreme SJW branch of liberalism has really gotten out of hand. I don't think he would admit to it.
When I make a good point about some of the Liberal Party of Canada scandals, I wish my dad would acknowledge me...but he won't. He knows when I'm making a good point...he just won't say it.
My issues are all the ones I've stated. I'll post some videos showing what I mean.
Canada has gone full SJW, and I just want no part of it.
I just told you a story of two White police officers who got reprimanded or fired for DEFENDING THEMSELVES, and you come on here and ask about my relationship with my dad.
Dave - bro, dude:
We live in a culture where White people WILL be fired - even CHARGED - for defending themselves against a person of colour. I presented EVIDENCE proving that, and you dodge the issue, and suggest I have family issues.
Dave:
When a Black man shoots a taser at a White police officer's head, does that White police officer have the right to defend himself?
Yes or no?
Answer the question - don't try imposing some psychoanalytic explanation for the nature of my concerns right now.
Do White people have the right to defend themselves when non-White people assault them?
Yes or no?
Dave - check this one out. This is SO AWESOME!!! THIS IS GOING TO MAKE THE USA SO MUCH BETTER! MURDERS WENT THROUGH THE ROOF IN 2020, BUT YOU FIGURED ME OUT: I HAVE DADDY ISSUES. YEP!
I'm not concerned that my daughters are now 5-10 times as likely to be raped and murdered! I'm not concerned that Black crime in Thunder Bay has resulted in 30x the frequency of gang violence in my city in the past 8-9 years. Nope! I have daddy issues.
LOL.
I like your posts, Dave...but come on now.
Do you approve of this? Yes or no?:
Hey Josh, sorry I missed this. I just woke up at 5:30pm. Catching up now.
I have friends here, but Ontario is under a full lock-down, and has an 8pm curfew. I don't follow these rules, but probably half of my friends do.
Gyms are still closed.
I have some long-term issues I may not ever be able to resolve.
And I know a lot of people get into a rut, and make excuses for their inactivity.
But I'm not making up the fact that gyms here are closed. YouTube and Big Tech is targeting anyone who supported Trump, or is even simply not an SJW.
Steve Kuclo was banned from Twitter for being openly Republican. Kirstie Alley has 80,000 Twitter followers removed for supporting Trump.
And that's my issue, Josh. I refuse to censor myself. I want to be respectful when I discuss controversial topics - but I refuse to muzzle myself completely, or post behind an anonymous screen name, out of fear of threats by SJW's.
And in the end, it's just frustrating to constantly deal with it - even for those who are tough and have thick skin.
But all that aside...I still have COVID lock-downs to contend with in Thunder Bay / Ontario.
It's not just that things are locked down - it's that we have a LOT of paranoid here.
My sister visited here from England, and told me that she has seen NO CITY as paranoid as Thunder Bay.
I mean, calling the police on someone for not wearing a mask, who is legally exempt?
Have you experienced some of these paranoid people where you are?
If so, do you have any tips to deal with it?
Matt in your post were you talking about social injustice of black vs white and the world we live in OR were you talking about how you can't trust people and you've been lied to so often and women let you down?
I'm more curious why you keep finding the same type of women and blame them instead of yourself for not setting a higher standard.
As far as white cop shooting a black dude I dont see it as simple as that. I saw a cop who was in a fight with a criminal and in the moment he used the force he felt necessary to save his life. Adding in the race of the individuals makes a great headline but if the white guy was a racist the black guy was a dangerous criminal so how much does that change?
Anyhow i'm sorry I asked.
You are right - k brought up two separate matters there.
Ok, so you asked about women, and the potential psychological basis for that:
In 2000, at age 18, I fell deeply in what I thought was love, for the first time ever. It was such a painful experience, my brain shut down my ability to love. I think it impacted my epigenetics. The experience was so painful, my brain wouldn't let me love.
Fast forward another 18 years, and for reasons I just don't understand, I fell in love again.
This woman withheld the fact that she was a 5-year opioid addict. She spent $20,000 of my money, and did not even hold my hand. All the while, I could have been sleeping with my other female friends, but I dedicated entirely to her.
Because I thought I was in love. And all my life, never having any problems getting women - tell me, Dave:
WHAT are the odds that the ONE woman my brain let me love after 18 YEARS of shutting down my ability to live, would my love be given to a woman who I did more for than ANY other, who took advantage of me more than ANY other women, and lied to me about everything?
I kept wondering...what am I doing wrong? I have NEVER done more for a woman in my life, aside from the mothers of my children.
Then what happened when I ditched her? After her initial breakdown on Instagram, guess who she dates?
A 36-year-old man on welfare!
And THAT was the issue - it wasn't that I wasn't good enough - it's that I wasn't BAD enough.
She KNEW there was no way a man who has what I have would keep her. She needed a man that made her comfortable while she remained a drug addict janitor with no post-secondary education, no money, no savings, who lives with her parents at 29 [now 32].
She hinted to me she thought I would move on to another woman - and to be fair, once I found out she was an opiate addict who slept with over 30 men, I WOULD have left her.
But only because she lied to me.
So Dave, to summarize:
My entire experience with women has been wonderful.
But what are the odds that the second woman I felt I "loved", and the first since age 18, would have turned out to be such a wretched, drug-addicted, slutty, lying piece of trash.
The one woman literally invested everything into - my heart and mind, if not my soul - was also the woman who took advantage of me more than any other, was more wretched to me than any other, and did almost nothing for me, while spending my money.
Simply knowing women who see no problem taking $20,000 from a man, and not even holding his hand is acceptable has made me not even want to know new women - due to the risk of experiencing this again.
After spending the first $10,000 on her, including buying her a queen-sized bed because she told me her boyfriend destroyed her bed when she dumped him, I said "I know you have PTSD from your ex, but I was wondering if we could just hold hands, since I have spent $10,000 on you so far, and it's just weighing on me."
This is how she responded:
"Do you think spending money on me entitles you to hold my hand?"
You...FUCKING BITCH. it wasn't "money" that I spent - it was TEN THOUSAND FUCKING DOLLARS at that point. And I spent it on meaningful things, like the queen-sized bed I bought her to replace the one she claimed her boyfriend destroyed, and I paid for counselling sessions to help her heal from her bad relationship. On top of that, I singularly devoted hours of my time to support her, getting NOTHING out of the deal, all the while, I could have been sleeping with female friends.
And when I made the most BASIC REQUEST POSSIBLE - merely HOLDING HANDS - when my financial support one hit $10,000, she insinuated my request was out of line.
Like a woman saying "Do you think just because you bought me dinner, I owe you sex?"
And THAT is how feminism poisons women's brains. They think men owe them EVERYTHING, and that men are entitled to expect nothing, as they feel no guilt taking anything they want from men.
Women are culturally trained to believe men owe them.
And by the way:
As an autistic men, I REFUSE to play games. I'm not genetically able to understand them. So what I do is I EXPLICITLY ASK WOMEN: "Are you attracted to me? Because I'm attracted to you, so if the feeling is mutual, I'm interested and prepared to have intercourse with you. After all - it's just fluid exchange."
^ I'm joking. Sort of. But I DO ask women if I have a chance with her. Normally by text.
And I ONLY pursue women who explicitly say yes.
And this woman DID say yes.
But she knows she can't keep a man with options. She even texted me saying she wouldn't want to be Baby Mommy #3 of 4, or even 5.
That's her way of saying she knows I have options, and that concerns her.
I figured her history of dating only losers should make me a catch.
But no - she WANTED to date losers. So she didn't feel bad being a loser herself, and so she is the "prize" in the relationship. And to control the breakup.
But Jordan Peterson said [and she HATED HIM for saying this] that women dating weak men is a HORRIBLE strategy.
Ultimately, those men just end up living on the women who go for them.
My doctor said:
Women would rather share a winner then date s loser.
But some women only date losers, in order to have a man they can control. As Peterson said - it's a horrible strategy.
And I fell for such a woman. But this was only my second time being in "love". So despite my age, I didn't know the signs.
And to be fair - withholding the fact that she was a 5-year opiate addict from me, and that she slept with over 30 men by 29, while purposely giving me the OPPOSITE impression... that's why I fell for her.
Oh...and boyfriend who "abused" her:
She is into BDSM, and asked him engage in BDSM with him.
He took it too far, and she claimed a abuse. That was yet a another lie: she REQUESTED he slap and hit her during sex.
Oh...
And I caught her watching rape porn on my computer.
I called her out on it. She denied it. I was like "So when you were using my computer at the time the BDSM porn was being watched, it wasn't you?"
Lying bitch.
So to summarize: I fell for her based on lies. I did more for than any woman in life that I didn't have a baby with, based on irrational feelings of love based on her LIES. Major lies.
And after that experience, with only that ONE woman...I've lost so much trust for women...I just don't see it ever coming back.
I had such amazing experiences with the most beautiful woman when it was just casual sex.
The one woman I did more than anyone for...and I was never treated worse.
So as I continue to recover from that experience, all I can say about women is:
I can never be their boyfriend or husband. But I can be their own on the side.
Some day, again.
I've only ever been a side boyfriend. That's all I'll ever be. And that's all I want to be.
The pain of a broken heart - and the potential of s broken mind and spirit to go with it. It's just to much for me to bear.
Thanks for asking, Dave.
It was only one woman. While I do think I will recover... it's been a long road so far.
I appreciate your support.
Thank you.
I could easily see where a 36 year old welfare bum is a steep step up from you.
Matt, how often do you think the last girlfriend cheated on you?
While you were at home paying her bills do you think she was out riding cock like a fat kid on a Disneyland ride? I am starting to see why you think all vagina tastes like stale man batter.
You are right - I brought up two separate matters there.
Ok, so you asked about women, and the potential psychological basis for that:
In 2000, at age 18, I fell deeply in what I thought was love, for the first time ever. It was such a painful experience, my brain shut down my ability to love. I think it impacted my epigenetics. The experience was so painful, my brain wouldn't let me love.
Fast forward another 18 years, and for reasons I just don't understand, I fell in love again.
This woman withheld the fact that she was a 5-year opioid addict. She spent $20,000 of my money, and did not even hold my hand. All the while, I could have been sleeping with my other female friends, but I dedicated entirely to her.
Because I thought I was in love. And all my life, never having any problems getting women - tell me, Dave:
WHAT are the odds that the ONE woman my brain let me love after 18 YEARS of shutting down my ability to love, would my love be given to a woman who I did more for than ANY other, who took advantage of me more than ANY other women, and lied to me about everything?
I kept wondering...what am I doing wrong? I have NEVER done more for a woman in my life, aside from the mothers of my children.
Then what happened when I ditched her? After her initial breakdown on Instagram, guess who she dates?
A 36-year-old man on welfare!
And THAT was the issue - it wasn't that I wasn't good enough - it's that I wasn't BAD enough.
She KNEW there was no way a man who has what I have would keep her. She needed a man that made her comfortable while she remained a drug addict janitor with no post-secondary education, no money, no savings, who lives with her parents at 29 [now 32].
She hinted to me she thought I would move on to another woman - and to be fair, whenever I would have found out she was an opiate addict who slept with over 30 men, I WOULD have left her.
I stayed - but only because she lied to me.
So Dave, to summarize:
My entire experience with women has been wonderful.
But what are the odds that the second woman I felt I "loved", and the first since age 18, would have turned out to be such a wretched, drug-addicted, slutty, lying piece of trash?
The one woman I literally invested everything into - my heart and mind, if not my soul - was also the woman who took advantage of me more than any other, was more wretched to me than any other, and did almost nothing for me, while spending as much of my money she could pressure me into giving her.
Simply knowing there are women out there who see no problem taking $20,000 from a man, and think not even holding his hand is acceptable has made me not even want to know new women - due to the risk of experiencing this again.
After spending the first $10,000 on her, including buying her a queen-sized bed because she told me her boyfriend destroyed her bed when she dumped him, I said "I know you have PTSD from your ex, but I was wondering if we could just hold hands, since I have spent $10,000 on you so far, and it's starting to weigh on me."
This is how she responded:
"Do you think spending money on me entitles you to hold my hand?"
You...FUCKING BITCH. it wasn't "money" that I spent - it was TEN THOUSAND FUCKING DOLLARS at that point. And I spent it on meaningful things, like the queen-sized bed I bought her to replace the one she claimed her boyfriend destroyed, and I paid for counselling sessions to help her heal from her bad relationship. On top of that, I singularly devoted hours of my time to support her, getting NOTHING out of the deal, all the while, I could have been sleeping with female friends.
And when I made the most BASIC REQUEST POSSIBLE - merely HOLDING HANDS - when my financial support hit $10,000, she insinuated my request was out of line. As if expecting the MINIMUM level of physical contact after all the energy I invested into her was somehow akin to exploiting her sexually. Women like her are the ultimate consequence of feminism constantly telling women that men exist only to exploit them. It messes with their minds so much, they literally feel exploited while THEY are exploiting men. Not all women, naturally - but women like the one I suffered through are the direct consequence of feminism forcing a victimization complex on them, while none exist. And it compromises their ability to rationally assess reality so much that they think they are being exploited by men going out of their way for them!
No wonder she lost her mind when I cut ties. That's when she saw our time together for what it was: a man who cared about her deeply, getting nothing in return. And internalized feminism brainwashed her to push me away. Only when she lost me completely, did she fight to get me back.
In what WORLD is asking a woman if we can hold hands on par with sexual exploitation? But this is what feminism trains women to believe - that men are only ever oppressors.
Like a woman saying "Do you think just because you bought me dinner, I owe you sex?"
THAT is a reasonable position to hold. But simply asking to hold hands so I could get the minimal physical contact necessary TO PREVENT MY MENTAL HEALTH FROM COLLAPSING, after investing $10,000 of my money, and spending all day for two months helping her in every way I could, is a BEYOND REASONABLE request for ANY man to make.
Of course, ANY man would have ditched the bitch way before that point. But what can I say - I was a fool in "love".
And THAT is how feminism poisons women's brains. They think men owe them EVERYTHING, and that men are entitled to expect nothing, as they feel no guilt taking anything they want from men.
Women are culturally trained to believe men owe them.
And by the way:
As an autistic men, I REFUSE to play games. I'm not genetically able to understand body language. I need black and white, objective answers. So what I do is I EXPLICITLY ASK WOMEN: "Are you attracted to me? Because I'm attracted to you, so if the feeling is mutual, I'm interested and prepared to have intercourse with you. After all - it's just fluid exchange."
^ I'm joking. Sort of. But I DO ask women if I have a chance with her. Normally by text.
And I ONLY pursue women who explicitly say yes.
And this woman DID explicitly tell me she was attracted to me and interested - multiple times.
But she knows she can't keep a man with options. She even texted me saying she wouldn't want to be Baby Mommy #3 of 4, or even 5.
That's her way of saying she knows I have options, and that concerns her.
I figured her history of dating only losers should make me a catch.
But no - she WANTS to date losers. So she doesn't feel bad being a loser herself, and so she is the "prize" in the relationship. And to control the breakup.
But Jordan Peterson said [and she HATED HIM for saying this] that women dating weak men is a HORRIBLE strategy.
Ultimately, those men just end up living on the women who go for them.
My doctor said:
Women would rather share a winner than date a loser.
But some women only date losers, in order to have a man they can control. As Jordan Peterson said - it's a horrible strategy.
And I fell for such a woman. But this was only my second time being in "love". So despite my age, I didn't know the signs.
And to be fair - withholding the fact that she was a 5-year opiate addict from me, and that she slept with over 30 men by 29, while purposely giving me the OPPOSITE impression... that's why I fell for her. Based on lies.
Oh...and as for the ex-boyfriend who "abused" her:
She is into BDSM, and asked him engage in BDSM with him.
He took it too far, and she claimed abuse. That was yet a another lie: she REQUESTED he slap and hit her during sex.
Oh...
And I caught her watching rape porn on my computer.
I called her out on it. She denied it. I was like "So when you were using my computer at the time the BDSM porn was being watched, it wasn't you?"
Lying bitch.
So to summarize: I fell for her based on lies. I did more for than any woman in life that I didn't have a baby with, based on irrational feelings of love based on her LIES. Major lies.
And after that experience, with only that ONE woman...I've lost so much trust for women...I just don't see it ever coming back. I CANNOT risk meeting another woman like her.
I had such amazing experiences with the most beautiful woman when it was just casual sex.
Then the ONE woman I did more than anyone for...and I was never treated worse. WHAT ARE THE ODDS? And I am a master at protecting myself from such people. But I failed - and I failed at the worst possible time!
So as I continue to recover from that experience, all I can say about women is:
I can never be their boyfriend or husband. But I can be their own on the side.
Some day, again.
I've only ever been a side boyfriend. That's all I'll ever be. And that's all I want to be.
The pain of a broken heart - and the potential of a broken mind and spirit to go with it. It's just to much for me to bear.
Thanks for asking, Dave.
It was only one woman. While I do think I will recover... it's been a long road so far.
I appreciate your support.
Thank you.
Her boyfriend posted on Facebook that he couldn't pay back a $264 tax bill because be spent the money on groceries, lol. He wrote that he should at least be able to pay the money back in two installments, the way he got it.
So I texted her, and said "I noticed your boyfriend can't afford to pay his tax bill. Does he need a hand? Would you like me to lend him some money so that he can afford to buy his groceries? LMAO."
That text made her lose her shit. She replied "OK, I'm calling the cops."
Haha, seriously - these women who date bums in order to control them, and be the "prize" - I have NEVER seen that strategy end well. One woman told me in the end, women who date losers in order to control them always end up with a man who lives off them.
That's what the man who was with the woman I was with before she was with me did - lived off her in her grandma's house, who had just died.
And then she bitched about him constantly. Fucking idiot: you select losers in order to have the upper hand. And then you're SHOCKED when they REMAIN deadbeats?
Women don't seem to grasp that you can't really change people. Yet some take on men as projects to fix.
Very good question, Walter.
Again, keep in mind, I was an ATM for her. She was at my house 8-10 hours a day [to get access to my money], and worked full-time as a janitor. And she lived with her mommy and daddy.
Truth be told, there wouldn't have been much time for her to cheat. Not much, anyway.
Also, she had some very bad sexual experiences with her ex of BDSM going to far. SHE requested it, but regardless, it was taken to far.
So I think that the BDSM hitting and choking damaged her sexuality and sex drive a bit - not to mention the masses of Percocets she was buying with my money. Percocets/opiates reduce sex drive...or prevent/delay orgasm at least [by retaining sexual fluids]
Don't get me wrong - you bring up a valid question. But all things considered, I don't think she was having much sex, if any at all.
By August 2018, I had enough waiting. I fucked four women that month.
That is NOT my style, but WTF benefit was I getting waiting and waiting for NOTHING?
God, what a horrible experience.
Have you ever dated lying piece of trash, Walter?
You are right - I brought up two separate matters there.
Ok, so you asked about women, and the potential psychological basis for that:
In 2000, at age 18, I fell deeply in what I thought was love, for the first time ever. It was such a painful experience, my brain shut down my ability to love. I think it impacted my epigenetics. The experience was so painful, my brain wouldn't let me love.
Fast forward another 18 years, and for reasons I just don't understand, I fell in love again.
This woman withheld the fact that she was a 5-year opioid addict. She spent $20,000 of my money, and did not even hold my hand. All the while, I could have been sleeping with my other female friends, but I dedicated entirely to her.
Because I thought I was in love. And all my life, never having any problems getting women - tell me, Dave:
WHAT are the odds that the ONE woman my brain let me love after 18 YEARS of shutting down my ability to love, would my love be given to a woman who I did more for than ANY other, who took advantage of me more than ANY other women, and lied to me about everything?
I kept wondering...what am I doing wrong? I have NEVER done more for a woman in my life, aside from the mothers of my children.
Then what happened when I ditched her? After her initial breakdown on Instagram, guess who she dates?
A 36-year-old man on welfare!
And THAT was the issue - it wasn't that I wasn't good enough - it's that I wasn't BAD enough.
She KNEW there was no way a man who has what I have would keep her. She needed a man that made her comfortable while she remained a drug addict janitor with no post-secondary education, no money, no savings, who lives with her parents at 29 [now 32].
She hinted to me she thought I would move on to another woman - and to be fair, whenever I would have found out she was an opiate addict who slept with over 30 men, I WOULD have left her.
I stayed - but only because she lied to me.
So Dave, to summarize:
My entire experience with women has been wonderful.
But what are the odds that the second woman I felt I "loved", and the first since age 18, would have turned out to be such a wretched, drug-addicted, slutty, lying piece of trash?
The one woman I literally invested everything into - my heart and mind, if not my soul - was also the woman who took advantage of me more than any other, was more wretched to me than any other, and did almost nothing for me, while spending as much of my money she could pressure me into giving her.
Simply knowing there are women out there who see no problem taking $20,000 from a man, and think not even holding his hand is acceptable has made me not even want to know new women - due to the risk of experiencing this again.
After spending the first $10,000 on her, including buying her a queen-sized bed because she told me her boyfriend destroyed her bed when she dumped him, I said "I know you have PTSD from your ex, but I was wondering if we could just hold hands, since I have spent $10,000 on you so far, and it's starting to weigh on me."
This is how she responded:
"Do you think spending money on me entitles you to hold my hand?"
You...FUCKING BITCH. it wasn't "money" that I spent - it was TEN THOUSAND FUCKING DOLLARS at that point. And I spent it on meaningful things, like the queen-sized bed I bought her to replace the one she claimed her boyfriend destroyed, and I paid for counselling sessions to help her heal from her bad relationship. On top of that, I singularly devoted hours of my time to support her, getting NOTHING out of the deal, all the while, I could have been sleeping with female friends.
And when I made the most BASIC REQUEST POSSIBLE - merely HOLDING HANDS - when my financial support hit $10,000, she insinuated my request was out of line. As if expecting the MINIMUM level of physical contact after all the energy I invested into her was somehow akin to exploiting her sexually. Women like her are the ultimate consequence of feminism constantly telling women that men exist only to exploit them. It messes with their minds so much, they literally feel exploited while THEY are exploiting men. Not all women, naturally - but women like the one I suffered through are the direct consequence of feminism forcing a victimization complex on them, while none exist. And it compromises their ability to rationally assess reality so much that they think they are being exploited by men going out of their way for them!
No wonder she lost her mind when I cut ties. That's when she saw our time together for what it was: a man who cared about her deeply, getting nothing in return. And internalized feminism brainwashed her to push me away. Only when she lost me completely, did she fight to get me back.
In what WORLD is asking a woman if we can hold hands on par with sexual exploitation? But this is what feminism trains women to believe - that men are only ever oppressors.
Like a woman saying "Do you think just because you bought me dinner, I owe you sex?"
THAT is a reasonable position to hold. But simply asking to hold hands so I could get the minimal physical contact necessary TO PREVENT MY MENTAL HEALTH FROM COLLAPSING, after investing $10,000 of my money, and spending all day for two months helping her in every way I could, is a BEYOND REASONABLE request for ANY man to make.
Of course, ANY man would have ditched the bitch way before that point. But what can I say - I was a fool in "love".
And THAT is how feminism poisons women's brains. They think men owe them EVERYTHING, and that men are entitled to expect nothing, as they feel no guilt taking anything they want from men.
Women are culturally trained to believe men owe them.
And by the way:
As an autistic men, I REFUSE to play games. I'm not genetically able to understand body language. I need black and white, objective answers. So what I do is I EXPLICITLY ASK WOMEN: "Are you attracted to me? Because I'm attracted to you, so if the feeling is mutual, I'm interested and prepared to have intercourse with you. After all - it's just fluid exchange."
^ I'm joking. Sort of. But I DO ask women if I have a chance with her. Normally by text.
And I ONLY pursue women who explicitly say yes.
And this woman DID explicitly tell me she was attracted to me and interested - multiple times.
But she knows she can't keep a man with options. She even texted me saying she wouldn't want to be Baby Mommy #3 of 4, or even 5.
That's her way of saying she knows I have options, and that concerns her.
I figured her history of dating only losers should make me a catch.
But no - she WANTS to date losers. So she doesn't feel bad being a loser herself, and so she is the "prize" in the relationship. And to control the breakup.
But Jordan Peterson said [and she HATED HIM for saying this] that women dating weak men is a HORRIBLE strategy.
Ultimately, those men just end up living on the women who go for them.
My doctor said:
Women would rather share a winner than date a loser.
But some women only date losers, in order to have a man they can control. As Jordan Peterson said - it's a horrible strategy.
And I fell for such a woman. But this was only my second time being in "love". So despite my age, I didn't know the signs.
And to be fair - withholding the fact that she was a 5-year opiate addict from me, and that she slept with over 30 men by 29, while purposely giving me the OPPOSITE impression... that's why I fell for her. Based on lies.
Oh...and as for the ex-boyfriend who "abused" her:
She is into BDSM, and asked him engage in BDSM with him.
He took it too far, and she claimed abuse. That was yet a another lie: she REQUESTED he slap and hit her during sex.
Oh...
And I caught her watching rape porn on my computer.
I called her out on it. She denied it. I was like "So when you were using my computer at the time the BDSM porn was being watched, it wasn't you?"
Lying bitch.
So to summarize: I fell for her based on lies. I did more for than any woman in life that I didn't have a baby with, based on irrational feelings of love based on her LIES. Major lies.
And after that experience, with only that ONE woman...I've lost so much trust for women...I just don't see it ever coming back. I CANNOT risk meeting another woman like her.
I had such amazing experiences with the most beautiful woman when it was just casual sex.
Then the ONE woman I did more than anyone for...and I was never treated worse. WHAT ARE THE ODDS? And I am a master at protecting myself from such people. But I failed - and I failed at the worst possible time!
So as I continue to recover from that experience, all I can say about women is:
I can never be their boyfriend or husband. But I can be their own on the side.
Some day, again.
I've only ever been a side boyfriend. That's all I'll ever be. And that's all I want to be.
The pain of a broken heart - and the potential of a broken mind and spirit to go with it. It's just to much for me to bear.
Thanks for asking, Dave.
It was only one woman. While I do think I will recover... it's been a long road so far.
I appreciate your support.
Thank you.
You said you spent $20k on her. I think I speak for everyone when I say we’d like to hear about the 10K you dropped on her AFTER she refused to hold your hand. ;D
Seriously, with simps like you to be found, it’s a wonder any chick even needs OnlyFans!
Seriously, with simps like you to be found, it’s a wonder any chick even needs OnlyFans!
That guy is so annoying! Just another pathetic “red pill MGTOW” jackass whining about women 24/7 yet giving advice on how to get them.
Matt, you’re not exempt from simping just because you have a house and access to sexual partners.
Simping is being a beta Cuck Phaggot giving money to and buying things for a chick in the hopes ofholding her handgetting laid.
Any simp can claim the defense of ‘BUT I Was in LOVE’
It only makes you sound more SIMPY.
I tell simps all the time — don’t spend a dime until she gives up the pussy. And the simps I tell that to are teenagers. How could a 40 year old ‘man’ still not know that?
Matt, you’re not exempt from simping just because you have a house and access to sexual partners.
Simping is being a beta Cuck Phaggot giving money to and buying things for a chick in the hopes ofholding her handgetting laid.
Any simp can claim the defense of ‘BUT I Was in LOVE’
It only makes you sound more SIMPY.
I tell simps all the time — don’t spend a dime until she gives up the pussy. And the simps I tell that to are teenagers. How could a 40 year old ‘man’ still not know that?
Hey I skipped over all of those long redundant posts that tell me someone needs to see a shrink like yesterday.
Dont bother with cliff notes......PLEASE
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Now you’re just lying to yourself Matt because you can’t cope with the truth. That chick had more cock in her than all the pairs of Hanes underwear worldwide. Technically speaking eating that pussy was basically sucking cock by proxy.
Although on the other hand, she would have been a stabilizing influence for your kids.
Let’s just say.... I don’t have time for the kind of shit you involve yourself in.
You a grower Matty?
I remember this video from many years ago. Can you still do this many push-ups using the same sequence of sets and reps?
You're posting a photo of me in better shape than 90% of men, as proof of...of what exactly?
That I'm in better shape than 90% of men?
Like are you a complete fucking retard? In WHAT PLANET is a man with a physique like that not in better shape than 90% of men?
Any man with that level of muscularity could walk in any indoor pool in North America, and be the most in-shape person at least 90% of the time.
That's when I was in my perma-bulking phase. I later found that being 170-lb is much better. 175-lb now, since I've put on some muscle mass with age.
In my gym, there are not even six men stronger than I am. I almost never see anyone bench press 405 or more. Maybe twice a year. Yet you claim you do. If you actually we're that strong, you'd be more like tommywishbone is on here. Tommy KNOWS he's stronger than most men. So he doesn't rip into men weaker than him, because he and any man weaker than him BOTH KNOW where they stand on the hierarchy.
If you were stronger than me, you wouldn't need to insult me, because I wouldn't pose a threat in any way. If a guy who posts here benches 185, I'm not going to insult the guy. Now - if he was getting cocky and claiming to be the strongest guy, then YES, he should be taken down a peg.
But that's not your issue with me. I don't personally attack anyone on this board who doesn't attack me first - which generally means I attack no one. Nor do I make claims about my strength, because unlike you, I post proof of all my lifts, and it speaks for itself.
There's nothing I claim that I haven't proven, so there's no reason to call me out on anything. If I claim anything, there's objective evidence backing me up.
You know you are not stronger than me, better looking, or richer than me. If you did, you could easily post a video tomorrow of you bench pressing 405-lb, and you could upstage me in front of everyone.
You could cover your face in the video, and wear a white shirt that has "Walter Sobchak" written on it in permanent marker.
But we ALL know you don't bench 405, and won't prove shit on here.
So you're lying. My only question is: to what extent are you lying? My guess is that you bench 225x6.
And that's not an insult - that's strong compared to the average man.
If I'm wrong, be sure to post that video of you bench pressing 405, to upstage me to all of Getbig.
Conclusion:
People lie online.
And just so you know - no one here believes you bench press 405, or are a millionaire. In fact, the more often you make claims like that, the less people believe you about anything.
My fellow Getbiggers no doubt think I'm weird - but they do know I'm able to prove my claims.
People don't like admitting that all the time...but they know. And whatever can be said about me, I do have a track record of proving anything I claim.
Good fitness level (and nice outfit - did you borrow it from the Fame musical?)
I thought I posted this, but I don't see the post. Good thing I copy my posts in case of issues like this. To Primemuscle:
Thank you for asking.
Yes, I can.
Since body weight exercises are all I've been doing lately, I can actually exceed that volume for time. People [well - Walter, lol] will claim I'm manipulating the clock if I do that though. Note the clock in that video was in an indoor fitness facility, high on the wall, verifying my output.
I have decided to do Mike Tyson's calisthenics workout [aside from the actual punching/striking, since I have no heavy bag], and let me tell you - it is HARD!
At first I was like - I should be able to do whatever muscle-related exercises Mike Tyson does. I mean - he's a BOXER, not a gym rat. But NO. I found his workout to be VERY difficult.
But, as with most things, it gets easier as you go.
Also, I do my squats below parallel - the guy in the video below does them above parallel. That makes them much easier.
Doing 2,000 below parallel squats in a day is not easy for me. I don't mind saying that. I'm not an egomaniac.
Also, I knew COVID lock-downs were a sham. But I purposely CHOSE to take months off training and sit at home watching YouTube videos. I have no one to blame but myself.
BUT, in my defense: when there are pieces of shit females phoning the police on people for not wearing masks, you can understand why a person would choose to just stay home.
It's like that Better Bachelor video I posted just now - most men are no longer flirting with women publicly, because it just isn't worth the risk. Increasingly, more men don't even want to WORK with a women any more.
Is sex worth losing your job, or being accused of rape?
That's good news for the men remaining in the dating pool: they now have less competition.
Back to my point on masks: my friend owns a gym, and someone reported him to the health unit because someone walked into his gym not wearing a mask. HOW THE FUCK IS HE SUPPOSED TO POLICE SOMEONE WHO ISN'T EVEN IN HIS GYM YET?
Never mind - I forgive myself for not finding a place to train with weights yet. I forgot how insane people are about COVID. Especially in Thunder Bay.
Here is the Mike Tyson workout [and diet] in case anyone is interested:
I'm actually grateful that George Costanza popularized the concept of cold weather penis shrinkage, lol. It applies to all men.
I am open to sending a photo of my erection to OneRepMax.
My cock size is half an inch less than what I would think is the universal ideal. And very...dare I say...PRETTY?
OneRepMax:
If I send you a photo of my cock, can you verify its size and aesthetics to the board?
On that note - and as I said, I'm not an egomaniac, and have no issues at all admitting to something that someone would taunt me for - but I swear to God this bitch from 2018 has impacted my epigenetics.
I used to cum like Peter North. But I find myself not even THINKING about sex anymore. As in, I'm literally not even desiring women in my own headspace, for flip's sake!
A friend of mine claimed his cock shrunk from 8" to 6.4". I was like "How is that even possible?"
But I honestly think I've lost a half inch in my hard-on simply due to non-arousal.
That being said...I DO think I could get it back...but I'm literally not even aroused very much these days.
Seriously, it's fucked up. I've always casually dated women, and been a good host to them, and shown them basic respect and courtesy, had a good rapport, and enjoyed my time with them - but I've always avoided love since that first bad experience at age 18.
So WHAT are the odds that the second [and FINAL] woman I fell in "love" with was an opioid-addicted, slut, lying piece of trash, who used me more than anyone ever has?
I've had women take advantage here and there. I think we've all been through that. But what are the odds the one woman I cared about the most also took advantage of me to the greatest extent of any woman?
It's like what happened to Kari-Lyn Nixon.
WHAT ARE THE ODDS?
F*ck.
I can honestly say, going through this has made my sexual fantasy life disappear. I literally don't even think about sex anymore.
This was literally the worst thing to ever happen to me. To do more for a person than any other, outside of family, for a bitch who did NOTHING in return. I don't have a single friend who would take so much from someone without feeling guilty.
Most would grasp that they were being greedy, or a leach.
The girl I dated in 2019 had that honeymoon crush phase on me...but I knew better than to take advantage of her during that phase. The end result is that we're still on good terms.
As for the dumb bitch from 2018, after I told her I was going for another girl, she begged me to stay friends, then had a blowout on Instagram. Dumb bitch: if she cared about me so much, why not do ANYTHING to show it while I was literally going out of my way to support her, and be by her side while she was a mess from her previous breakup?
It's not that I hate women now...I just can't go through something like that again. So I just want peaceful separation from women.
Straight-conversion therapy would be nice!
But back to my dick:
I swear, I can't get the erections I used to simply because I'm not aroused by women like I used to be.
This bitch seriously fucked up my epigenetics.
Thank you for that nice compliment, Taffin. That's about the best shape I can be in while living a "normal" lifestyle with my kids, not obsessing over diet, etc.
And without using steroids or supplements.
I could get bigger - but look at the photo Walter posted of me at 190 - I'm just fatter.
That video is more or less as big as I can get naturally without getting fat.
As I said, I'm not an egomaniac. I have no problem admitting my bodybuilding genetics are not good.
As for the outfit - LOL!!!!
I actually got it because I find some strongman events are easier in tights or tight shorts - stone lift, and tire flip, for example.
Lastly, as you've no doubt noticed, I'm in a bit of a bad spot lately. I have no shame admitting to that. But I'm surrounded by fucking idiots who just spent a year being paranoid about a joke virus that the only real purpose of was to get Trump out of office. It made me realize that most people are so psychologically controlled by the TV they they are practically not human.
Here are people who don't know ONE SINGLE PERSON who has had COVID, yet think it's some deadly plague! What a bunch of fucking retards.
And... I'll just say it: I NEED GYMS TO REOPEN.
I didn't even realize how much exercise was helping me until gyms closed.
So if I seem a bit nutty to you, just know that the batshit lock-downs in Ontario are getting to me.
I couldn't give two fucking shits if I ever see a vagina ever again - BUT I WANT ACCESS TO A DAMN GYM.
In fact, FYI - I can guarantee you, you will see a huge positive change in me once I'm back training hard again. The body weight stuff is ok, but I am frothing at the mouth to get into a gym.
If you have any tips/advice/suggestions for me on that in the meanwhile until Premier DOUGH Ford reopens, I'm all ears!
It's 12:45am here...zzzZZZzzzZZZ...
You are right - I brought up two separate matters there.
Ok, so you asked about women, and the potential psychological basis for that:
In 2000, at age 18, I fell deeply in what I thought was love, for the first time ever. It was such a painful experience, my brain shut down my ability to love. I think it impacted my epigenetics. The experience was so painful, my brain wouldn't let me love.
Fast forward another 18 years, and for reasons I just don't understand, I fell in love again.
This woman withheld the fact that she was a 5-year opioid addict. She spent $20,000 of my money, and did not even hold my hand. All the while, I could have been sleeping with my other female friends, but I dedicated entirely to her.
Because I thought I was in love. And all my life, never having any problems getting women - tell me, Dave:
WHAT are the odds that the ONE woman my brain let me love after 18 YEARS of shutting down my ability to love, would my love be given to a woman who I did more for than ANY other, who took advantage of me more than ANY other women, and lied to me about everything?
I kept wondering...what am I doing wrong? I have NEVER done more for a woman in my life, aside from the mothers of my children.
Then what happened when I ditched her? After her initial breakdown on Instagram, guess who she dates?
A 36-year-old man on welfare!
And THAT was the issue - it wasn't that I wasn't good enough - it's that I wasn't BAD enough.
She KNEW there was no way a man who has what I have would keep her. She needed a man that made her comfortable while she remained a drug addict janitor with no post-secondary education, no money, no savings, who lives with her parents at 29 [now 32].
She hinted to me she thought I would move on to another woman - and to be fair, whenever I would have found out she was an opiate addict who slept with over 30 men, I WOULD have left her.
I stayed - but only because she lied to me.
So Dave, to summarize:
My entire experience with women has been wonderful.
But what are the odds that the second woman I felt I "loved", and the first since age 18, would have turned out to be such a wretched, drug-addicted, slutty, lying piece of trash?
The one woman I literally invested everything into - my heart and mind, if not my soul - was also the woman who took advantage of me more than any other, was more wretched to me than any other, and did almost nothing for me, while spending as much of my money she could pressure me into giving her.
Simply knowing there are women out there who see no problem taking $20,000 from a man, and think not even holding his hand is acceptable has made me not even want to know new women - due to the risk of experiencing this again.
After spending the first $10,000 on her, including buying her a queen-sized bed because she told me her boyfriend destroyed her bed when she dumped him, I said "I know you have PTSD from your ex, but I was wondering if we could just hold hands, since I have spent $10,000 on you so far, and it's starting to weigh on me."
This is how she responded:
"Do you think spending money on me entitles you to hold my hand?"
You...FUCKING BITCH. it wasn't "money" that I spent - it was TEN THOUSAND FUCKING DOLLARS at that point. And I spent it on meaningful things, like the queen-sized bed I bought her to replace the one she claimed her boyfriend destroyed, and I paid for counselling sessions to help her heal from her bad relationship. On top of that, I singularly devoted hours of my time to support her, getting NOTHING out of the deal, all the while, I could have been sleeping with female friends.
And when I made the most BASIC REQUEST POSSIBLE - merely HOLDING HANDS - when my financial support hit $10,000, she insinuated my request was out of line. As if expecting the MINIMUM level of physical contact after all the energy I invested into her was somehow akin to exploiting her sexually. Women like her are the ultimate consequence of feminism constantly telling women that men exist only to exploit them. It messes with their minds so much, they literally feel exploited while THEY are exploiting men. Not all women, naturally - but women like the one I suffered through are the direct consequence of feminism forcing a victimization complex on them, while none exist. And it compromises their ability to rationally assess reality so much that they think they are being exploited by men going out of their way for them!
No wonder she lost her mind when I cut ties. That's when she saw our time together for what it was: a man who cared about her deeply, getting nothing in return. And internalized feminism brainwashed her to push me away. Only when she lost me completely, did she fight to get me back.
In what WORLD is asking a woman if we can hold hands on par with sexual exploitation? But this is what feminism trains women to believe - that men are only ever oppressors.
Like a woman saying "Do you think just because you bought me dinner, I owe you sex?"
THAT is a reasonable position to hold. But simply asking to hold hands so I could get the minimal physical contact necessary TO PREVENT MY MENTAL HEALTH FROM COLLAPSING, after investing $10,000 of my money, and spending all day for two months helping her in every way I could, is a BEYOND REASONABLE request for ANY man to make.
Of course, ANY man would have ditched the bitch way before that point. But what can I say - I was a fool in "love".
And THAT is how feminism poisons women's brains. They think men owe them EVERYTHING, and that men are entitled to expect nothing, as they feel no guilt taking anything they want from men.
Women are culturally trained to believe men owe them.
And by the way:
As an autistic men, I REFUSE to play games. I'm not genetically able to understand body language. I need black and white, objective answers. So what I do is I EXPLICITLY ASK WOMEN: "Are you attracted to me? Because I'm attracted to you, so if the feeling is mutual, I'm interested and prepared to have intercourse with you. After all - it's just fluid exchange."
^ I'm joking. Sort of. But I DO ask women if I have a chance with her. Normally by text.
And I ONLY pursue women who explicitly say yes.
And this woman DID explicitly tell me she was attracted to me and interested - multiple times.
But she knows she can't keep a man with options. She even texted me saying she wouldn't want to be Baby Mommy #3 of 4, or even 5.
That's her way of saying she knows I have options, and that concerns her.
I figured her history of dating only losers should make me a catch.
But no - she WANTS to date losers. So she doesn't feel bad being a loser herself, and so she is the "prize" in the relationship. And to control the breakup.
But Jordan Peterson said [and she HATED HIM for saying this] that women dating weak men is a HORRIBLE strategy.
Ultimately, those men just end up living on the women who go for them.
My doctor said:
Women would rather share a winner than date a loser.
But some women only date losers, in order to have a man they can control. As Jordan Peterson said - it's a horrible strategy.
And I fell for such a woman. But this was only my second time being in "love". So despite my age, I didn't know the signs.
And to be fair - withholding the fact that she was a 5-year opiate addict from me, and that she slept with over 30 men by 29, while purposely giving me the OPPOSITE impression... that's why I fell for her. Based on lies.
Oh...and as for the ex-boyfriend who "abused" her:
She is into BDSM, and asked him engage in BDSM with him.
He took it too far, and she claimed abuse. That was yet a another lie: she REQUESTED he slap and hit her during sex.
Oh...
And I caught her watching rape porn on my computer.
I called her out on it. She denied it. I was like "So when you were using my computer at the time the BDSM porn was being watched, it wasn't you?"
Lying bitch.
So to summarize: I fell for her based on lies. I did more for than any woman in life that I didn't have a baby with, based on irrational feelings of love based on her LIES. Major lies.
And after that experience, with only that ONE woman...I've lost so much trust for women...I just don't see it ever coming back. I CANNOT risk meeting another woman like her.
I had such amazing experiences with the most beautiful woman when it was just casual sex.
Then the ONE woman I did more than anyone for...and I was never treated worse. WHAT ARE THE ODDS? And I am a master at protecting myself from such people. But I failed - and I failed at the worst possible time!
So as I continue to recover from that experience, all I can say about women is:
I can never be their boyfriend or husband. But I can be their own on the side.
Some day, again.
I've only ever been a side boyfriend. That's all I'll ever be. And that's all I want to be.
The pain of a broken heart - and the potential of a broken mind and spirit to go with it. It's just to much for me to bear.
Thanks for asking, Dave.
It was only one woman. While I do think I will recover... it's been a long road so far.
I appreciate your support.
Thank you.
Good idea Matt...........I think every real man here should send a picture of their erect penis to OneMoreRep ???
You mean you don’t?LOL ;D
I send one every week.
Over the years it has to be terabytes worth of dick pics.
Again, thank you for posting this.
..I don't know, maybe rich copper can save Matt's brain.
I am open to sending a photo of my erection to OneRepMax.
So if I seem a bit nutty to you, just know that the batshit lock-downs in Ontario are getting to me.
I couldn't give two fucking shits if I ever see a vagina ever again - BUT I WANT ACCESS TO A DAMN GYM.
Good idea Matt...........I think every real man here should send a picture of their erect penis to OneMoreRep ???
And... I'll just say it: I NEED GYMS TO REOPEN.
I didn't even realize how much exercise was helping me until gyms closed.
.. - BUT I WANT ACCESS TO A DAMN GYM.
LOL @ "Dating Coach" !! :D
WTF ???
On the other hand, his penis is pretty.Yeah I stopped reading there
WTF ?????
On the other hand, his penis is pretty.Uhhhhhh............no comment I don`t know what to say !!
WTF ?????
On the other hand, his penis is pretty.
WTF ?????
1. Who brought up my dick? Not me.
2. I have a great dick. I can verify that through OneRepMax.
But I remember Marty's dick being posted - it's like 10", and people were saying how "skinny" it is.
LMAO...only on Getbig can you have a dick bigger than rapist Ron Jeremy, and for it to be called "skinny". ::)
Again, there's no pleasing Getbig.
My cock is "pretty" in that it's symmetrical, without a disgusting massive foreskin, or just covered in healing herpes sores like Seymour Butts.
Compare Peter North's dick to the dick of disgusting RAPIST Ron Jeremy.
By the way, EVERYONE reading this agrees with me.
Or does ANYONE here think Ron Jeremy's dick is anything but a disgusting piece of shit.
I have a nice cock. I wouldn't mention it unless someone ELSE brought it up.
On Getbig, everyone is a millionaire with an 8.5" cock, who benches 405 for reps.
People are so full of shit.
Give me 16 weeks of gyms being open, and I'll be benching 370 at 170.
But no big deal, right? Everyone on Getbig benches over 2x body weight! ::)
LOL. Matt you sound like the kind of guy who sends away for those 'courses' to make your dick bigger!
lolol its true he does
LOL. Matt you sound like the kind of guy who sends away for those 'courses' to make your dick bigger!
That's a about as dumb as making your height taller.
If people here are going to accuse me of having a small cock, I'm going to need to post shots of it.
I have a very aesthetic, nice dick. Unlike Ron Jeremy's disgusting shit-stained member.
But here's the thing:
I can post a clip of me bench pressing 250x17, and people will call me weak.
There is no "winning" on Getbig.
I never claimed to be the strongest. But for a 170 pounder, I am in good shape, with decent strength.
Man, on Getbig PHIL HEATH'S PHYSIQUE "sucks".
Again, there is no winning here, Vince.
But as I said, this bitch from 2018 has sapped my sex drive. I don't even THINK about sex all that much anymore.
It's fucked up.
Many men, after divorcing, will not marry again. But most will at least fuck like they always did.
Of course, every Getbigger has been through what I have.
But what can I say, Vince? I dwell a lot. I hold grudges. I resent being wronged. Most people simply move on.
Shit, I'm more mad about the lock-downs in Australia than YOU ARE.
Just seeing that pregnant Australian woman arrested. It flipping enrages me.
I literally can't stand I justice.
Like I said, I dwell a lot. Not much I can do about it - it's genetic, I'm pretty sure.
It's why he doesn't have $$$ for a home gym. ;D
I think that is because he gave a shitwhore $10,000 and then she wouldn’t even hold his hand.
But....apparently he truly believes his penis is pretty.
I guess Primehomosexual may have a purpose to be on Getbig after all.
Matt you spastic fucking moron, get off the internet and go raise your kids.
There is winning on Getbig but not for you! You take yourself way too seriously and that is why so many have fun at your expense.
Let me tell you a true story. Years ago when I was a PE teacher there was a little high school kid they called "Itchy". He had the peculiarty that if anyone touched him he instantly started scratching himself.
You can imagine what happened to him. Yep, almost everyone has to see for themselves if he would scratch himself and they weren't disappointed. The lad did get treated and overcame this behaviour.
Now, we have hapless Matt who is like Itchy and people keep stirring the shit out of him. What does Matt do? He has to literally defend himself at all costs. It is stimulus - response like Pavlov's dogs!
Matt, you don't sound like you ever laugh at yourself. You come across as a socially awkward guy who has no clue how to relate to people here.
You and Pellius share a trait...you go to the bitter end in arguing with other people.
Completely fucked up weird thread reported.
There is winning on Getbig but not for you! You take yourself way too seriously and that is why so many have fun at your expense.
Let me tell you a true story. Years ago when I was a PE teacher there was a little high school kid they called "Itchy". He had the peculiarty that if anyone touched him he instantly started scratching himself.
You can imagine what happened to him. Yep, almost everyone has to see for themselves if he would scratch himself and they weren't disappointed. The lad did get treated and overcame this behaviour.
Now, we have hapless Matt who is like Itchy and people keep stirring the shit out of him. What does Matt do? He has to literally defend himself at all costs. It is stimulus - response like Pavlov's dogs!
Matt, you don't sound like you ever laugh at yourself. You come across as a socially awkward guy who has no clue how to relate to people here.
You and Pellius share a trait...you go to the bitter end in arguing with other people.
I thought I was a crazy son of a bitch but this thread has restored my faith in my sanity.
I think that is because he gave a shitwhore $10,000 and then she wouldn’t even hold his hand.
But....apparently he truly believes his penis is pretty.
I guess Primehomosexual may have a purpose to be on Getbig after all.
Matt you spastic fucking moron, get off the internet and go raise your kids.
I thought I was a crazy son of a bitch but this thread has restored my faith in my sanity.
Basile is a solid old man.
National Champion.... that man walked the walk.
My house is brand new and 22 months old, you broke fuck. I'm not going to be clanging weights and fucking up the infrastructure in a brand new home, only to have gyms potentially open in a month. How am I supposed to know when this hyped pandemic ends?
Why don't you go ahead and post some of your best lifts, you weak fuck. Hahaha, it would literally take you FIVE MINUTES to cover your face and bench 405, and post the video, preserving your anonymity.
There is not a single lift I don't beat you at - and I'd be willing to give you an 80-lb weight advantage. You weak fuck.
What's stopping you from posting your alleged 405-lb bench press, Walter
Because you're a fucking liar, and you know you'll be upstaged by a 170 pounder.
Post some video evidence of you being stronger than me. If not, STFU. NO ONE on here believes you out-lift. And as I said, I'll give you an 80-lb weight advantage, and out-lift you in every lift, and every strongman movement.
Oh, and yeah, I'll go ahead and buy a home gym for a brand new house, only for gyms to potentially reopen tomorrow. Fucking dumbass.
PS - why are you so scared to prove any of your claims, Walter? A tough guy millionaire who benches 405 would be THRILLED to post evidence of that, to upstage. So what are you waiting for?
Give me 16 weeks once gyms reopen in Ontario, and I'll post a video benching 370 at 170. But let me guess...you warm up with that, right? Fucking idiot. No one here believes you. I post video evidence of ALL my lifts, so everyone here believes me.
Go ahead and upstage me, pussy. Lying fuck.
LOL @ "Dating Coach" !! :D
WTF ???
But making it to Nationals in my weight class isn't walking the walk? Fucking moron.
When I win Nationals next time, what are you going to say?
How does it feel knowing you need to outweigh me by 100-lb to out-lift me? Lol!!
Matt is strong for his size. Full credit there. However, why resort to local strongman contests instead of building up your physique? All that strength and not much in the way of muscle to show for it.
For a guy who had a bodybuilding site I have to say you still have to pay your dues as a bodybuilder. Get a bigger upper body and good legs and you might improve your self respect. When you do that
you won't have to post on Getbig to demonstrate how smart or strong or anything else that you wannabe.
@Vince - can you weigh in on Matt's good looking cock.
Matt is strong for his size. Full credit there. However, why resort to local strongman contests instead of building up your physique? All that strength and not much in the way of muscle to show for it.
For a guy who had a bodybuilding site I have to say you still have to pay your dues as a bodybuilder. Get a bigger upper body and good legs and you might improve your self respect. When you do that
you won't have to post on Getbig to demonstrate how smart or strong or anything else that you wannabe.
Hi Matt. About longevity, diet, and training. I honestly haven't seen any evidence about large muscles shortening anyone's life. Doing that strongman stuff is hardly beneficial for health in old age.
Demonstrating strength might be good for the ego but it is a dangerous thing to do to the body, especially the knees, hips and spine. If you continue to do heavy bench pressing you will eventually damage your shoulders.
So here is a challenge. Try to put an inch on your arms in one month. No drugs, just training twice each week. Don't do any other training. Just arms.
Just pick one effective exercise for each muscle. Then do a pyramid and when you reach your maximum for 10 to 15 reps do several sets with the maximum weight.
Once you learn how to make muscles grow quickly you can then apply what you know to other body parts.
Bro.
Pretty cock....Matt believes he has a very pretty cock.
What about his pretty cock?
Anyone who thinks they have to post a photo of their privates on a discussion forum are beyond help! No one can help them.
Matt, please completely stop responding to everyone who posts to or about you. That is a good rule for surviving around here.
You just dig a deeper hole for yourself and even a team of oxen won't get you out.
Walter should be ashamed of what he is doing to an autistic dude. How can any civil person think stirring such people is amusing?
Anyone who thinks they have to post a photo of their privates on a discussion forum are beyond help! No one can help them.
Matt, please completely stop responding to everyone who posts to or about you. That is a good rule for surviving around here.
You just dig a deeper hole for yourself and even a team of oxen won't get you out.
Walter should be ashamed of what he is doing to an autistic dude. How can any civil person think stirring such people is amusing?
nono youre still crazy :D :D
Let’s not get carried away now....
Let’s not get carried away now....
What has happened in this thread?
Matt is talking about how various penis’s are pleasing to look at and then he’s offering to post photos of his own because he doesn’t like to be called out...... The legitimately gay members on here aren’t even this gay.
The covid lockdown was more dangerous than the virus itself. It has pushed him over the edge.
Anyone who thinks they have to post a photo of their privates on a discussion forum are beyond help! No one can help them.
Matt, please completely stop responding to everyone who posts to or about you. That is a good rule for surviving around here.
You just dig a deeper hole for yourself and even a team of oxen won't get you out.
Walter should be ashamed of what he is doing to an autistic dude. How can any civil person think stirring such people is amusing?
What has happened in this thread?
Matt is talking about how various penis’s are pleasing to look at and then he’s offering to post photos of his own because he doesn’t like to be called out...... The legitimately gay members on here aren’t even this gay.
The covid lockdown was more dangerous than the virus itself. It has pushed him over the edge.
Matt: All Getbiggers are liars who brag about their wealth, sexual prowess, cock and strength.
Also Matt: I have a 600k home (and countless bitcoins), have slept with 23 or 26 women, a beautiful cock and am one of the strongest men in Canada.
For a guy who had a bodybuilding site I have to say you still have to pay your dues as a bodybuilder. Get a bigger upper body and good legs and you might improve your self respect. When you do that you won't have to post on Getbig to demonstrate how smart or strong or anything else that you wannabe.[/color]
As an observer one would think most men on this site are involuntarily celibate, haven’t had sex in years, perverted, would sexually prey without legal consequences, and/or homosexual.
What has happened in this thread?
Matt is talking about how various penis’s are pleasing to look at and then he’s offering to post photos of his own because he doesn’t like to be called out...... The legitimately gay members on here aren’t even this gay.
The covid lockdown was more dangerous than the virus itself. It has pushed him over the edge.
The hell are you talking about?
We all had to when we joined this forum.
OMW can turn any straight man Homersimpsual with a mere glance.
Have you ever considered finding a real-life woman? Wouldn’t it be better than combing the internet for pictures of stranger women?
No. Pictures can't talk back.
No. Pictures can't talk back.
Dear Mr. Basile.
Matt clearly needs guidance. Would it be possible for you to take him under your wing in a kind of mentorship role?
Matt does okay most of the time. Years ago he had a bodybuilding web site complete with a discussion board. Problem was he allowed total tools to run the forum and ruined what could have been a good place to hang out.
Couple that ending with his training career and I have to conclude he is one of those guys who goes to a lot of trouble to find out stuff but can't actually produce the results. He joins the countless millions who never get big.
He ends up rationalising his limitations, etc. So I doubt anyone can save the hapless Matt.
I appreciate your input, but I need to believe there is hope for him.
We made this much progress..but now they want them to speak..terrible mistake.
They destroy a great product with that.
We made this much progress..but now they want them to speak..terrible mistake.
They destroy a great product with that.
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Should I post a shot? My cock is 6.45", with uniform thickness, good head to shaft ratio.
Picture Peter North's cock, but 2" shorter.
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Should I post a shot? My cock is 6.45", with uniform thickness, good head to shaft ratio.
Picture Peter North's cock, but 2" shorter.
Would I take a half inch on my cock? Yeah sure. Just like how I'd rather be 5'10" than 5-8-and-a-half.
But hey - we play the cards we're dealt, right? I guess God or Nature/The Universe made me a manlet with nice hair and teeth instead.
But here's a story for you:
My former friend Ben Thompson is a strongman contest promoter in town. He also competed in the "Static Monsters" contest in Australia a few years back.
I have him $5,000 to promote local contests in 2016, and another $5,000 CAD in 2017 [$205 USD].
Anyway, one day he told me there was a contest in 20 days. He needed a grand from me. At the time, I was dealing with general family issues, and couldn't devote to training for and competing in, filming, and paying for a contest after already giving $5,000 that year.
So what happened?
He removed me from Facebook friends, and we haven't spoken since.
And what, pray tell, was my crime? Having family issues to attend to? Was five grand not generous enough?
See - you talk on here like whenever you go through these types of issues, they are no big deal. And I believe you when you say you get over things faster than I do. They you dwell on things less, that you move on faster, etc.
But I've done so much for some people only to be spit on. And it's like - and I think this applies to everyone - but the more we do for people, I feel the more we get taken for granted.
So yeah - here I am living a White Trash life in my room, or on my couch watching TV. I've gotten in trouble so many times for just trying to help, I'm just sick of it all.
Once I was the designated driver for my friend. I was clearly driving his car, HE was clearly drunk. I had ALL my documents. And we got pulled over because HE wasn't wearing his seatbelt.
He didn't have his insurance and ownership in his car. So what happened?
I got a caution ticket, and was given 72 hours to present his documents or face a $180 fine.
Tell me, Walter - do you think that made me want to be a good Samaritan, and be a designated driver ever again?
And that's why I am in this current state. That police officer KNEW I was the DD. I was sober - my friend was drunk. I was driving a car registered in his name. I had ALL my documents. My friend didn't. My FRIEND was not wearing his seatbelt while I was.
The officer should have been happy to see a sober friend driving his friend home, so he wouldn't have to drive drunk.
Oh...and my friend lived 20 minutes away from me. So not only did I go out of my way to safely drive him home - I had to walk 20 minutes back home after doing it.
And all I got from it was a caution ticket, which could have cost me $180.
So tell me, Walter - why bother?
I spent my entire life doing things for others. But lately, I haven't done Jack. I just hell myself.
It's a depressing existence on one hand...but at least I don't need to worry about getting in trouble for simply trying to help.
You said I'm mentally and emotionally weak. Close. I'm mentally and emotionally DEFEATED.
Every time I get in trouble despite doing nothing wrong, I find myself saying "What's the point?"
So I spend my days alone at home watching YouTube.
I hope one day my positive mindset returns. But as far as I'm concerned, I'm spiritually dead.
As for being physically weak...I think it's safe to say you and I have different definitions of "weak".
In fact, if gyms were open now, I'd be my lifetime strongest. Roughly 315/405/495 [bench/squat/deadlift]. Not bad for 175, IMO.
That's a pretty exact measurement. Must have a very good digital ruler or one with a lot of hash marks.
Great post, but I think love does wacky things to people.
I've only *thought* I was in love twice. And I have never been more vulnerable, and never tolerated more abuse from women than I did to those two women who I - for whatever reason - thought I was in love with.
The sad thing is, I have met all sorts of beautiful women, but I seldom fall in love. But I guess in 2000 and again in 2018, I did. In the more recent case, I think the reason why it happened was because she misrepresented herself as being an innocent victim of male abuse, and only wanted a nice guy who cared about her, and blah, blah, blah. I later found out that she was addicted to Percocets, and had slept with around 35 guys, at leave five of whom she met on Tinder. What woman would need to use Tinder to get laid?
Had I known those things about her, I would have never had the strong feelings for her that I did. But I have to say - having those feelings made me very vulnerable, and that is why I loathe the notion of being in love. It's the very last thing I want to happen to me.
That's a pretty exact measurement. Must have a very good digital ruler or one with a lot of hash marks.
That's a pretty exact measurement. Must have a very good digital ruler or one with a lot of hash marks.
An exact measurement is necessary if you want to have success with online dating :D
Matt is the Savior of the World.
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Wood.
Matt, be honest, do you ever send those long fucking essay posts to women on online dating sites? :D
Especially the ones involving terms like 'shaft-to-head ratio'
Edit: and did we get to the stage of sending d1ck pics to OneRepMax (sic) yet? Wondering if we've had confirmation of the prettiness of Little Matt...
Especially the ones involving terms like 'shaft-to-head ratio'
Edit: and did we get to the stage of sending d1ck pics to OneRepMax (sic) yet? Wondering if we've had confirmation of the prettiness of Little Matt...
hysterical
but i do think this matt gent is having a mental breakdown before our 'eyes' if you would. a bit scary
hysterical
but i do think this matt gent is having a mental breakdown before our 'eyes' if you would. a bit scary
he thinks he is in control of his life but is mentally a disaster
it will boil over at some point and he will fall apart
Matty C either taking a self imposed posting break or they came and threw him in the ward for some repairs
its a coin flip
when you want to take perfect cock pics for OMR, you have to get the angle and the lighting in the room right etc.
I think Matt is taking a break from posting because of this.
thats fair, it would be a lot to set up
Since he's probably snowed in in Thunder Bay, perhaps he's going to be doing this photo shoot outdoors to capture the essence of the season. With sub zero temperatures and shrinkage concerns, I'd assume he's putting together a warming/fluffing station so he doesn't come up short and disappoint OMR.
but i do think this matt gent is having a mental breakdown before our 'eyes' if you would. a bit scary
All jokes aside, his absence here is a little concerning.
He is.
He's having a mental breakdown right in front of us and doesn't see it, or at least refuses to believe it.
His posts the last couple months show that he is mentally unstable right now. Well at least more than he usually is. ;D
He is clinically depressed and going through a breakdown, i just hope he doesn't do something stupid.
Refuses to acknowledge it and do anything to help; just keeps blaming women and covid.
You are right - I brought up two separate matters there.
Ok, so you asked about women, and the potential psychological basis for that:
In 2000, at age 18, I fell deeply in what I thought was love, for the first time ever. It was such a painful experience, my brain shut down my ability to love. I think it impacted my epigenetics. The experience was so painful, my brain wouldn't let me love.
Fast forward another 18 years, and for reasons I just don't understand, I fell in love again.
This woman withheld the fact that she was a 5-year opioid addict. She spent $20,000 of my money, and did not even hold my hand. All the while, I could have been sleeping with my other female friends, but I dedicated entirely to her.
Because I thought I was in love. And all my life, never having any problems getting women - tell me, Dave:
WHAT are the odds that the ONE woman my brain let me love after 18 YEARS of shutting down my ability to love, would my love be given to a woman who I did more for than ANY other, who took advantage of me more than ANY other women, and lied to me about everything?
I kept wondering...what am I doing wrong? I have NEVER done more for a woman in my life, aside from the mothers of my children.
Then what happened when I ditched her? After her initial breakdown on Instagram, guess who she dates?
A 36-year-old man on welfare!
And THAT was the issue - it wasn't that I wasn't good enough - it's that I wasn't BAD enough.
She KNEW there was no way a man who has what I have would keep her. She needed a man that made her comfortable while she remained a drug addict janitor with no post-secondary education, no money, no savings, who lives with her parents at 29 [now 32].
She hinted to me she thought I would move on to another woman - and to be fair, whenever I would have found out she was an opiate addict who slept with over 30 men, I WOULD have left her.
I stayed - but only because she lied to me.
So Dave, to summarize:
My entire experience with women has been wonderful.
But what are the odds that the second woman I felt I "loved", and the first since age 18, would have turned out to be such a wretched, drug-addicted, slutty, lying piece of trash?
The one woman I literally invested everything into - my heart and mind, if not my soul - was also the woman who took advantage of me more than any other, was more wretched to me than any other, and did almost nothing for me, while spending as much of my money she could pressure me into giving her.
Simply knowing there are women out there who see no problem taking $20,000 from a man, and think not even holding his hand is acceptable has made me not even want to know new women - due to the risk of experiencing this again.
After spending the first $10,000 on her, including buying her a queen-sized bed because she told me her boyfriend destroyed her bed when she dumped him, I said "I know you have PTSD from your ex, but I was wondering if we could just hold hands, since I have spent $10,000 on you so far, and it's starting to weigh on me."
This is how she responded:
"Do you think spending money on me entitles you to hold my hand?"
You...FUCKING BITCH. it wasn't "money" that I spent - it was TEN THOUSAND FUCKING DOLLARS at that point. And I spent it on meaningful things, like the queen-sized bed I bought her to replace the one she claimed her boyfriend destroyed, and I paid for counselling sessions to help her heal from her bad relationship. On top of that, I singularly devoted hours of my time to support her, getting NOTHING out of the deal, all the while, I could have been sleeping with female friends.
And when I made the most BASIC REQUEST POSSIBLE - merely HOLDING HANDS - when my financial support hit $10,000, she insinuated my request was out of line. As if expecting the MINIMUM level of physical contact after all the energy I invested into her was somehow akin to exploiting her sexually. Women like her are the ultimate consequence of feminism constantly telling women that men exist only to exploit them. It messes with their minds so much, they literally feel exploited while THEY are exploiting men. Not all women, naturally - but women like the one I suffered through are the direct consequence of feminism forcing a victimization complex on them, while none exist. And it compromises their ability to rationally assess reality so much that they think they are being exploited by men going out of their way for them!
No wonder she lost her mind when I cut ties. That's when she saw our time together for what it was: a man who cared about her deeply, getting nothing in return. And internalized feminism brainwashed her to push me away. Only when she lost me completely, did she fight to get me back.
In what WORLD is asking a woman if we can hold hands on par with sexual exploitation? But this is what feminism trains women to believe - that men are only ever oppressors.
Like a woman saying "Do you think just because you bought me dinner, I owe you sex?"
THAT is a reasonable position to hold. But simply asking to hold hands so I could get the minimal physical contact necessary TO PREVENT MY MENTAL HEALTH FROM COLLAPSING, after investing $10,000 of my money, and spending all day for two months helping her in every way I could, is a BEYOND REASONABLE request for ANY man to make.
Of course, ANY man would have ditched the bitch way before that point. But what can I say - I was a fool in "love".
And THAT is how feminism poisons women's brains. They think men owe them EVERYTHING, and that men are entitled to expect nothing, as they feel no guilt taking anything they want from men.
Women are culturally trained to believe men owe them.
And by the way:
As an autistic men, I REFUSE to play games. I'm not genetically able to understand body language. I need black and white, objective answers. So what I do is I EXPLICITLY ASK WOMEN: "Are you attracted to me? Because I'm attracted to you, so if the feeling is mutual, I'm interested and prepared to have intercourse with you. After all - it's just fluid exchange."
^ I'm joking. Sort of. But I DO ask women if I have a chance with her. Normally by text.
And I ONLY pursue women who explicitly say yes.
And this woman DID explicitly tell me she was attracted to me and interested - multiple times.
But she knows she can't keep a man with options. She even texted me saying she wouldn't want to be Baby Mommy #3 of 4, or even 5.
That's her way of saying she knows I have options, and that concerns her.
I figured her history of dating only losers should make me a catch.
But no - she WANTS to date losers. So she doesn't feel bad being a loser herself, and so she is the "prize" in the relationship. And to control the breakup.
But Jordan Peterson said [and she HATED HIM for saying this] that women dating weak men is a HORRIBLE strategy.
Ultimately, those men just end up living on the women who go for them.
My doctor said:
Women would rather share a winner than date a loser.
But some women only date losers, in order to have a man they can control. As Jordan Peterson said - it's a horrible strategy.
And I fell for such a woman. But this was only my second time being in "love". So despite my age, I didn't know the signs.
And to be fair - withholding the fact that she was a 5-year opiate addict from me, and that she slept with over 30 men by 29, while purposely giving me the OPPOSITE impression... that's why I fell for her. Based on lies.
Oh...and as for the ex-boyfriend who "abused" her:
She is into BDSM, and asked him engage in BDSM with him.
He took it too far, and she claimed abuse. That was yet a another lie: she REQUESTED he slap and hit her during sex.
Oh...
And I caught her watching rape porn on my computer.
I called her out on it. She denied it. I was like "So when you were using my computer at the time the BDSM porn was being watched, it wasn't you?"
Lying bitch.
So to summarize: I fell for her based on lies. I did more for than any woman in life that I didn't have a baby with, based on irrational feelings of love based on her LIES. Major lies.
And after that experience, with only that ONE woman...I've lost so much trust for women...I just don't see it ever coming back. I CANNOT risk meeting another woman like her.
I had such amazing experiences with the most beautiful woman when it was just casual sex.
Then the ONE woman I did more than anyone for...and I was never treated worse. WHAT ARE THE ODDS? And I am a master at protecting myself from such people. But I failed - and I failed at the worst possible time!
So as I continue to recover from that experience, all I can say about women is:
I can never be their boyfriend or husband. But I can be their own on the side.
Some day, again.
I've only ever been a side boyfriend. That's all I'll ever be. And that's all I want to be.
The pain of a broken heart - and the potential of a broken mind and spirit to go with it. It's just to much for me to bear.
Thanks for asking, Dave.
It was only one woman. While I do think I will recover... it's been a long road so far.
I appreciate your support.
Thank you.
Matt, if you were 18 or 19 I could understand how a young man gets played but at your age you are mostly responsible for this situation. Don't misunderstand this, you are the injured party here, no doubt, but all the signs were there.
She was a cleaner. Now why would a good looking white girl be a cleaner unless she was not all there? Red flag 1.
She had problems, a ton of them. The girl likely has some mental disorders making her completely unstable and unable to cope, so she turned to drugs. A total screw up. When you date a girl, her problems become your problems. Why bother bringing so many problems into your life? Red flag 2.
Spending money on a girl early on. Big mistake.Let things progress to the point where you know she is into you, and a real relationship . Even then don't introduce money until her motives are more clear. If she demands it you have your answer. Red flag 3.
She wouldn't hold yoour hand even after you spent 10K on her. Clearly she has no interest in you, just your money. You were nothing but a mark. What motivated you to toss another 10K after that is beyond me. Red flag 4.
She dates losers and has multiple bad relationships. Birds of a feather flock together., Matt. She dates losers because she is a loser. Red flag 5.
She claims constant abuse. Much of it imaged no doubt. Much of it initiated by her. Avoid. Now. Red flag 6.
Her erratic mood swings, instability, and constant need for money screws addict. Red flag 7.
Move forward. She's gone, like the last turd you flushed down the toilet. It's been 2 years and you weren't thinking clearly. So many red flags, practically everyone else would have fled immediately. Don't put yourself in these situations. Surely you are smarter than this. The hate from your posts the last year are burning a hole in you. Your spirit is dead. You have to let it go. Even I can't stand seeing you like this.
You left out the 40-50 dudes she let bang her pussy and ass out while Matt C was supporting her.
Maybe it was 50-60?
Or was it 30 per year for a couple of years?
Matt kinda pulled an Andrew Cuomo accounting of that shitwhore’s past sexual conquests.
I'm surprised Matt fell for it to be honest. Equally surprising is how it has totally destroyed him . I thought Matt was a strong character but he is mentally very fragile.